I know I havent been around much. I have been exploring my new addition , fetlife.com LoL 

Still single.

Still without an FA.

Doing ok though, having fun when I can! 

Still want to meet my knight in shining armor so, applications are being accepted. Those with cheese in a can move to the front. :D 

Kind of hard to be a foodee when you’re broke. I hate being hungry. :(

So tired of being lonely

So I found a cute guy whos only like 3 hours from me. In my self discovery journey, I come to identify as a foodee. I am a proud fat girl who loves to eat but as far as feederism is concerned, I am not a feedee. There is nothing about intentional weight gain I personally want to participate in. However, I want to share a love for food, find a true FA and have my body worshipped k? Well he tells me I have no place in this world (FF specifically) and I might get laid but dont expect love. WTF? Am I in the right to feel pissed off and have my feelings hurt?!

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On weightloss

That was never my goal. It currently isn’t my goal. I am a fat woman, and I am working on suppressing own internalized fatphobia, overcoming it, and becoming someone with more of a capacity for self love over all.

The goals of this blog are:

• work on self love, body love, destroying my own fatphobia and loving myself, as myself, without implementing weight loss as a goal.
• feel better physically. have more energy and combat my GERD/IBS symptoms at the start as opposed to finding solutions to work through them once they’ve already started.
• Eat better = Feel better.
• share food pics, put more work into my meals, and be proud of the progress I’ve made.
• become the girl Pete Steele sang songs about.

Men keep telling me I “look good” because I’ve lost weight. I keep telling men I don’t feel good, but that isn’t as important to society as looking slimmer.

The only woman to pay me this compliment was my grandmother, who is in her late 80’s and still has extremely disordered eating (60+ years of anorexia and conditioning from my grandfather will do that to someone) - so hearing that from her, I know she meant well, but it still bothers me that telling someone they’ve lost weight is seemingly the highest compliment someone can recieve.

What are your opinions on self love? body love? fat acceptance?

peppylilspitfuck:

dope-n-diamond5:

bodypositivesuggestions:

FAT PEOPLE LOVING THEMSELVES DOESN’T PROMOTE OBESITY.

FAT PEOPLE DESERVE TO MAKE HOMES OF THEIR BODIES AND LOVE EVERY INCH OF THEM.

FAT PEOPLE DESERVE TO EXIST WITHOUT YOUR HATRED ANYWHERE NEAR THEIR RADIANT SELVES.

Perfect. But maybe just say ‘larger’ instead of fat next time xx

FAT IS NOT A DIRTY WORD

vaspider:

staypuftmarshmallowqueen:

sourcedumal:

ebtcard:

it’s also fucked up that fat people literally fear going to the doctor for anything because they know the first thing out of their dr’s mouth no matter what their ailment is, is gonna be “lose weight lol” broken leg? lose weight. rash? lose weight. whooping cough? lose weight binch!!!!! like we get it. but can you just write my prescription you bitch so i can go eat a salad and not call you again until im about to die of the plague????

I would not be surprised if someone did a study and found an increase in misdiagnosis of fat patients due to doctors focusing solely on weight loss as a panacea and ignoring other vital issues

In fact there are plenty showing this kind of thing, so you’re right on the money.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11477511

http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/obr.12266/abstract

NYT article from September which cites these 2 studies.

Have I told the story of how a fatphobic doctor misdiagnosed a tumor in my spine for years and might have cost me the ability to walk lately?

I’d highly recommend Big Fat Science for anyone interested in learning more about the intersections of medicine and fat people’s experiences.