This is so fucking stupid. He literally JUST turned 18. I hate the internet so much sometimes. He’s technically an adult yeah, but adult or not, people’s relationships are NOBODY’S FUCKING BUSINESS
thinking about the lyric “spring can be the cruelest of months” playing as charlie deletes his “i’m sorry” text to nick (the words of this apology being only a bittersweet reminder of their relationship) and as nick awaits a message that never gets sent,
how it ties to charlie’s last name being spring and the way he’s feels like an awful person in this moment, like somebody who ruins people’s lives,
how the lyric is possibly an allusion to t.s. elliot’s the waste land, with the line “april is the cruelest month”,
and in turn, how april is the month that nick and charlie got together,
how april is also the month that charlie was born
and how sometimes he thinks it would be better if he didn’t exist
okay but also like fuck I am not over tori hugging charlie and telling him that he didn’t ruin her life and just holding him as he cried into her shoulder like holy fuck
