#excerpt from my shitty love life

Dear Universe,

I never want to go through this again. Please, no more lessons. I’ve had enough. Don’t you think I’ve learned enough?

-painful lessons

I’ve been trying to keep myself busy to forget about you and it’s been working…for the most part. But sometimes, whether it’s late at night or when I’m studying alone in the library, you manage to slip through the cracks for a moment.

—then i shut you out again