Do you ever hold your breath while you’re sobbing so no one hears your cries?

Being alone with myself is so hard

Every time I chase happiness I come back worse than before.

I feel so out of control

no matter what I do, this pain always follows me. I just want my heart to stop hurting.

You start to feel so drained when you constantly reach out for help and no one gives you their hand.

She says she’s fine

but she’s going insane.

She says she feels good

but she’s in a lot of pain.

She says she’s okay

but she’s really not.

i hate how small things hurt me a lot.

I just want to disappear

I feel numb and empty

Sometimes I feel as if I am the loneliest person in the world. And if I were to disappear, no one would come looking for me. No one would ask how I’ve been nor would they wonder where I was.

-A.d.c

And I’m still trying to figure out how you could get out of bed one morning and decide that this is it. How you were able to walk away, without ever looking back.

A.d.c

My generation:

Let’s be friends, just friends. I’m not ready for a relationship but I expect you to do things with me considered inappropriate in terms of a friendship. We’re not together, you can’t claim me, you can’t be with anybody but me. I need you to be loyal but I’ll do what I want & when you get mad, I’ll just tell you we’re not together. If you catch feelings I’ll become distant. You knew what this was… I told you, I’m not ready for a relationship.

- r.h Sin

We are all looking for that one person who can allow us to think that things will be okay. Even if it’s just for a little while.

A.d.c