#fallout
someone (me) played through the outer worlds and very inspired and hot for the bastard man (max).
open for requests and stuff for either the fallout series or the outer worlds, but more in the form of drabbles/blurbs than reactions since i wanna write more concretely.
will be slow as fuck and picky with what i use, instead of trying to do every single one like i used to, it became kinda too much for me last time!
i also have a wip of a max/female captain fanfic if anyone is interested in beta reading, just reply to this post. its slow burn ok
xoxo ghoulssip girl
giant bomb literally arent going to review fallout 76 just because no one on staff wants to play enough of it to give it a score afsfjhlskd
god damn Todd you really dropped a stinker huh
Charon: Lone, be careful.
Lone Wanderer: Aww c’mon, Charon, you know me, I-
Charon: I do, unfortunately, so be careful.
More fall-themed gaming wallpapers -M
I am open for commissions in the following fandoms:
- Mass Effect
- Dragon Age
- Greedfall
- The Last Kingdom
- Gears of War
- Fallout (New Vegas and 4)
- Dishonored
If you want to commission a story, please contact me to discuss details.
Commissions are open again :D
strongorcbutch-deactivated20220:
I hate Fallout fans so much you don’t even know
Love it when corporations put me in a hole in the ground and torture me psychologically for two centuries. This is the American Dream
Fallout Games, Repeatedly: “The vaults were never meant to save anyone. The people who came out of the vaults were all extra-broken beyond what you’d even expect from generations of living in the vaults because the vaults were all designed as incredibly unethical psychological experiments.”
This Genius: “The vaults saved humanity!”
Imagine playing the Fallout games, walking through all the ruins of vaults, factories and millitary complexes. Imagine seeing all the literal skeletons of people who died from cruel experiments by millitary scientists, exploitation by capitalist businessmen, killed by malfunctioning robots put in place by said capitalist businessmen, or literally murdered by the government for daring to question America’s greatness.
Imagine seeing all of that and thinking, “Oh no, the communists killed them too? If only they had been more capitalist! That would have saved them. I’m very smart!”
my good friend Yes Man
so who’s gonna take one for the team and request sturges??
regret | deacon x sole survivor
“i don’t feel the same way, charmer.” his voice was barely a whisper.
sole felt a lump grow in their throat as they tried to fight back the tears that threatened to escape. they tried to let out a simple, “okay, i understand,” but only silence filled the air.
deacon knows. he catches the tears building up in their eyes and knows their voice is silently attempting to scratch its way out.
he desperately wants to stop their pain, wipe their tears and remind them that he thinks no differently of their relationship, but something in his heart tugs as sole fights back to hide their vulnerability from him. “i’m sorry.” is all he truly lets out because in reality, his words are just as lost as soles own.
to sole, his words become a blur. their knees become weak as their vision becomes clouded with tears they refuse to let out.
‘i’ll give them time,’ he thinks but his feet struggle to find movement as he continues to stare down at sole, speechless for the first time in a long while.
before he could make a move, sole rushes out of the room, not sparing him a second glance. the sound of the door shutting behind him breaks deacon out of his trance, grounding him back to reality.
a tinge of regret pokes at his heart and he silently pushes it away, knowing that this was for the best. he didn’t have feelings for them and it was nothing but the truth.
or so he thought.
-
the next few weeks are almost a blur for him as his partner goes mia from the commonwealth. the first two weeks, he tries to let it be, convincing himself that sole might’ve needed some time to themselves to sort their feelings out, so he lets them. seeing them might be the last thing they need, so he tries to fight the urge to do so.
yet, as time goes by, the worry in his heart rapidly grows when they’re announced as missing by the minutemen. he grows unnaturally quiet upon hearing their words and feels himself grow weak at the possibilities of what could’ve happened to his partner.
searching far and wide did almost nothing for him and only flared his concern. there was little to no clues of their disappearance and the hope that he would find them sooner or later began to slowly deteriorate.
deacon takes in a deep breath, trying to soothe his mind of all the concern and regret. how could he let it get this bad? why couldn’t he at least check up on them day to day instead of running away?
deep down, he knew the truth of it all. it screamed volumes to him and no matter how much he tried to silence it, it grew louder with every passing second. he avoided sole as much as they avoided him because deacon refused to confront the truth between them both. he never provided closure because he never knew how to.
and the more he refused to face the reality of the situation, the longer the days stretched. he found himself pushing everyone away, spending countless nights with tears streaming down his face, hoping someday sole would just turn up on the railroads doorstep. he didn’t care if they forgave him or not— he just wanted to see them safe.
tonight, he found himself with a bottle in his hand, hunching over the counter as he drank the night. he silently thanked lady luck for landing him in an almost empty bar for no one to catch the state he put himself in. unbeknownst to him, a certain mercenary watched his back from the minute he’s entered the bar till the very last drop of his nth bottle.
“you know, i don’t think that’s a very healthy thing to do.” deacon looked over his shoulder, and though his vision continued to spin, he automatically recognized the annoying face that pestered him.
“let a man ‘ave fun, asshole.” he slurred, trying to push out a grin. maccready rolled his eyes and occupied the seat near deacon, folding his arms.
“i’m serious.” mac pulled the bottle away from his hands, tossing it to the bin nearby.
“hey, i was-!” before he could finish, the mercenary cut him off, not wanting to listen to a word that left his mouth. “do you wanna talk about it?”
his words cut through the facade he tried to pull off and deacon immediately fell silent upon his words. “i know we don’t meet eye to eye all that much, but i hate to see you like this.”
as much as he wanted to lie to his face, continue his said facade, he wasn’t physically able to upkeep that image anymore. it was extremely tiring, especially with everything going on. he let out a sigh and allowed his head to fall on his arms that rested on the table. “you wouldn’ understan’.”
theres a pregnant pause, but he eventually responds. “i don’t, but i could try.”
it takes him a few moments to decide whether or not to confide in someone, especially maccready of all people. to his dismay, the words leave his mouth before he could stop himself from letting it out.
“you won’t tell?” it’s a point of no return— he knows — but for some reason, he doesn’t take it back. was the consequences of actions finally getting to him? probably. he didn’t have time to think as maccready let out a small, but shocked, “of course.”
and so he lets it out— not everything — but enough for maccready to get the message. how it all lead up this point and how it contributed to their disappearance.
“i think i made a mistake.” he says, voice barely a whisper. “i made a huge fucking mistake and i don’t know what to do.”
mac looks down at agent with sympathy, detecting the pain trapped in his voice and sighs, “we all do. it’s just the human in us.”
the rest of his words grow obscured as his eyes droop, the alcohol and sleepless nights finally catching up to him. slowly, but surely, the world blacks out.
-
it’s almost dreamlike— the feeling of his hair being brushed softly and the way a familiar voice lulls him awake. he lets out a small groan as his head pounds violently from what he hoped was the night before. he thinks it’s all in his head; the soft touches and the soft voice that continued to fall upon his ears. it’s so painfully familiar, yet it couldn’t be but he felt his heart jump at the possibility of it.
“sole?” his eyes shoot open but close back in an instant as the gentle light illuminating from the window cracks filled his vision. his head dips on what seems to be their lap, trying to block it out desperately. he felt the same hand that brushed his locks rest on top of his eyes to protect it from the sunlight that only made his head throb more.
“morning sleepyhead.” upon hearing that sweet sound, tears began to form in his eyes once more. the one person he’s yearned to see for what seemed like centuries was finally within arms reach. just like that, his tears fell effortlessly, collecting in soles hand as it streamed down his cheeks.
“deacon?” before they could remove their hand to reveal the tears spilling from his eyes, he quickly places his hand on top of theirs as a silent request to keep his eyes hidden.
“i’m sorry.” he chokes out, voice cracking through each word that left his lips, “i’m fucking sorry. i-“ he gently squeezed the same hand that rested on top of theirs. sole remained silent, watching as he spoke through ragged breaths. he tried his best to muster out his apologies, thoughts — feelings — through the pounding of his mind.
“everything i said, it was a lie. it was all a fucking lie just to avoid having some kind of attachment in my life. i hurt you because i was scared of facing my fears.”
“lie? scared? deacon, what-,” their words drifted into nothingness as deacon continued on.
“no matter how much i tried to run away from it, i knew i couldn’t. i had feelings for you. feelings more than this partnership that we both agreed to do, more than the best friends we claimed to be.” at this point, his feelings poured through the cracks of his heart and he knew that he would fix it this time, even if sole no longer felt the same way. “i fell for you hard. i was in love with you and i still am, sole.”
after a deep breath, he continued on. “you don’t have to forgive me. you don’t even have to give me the chance to love you properly, i just want you to know i’m sorry. i’m sorry it had to take you to leave from my life for me realize how much this meant to me. how much you meant to me.”
for a moment, it’s still; the air seems tense at first and time seems to freeze. there’s this sense of fear that overtakes his mind for a mere second.
soon enough, time seems to continue on as sole places a soft kiss on his forehead, allowing it to linger for a few seconds. “we’ll talk about this more when you wake up, okay?” they whisper and as reassuring as it sounds, he’s still terrified. terrified that he’ll wake up alone.
“will you be here when i wake up?” he tries to let it out calmly, but there is a hint of panic and unsureness in his voice he couldn’t push away any longer. all of that seems to melt away as sole lets out a small chuckle, his heart swelling with a mix of pain and relief.
“yes.” they reassure, “i’ll be here for as long as you need me.”
he let out a relieved sigh, keeping his hand on top of the one that covered his eyes. for the first time in weeks, everything finally felt right.
“love you, charmer.” before he could hear their reply, he felt himself being pulled into slumber that quietly called his name.
ive been wanting to write sturges x sole content so bad you guys don’t understand
belated one year anniversary !
hi guys it’s been one year and a month since i’ve opened up this blog. thank you so much for those who’ve supported me and continued to stick around despite my schedule. i appreciate you all and love you so much! i’m excited to watch this blog grow more as time goes by.
prompt requests: open!
hi guys; i just posted a prompt list for those who’d like to request ! please feel free to send in an ask and i will write a one shot based off said request. there are no limitations to how much you send! i hope to spark back my writing as i’m returning to the fandom.
[ ex: “deacon + hugs #2” ]
please read the rules before requesting and understand i will not do every request.
prompt list can be found on my blog as it is one of my most recent posts, or you can click the link here > (x)
Prompts for writing human connection, intimacy, belonging.
Hand-holding
The purest form of human connection.
- tiny hands in big hands
- calloused hands in soft hands
- cold hands in warm hands
- hands with the perfect ratio to each other for hand-holding
- platonic hand-holding
- running their thumb over the other’s hand
- dancing with their hands holding onto each other
- squeezing hand for comfort and encouragement
- holding hands across the table
- happily doing everything with just one hand, if it means they don’t have to let go
- not wanting to lose each other in a big crowd
- possessive hand-holding
- linking hands together during sex
- grabbing hand to show them something
- loosely holding onto each other’s hands, laying in one’s lap
- only linking the pinkies together, not ready to let go completely
- holding hands while skating
- excitedly grabbing each other’s hands during a concert, jumping up and down together
- playing with each other’s fingers
- pressing the other’s hand against their cheek
- holding hands while one is balancing on a small wall
- grabbing the other’s hand to pull them back from something
- holding hands under the table
- only realizing it when they have to let go
- standing in front of each other, holding both their hands
- holding their hands above their head, fingers linked together
- passionate hand-holding
- grabbing the other’s hand so they don’t fall
- holding hands while running through the rain
- brushing against each other, linking fingers together for a second
- grabbing their hand to grab their attention
- not really paying attention, both doing something else, but still holding hands
- bandaging the other’s hand and not quite letting go
- holding hands while driving
- grabbing the other’s hand to pull them back to them
- unconsciously searching out each other’s hand while sleeping
- not realizing they’re holding hands till someone points it out
- swinging hands back and forth, skipping like children
- holding hands in a museum to pull them to the next exhibition
- letting go when there is an obstacle in their way and immediately grabbing each other’s hand again when they pass it
- loosely holding onto each other’s hand
- dragging the other with them, holding their hand
- raising the other’s hand to their lips to kiss it softly
- holding hands while jumping down from somewhere together
- comparing hand sizes, then linking fingers together
Hugs
A warm embrace.
- friendly hugs
- hug around the waist
- hugging while twirling around
- comforting hugs
- side hugs
- hugging and gently holding the other’s head
- pulling someone into a hug
- hugging while walking
- eye-to-eye hugs
- hiding their face in the other’s neck
- clinging to each other
- hugging while lying down together
- group hugs
- hugging with head on shoulder
- tender embrace
- ‘not wanting to let go’ hugs
- hugging from behind
- bear hugs
- hugging with hands in each other’s pockets
- cuddling
- hugs and kisses
- hugging and jumping up and down together
- familiar hugs
- hugging with height-difference
- gentle hugs
- hugging with patting on back
- piggy back hugs
- quick hugs
- hugging while slow dancing
- one-sided hugs
- hugging while straddling the partner
- long-lasting hugs
- ‘picking them up’ hugs
- hugging while grabbing butt
- cuddle pile
Kisses
Showing affections.
- goodnight kisses
- hand kisses
- smiling while kissing
- lips barely touching
- morning kisses
- slow kisses
- passionate kisses
- kisses on the cheek
- first kisses
- goodbye kisses
- welcome home kisses
- kisses on the corner of their mouth
- frustrated kisses
- kissing each other breathless
- soothing kisses
- nose kisses
- kisses as a promise
- short pecks
- forehead kisses
- kisses on head
- “we’ll face this together” kisses
- kisses in the rain
- life-or-death kisses
- kisses for a cover
- hard kisses
- giggling while kissing
- desperate kisses
- neck kisses
- hushed conversation in-between kisses
- eyelid kisses
- gentle stroking of cheeks
- small kisses
- kissing it better
- jaw kisses
- wake-up kisses
- kissing away tears
- public kisses
- relieved kisses
- kisses for comfort
- tummy kisses
- kisses to shut them up
- slowly kissing down the body
- “we’ll see each other again” kisses
- kissing each finger
- sleepy kisses
- angry kisses
- feather-light kisses
- kisses with trembling lips
- secret kisses
- kisses with their last dying breath
Touching
Feeling another human’s touch.
- touching foreheads
- running fingers through hair
- hiding face in neck
- caressing the other’s hand
- feeling their pulse
- patting the other’s head
- holding hands
- shielding the other one with their body
- listening to the other’s heartbeat
- spooning at night
- laying their hand on the other’s neck
- pushing a strand of hair behind their ear
- nudging the other one
- putting an arm around the other’s waist
- hugging each other
- massaging them
- holding the other’s chin up
- squishing the other’s cheek
- high fiving
- bandaging/stitching up an injury
- kissing the other’s brow
- falling asleep on the other’s shoulder
- carrying the other one in their arms
- whispering in their ear, lips touching the skin
- stroking the other’s arm soothingly
- kissing the top of their head
- pulling the other one towards them
- feeling for each other in the dark
- tickling the other one
- grabbing onto their arm
- doing a pinky swear
- caressing the other’s back
- tasting their smile
- washing the other’s body
- kissing their bruises and scars
- lifting the other one up
- putting their head on the other’s chest
- stroking their leg
- leaning into the other’s side
- patting them on the back
- sitting close and knees touching
- braiding the other’s hair
- giving them a piggy-back ride
- sitting on the other’s lap
- feeling their temperature
- linking arms with each other
- touching their elbow to get their attention
- dancing with each other
- holding onto the other’s shoulders for support
- putting a hand over the other’s mouth to shut them up
Hand-holding|Hugs|Kisses|Touching
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