#dirty talk

I’ve been talking to DevonandMark more regularly on IRC. Some of the other people have faded away. Mark is still romantic as always and I enjoy our little role play adventures but Devon always gets me super aroused. I don’t know what it is about him but he can turn me on with just a few words. We don’t even role play together, just chat. I find myself thinking about him all the time. I just wish he was more available. I never know when I’ll run into him.

I’ve had some fun chats with Reddit people but they never stick around. Nothing seems to last there. :(

My addiction to finding men to chat with that will make me feel feminine is out of control. I’ve been logging on to chat more and more while at work and staying up late into the night.to get my fix. I find I’m often depressed when I’m not virtually fucking someone. I should stop but I can’t. I crave it so much!

It’s Locktober and I decided to not cum as long as I can this month. I know I’ll fail because at some point I’ll have to have sex with my wife, but at least I can avoid cumming from touching myself and I won’t enjoy it when I do cum. Not cumming is great but I often wonder if I should just orgasm daily or more to try and break my addiction. It sounds almost counter intuitive but I think it could actually help.

Anyway, so far so good. It’s eleven days into October but It’s actually been three weeks since my last orgasm. I’ve had some steamy chats that make me want to burst but I’ve held back. I think the only person who could make me want to break my streak right now would be Devonbut I haven’t talked with him in a long time.

I can’t believe that the very next day I posted this I ran into Devon online! We chatted for a while and he got me so excited that I asked if he would be on later in the evening. I must have aroused him too because we arranged a time to meet. When we met up again we talked for an hour or so before he left. He always leaves abruptly which is both annoying and a turn on. He usually says he has to go cum and logs off. He leaves me without much of a thought to my feelings on it, which is kind of how our chats usually go, but it pushes all the beta buttons for me.

Anyway, after he left I spent another hour searching for someone to talk to and ended up watching cuckold and interracial videos on Rabbit before masturbating and going to bed. I felt pretty low afterwards. Like I hit some sort of bottom. I’m not sure why I felt this way? Maybe it’s because Devon doesn’t care about my self esteem? Maybe it’s because the entire time I was chatting with Devon I saw Mark online and I miss the loving/romantic chats we had more than the raw/base conversations Devon and I have? I think the former is the case. I think maybe I actually felt some love for Mark and it hurts to see him online with his new girl. How silly, right?

I’ve avoided being online and porn since that night but here I am again, posting this, and not at all being offended by porn. How many more days will it be before I’m seeking out a similar experience and hating myself all over again?

I’ve been away for too long! When I do find a moment to get online, I find myself posting links to Discord instead of reblogging them here. I really should post to Tumblr more but I don’t think I have any followers that miss me here anyway.

I also haven’t posted my orgasm reports. I might post a quarterly update or something. There haven’t been many but I may have lost track of the few I’ve had.

One thing that really bothers me is I haven’t spoken with DevonorMark in so long that I’ve been going through withdrawal! As I said, I haven’t been online much but when I have, I haven’t seen either of them online. Until recently that is. I’ve seen Mark twice now and it appears he has a new girl. He even collared her. They talk openly in the channel about what great cybersex they have. I am so jealous! He hasn’t even said hello to me. I honestly felt like crying. I missed talking to him so much and when he left without acknowledging me the first night I was stunned. I logged off, went up to bed, and just laid there depressed.

When it happened again tonight I was more mad and disappointed than sad. I honestly don’t know if I’ll ever find a partner like him again. There was something special about our sessions that I will miss.

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I had a lot of requests from a story of my night last night, so here it is…

My fuck buddy, T, roughly pulled my shirt and shorts off.  I wasn’t wearing a bra or panties so she pushed my down on the bed and spread my legs wide.  With a smile she told me to stay still as she pulled out some rope from her bag.  She tied my ankles to the posts on her bed so that my pussy was spread.  She slowly ran a hand up my body and pushed my hands up over my head.  There she tied them to the remaining two posts of the bed and whispered “you’re mine now."  Then T left the room and I could hear her going to the bathroom; where I know she keeps all her fun toys.  I could feel myself get wet at the thought.  By the time she came back I was more than ready and begged "please just fuck me, babe."  She laughed and slowly began to peel off her panties and bra; winding her hips and throwing the lingerie on my once it was finally off her hot body.  I hadn’t even noticed what she had in her hand.  She bent over me and slowly licked and teased my tits, sucking and biting at my nipples until they were hard and swollen and sensitive just for her.  She rolled them in her fingers and tweaked them a few times; her pressure getting harder each time.  Then she pulled out two clothespins with a wicked grin.  I drew a breath; I had never done something like this before and didn’t know if I could take it.  "Remember our safe word, babe,” I moaned right before she firmly planted the first pin on my hard little nipple.  I cried out, but it quickly softened into a moan as the pleasure began to take over.  It was the same with the other tit; once the initial pain wore off it felt beyond amazing.  My nipples were constantly stimulated, but T was able to focus her hands and tongue on other areas…

T flicked the clothespins a few times to remind me she was in control before trailing her mouth slowly down my body.  Her tongue slid up and down my slit a few times and I whispered her name.  She knows just how to work a pussy; the right amount of tease and hard stimulation.  I lost track of what her mouth was doing to me because my mind was consumed with the coming orgasm.  My hips were writing, my hands trying to escape their bond so that I could grab her head and drive it deeper inside me.  When I came she didn’t slow down even for a second but took everything I gave her until I gave one last shudder and fell back on the bed, exhausted.  She finally removed her lips from me and slowly unclasped the clothespins, sending another wave of pleasure down my body.  They were sore but satisfied. just like every other inch of my body.

I waited for T to take off the restraints, but she was rummaging around with something on the floor that I couldn’t see.  When she finally sat up and saw the confused look on my face she laughed.  “I am not even close to being done with you.  You said you wanted it rough, and that is exactly what you’re going to get.  Rest up, sweetie."  She lay next to me and traced her fingers slowly around my body.  My heart rate returned to normal as I tried to prepare myself for round two.  I usually take longer breaks between orgasms and didn’t know if my tight little cunt could take it…

When T thought I was ready she revealed what she had hidden on the floor; a Hitachi Magic Wand.  I let out an involuntary moan.  I have been dying to try the wand, something T knows damn well.  She looked me straight in the eyes and said "I am going to destroy you with this.  It will not leave your hot pussy until I say so, until you have no more cum left in your body, until you are ready to pass out from orgasm.  Do you understand?"  I nodded and grabbed the rope with my hands.  She slid the wide head of the wand up and down my still dripping cunt a few times before turning it on.  Holy fuck.  I had never experienced suck intense vibrations and I came almost instantly.  T giggled like a child who had just found a new toy as she pressed it firmly to my clit as I came, my hips stretching off the bed.  I was breathing hard as she decreased the pressure; giving me a slight break but letting me still feel some slight vibrations.  She switched it to the pulsating setting that switched rapidly from low to high and pushed it back into me and I screamed out as another orgasm hit my body.  I screamed out her name, called for her to fuck me.  I was her little slut and i knew that as long as she had me tied and spread wide she was going to use and abuse me.

I lost track of how many times I came, how many different ways T used that magic little wand to make me moan.  I felt light headed, dizzy from the cum-lust I was in.  My hips weren’t grinding as hard and fast as before.  I had head of people passing out from orgasm but had never been close to feeling that before.  I refused to use the safe word though.  As the final orgasm hit my body I moaned "oh God, T, you really did destroy me."  Only then did I feel the wand leave my now soaked cunt and hear the motor stop.  T slowly licked my pussy slowly; helping me calmly come down from what felt like an orgasm high.  She wrapped herself around me and I could feel her wet pussy against my thigh.  "Untie me so I can return the favor."  She laughed and massaged my tits.  "You need your rest, my little doll,” she muttered.  “I came just watching you.  Return the favor later, when you have rebuilt your stamina."  I didn’t like that answer, but as soon as she untied me I felt myself drift off into sleep.

This morning I surprised her in the shower though, so I think all debts have been paid…

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