#fuck feelings

i hate when you want to talk about something that’s bothering you but you feel like you’ve already talked about it too much so you just hold it in…

Dear Universe,

I never want to go through this again. Please, no more lessons. I’ve had enough. Don’t you think I’ve learned enough?

-painful lessons

Nothing is real. If I keep telling myself that nothing is real then nothing can hurt me. Nobody can break my heart. Nothing can make me cry. Nothing is real.

-disassociation

You went from being my favorite person to a complete stranger in an instant.

-and it’s fucking with my head

It’s midnight and lonliness is wrecking you. You sit in the dark side of your room and ponder on whether it’s because you’re a terrible person or simply because you are nobody’s priority. Or second choice. Or third. Or fourth…or fifth…

—which is it?

When people don’t give me a reason for why they left, I blame myself until I’m numb.

—a dark place no one should ever have to visit

I don’t hate you, I just don’t want to have these feelings for you. It’s too much.

—but i would hate you if i could

The worst feeling is when having feelings for someone yk you can’t be with.