The under appreciated softness of boys when they get cared for and held lovingly for the first time in a relationship is both heart-wrenching and beautiful
There’s no more heart wrenching feeling, than the one where you can feel something or someone you love slip from your fingers. Just like holding a balloon I guess, with the string slowly slipping out your hands. I’ve lost you once, and I can’t lose you again; because miracles don’t happen twice.
like, ridiculously realistic mad vivid nightmares. like, walking in on your man in the act of cheating on you with another woman he actually knows irl nightmares. they do say your dreams are your biggest fears. but damn, now i can’t fall back asleep. the mind is the worst enemy. it truly is. even unconsciously.
writing a little something based off of thistrope!!
i.changbin x reader
ii. angst, bitter sweet feelings when reflecting on past relationship, hopeful ending
“I’m tired of doing this,” he sighed as he dragged his hands down his face, a troubled look present in his features.
“I’m tired of us tiptoeing around each other Y/n. Things don’t have to be this way between us.”
You knew he was right. In all honestly you were the one that couldn’t move on at first. Everything reminded you of him. There were still parts of him scattered about your apartment, reminding you of the times when he was yours and you were his. It was hard for you to let go of all of those happy memories, memories that shaped you into the person you were today.
But you knew it was better to let them go. Those memories were exactly what they were and would always be, memories.
