#depressed and in love

I’ve been trying to keep myself busy to forget about you and it’s been working…for the most part. But sometimes, whether it’s late at night or when I’m studying alone in the library, you manage to slip through the cracks for a moment.

—then i shut you out again

When people don’t give me a reason for why they left, I blame myself until I’m numb.

—a dark place no one should ever have to visit

I don’t hate you, I just don’t want to have these feelings for you. It’s too much.

—but i would hate you if i could