I hate myself

She says she’s fine

but she’s going insane.

She says she feels good

but she’s in a lot of pain.

She says she’s okay

but she’s really not.

i hate how small things hurt me a lot.

I thought I got better.

In reality, it became worse than it was before.

i cannot make you understand. i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. i cannot even explain it to myself.

I just want to disappear

I feel numb and empty

I don’t belong here

Me: I’m gonna try to die

Insurance: damn thats crazy too bad we don’t cover any of the treatments to prevent that

Me: so I tried to die and it didnt work

Insurance: ugh well now we gotta fix you AND put u in treatment I guess

Me: Can you cover at least one of those?

Insurance: no♥️