#hellostarseed

swipe for a dany photobomb ✌
.
i am so in love with my hair lately, this shade is BRIGHT!! also this dress bc it makes my eyes go .
.
this was my date outfit from this week, and even though i’ve been feeling way way dysmorphic & not great abt my body lately, this outfit & these pics really made me feel pretty!! so idk, here are way too many selfies ✌
.
.
.
#redhead #blueeyes #datenight #dateoutfit #cottagecore #fishnettights #glasses #bluedress #hellostarseed #aquarius #lgbtqia #bisexual (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CM7udxCsL8D/?igshid=p6yt62z6x4i8

Yesterday was one of my favorite days in awhile, sunburn and all (although next time, we will be bringing sunscreen lmao oops)
My sweet boy and I went for a nice little hike up Mt Rubidoux , and then to the museum at March Air Base! I wish I’d taken more pictures throughout the day, but enjoy these anyway(:
(feat. a misspelling of “access” on the side of a plane, some interesting art, and Blake squinting real hard at a plaque ❤️ also a selfie of before we left because I forgot to take one outdoors!)
Here’s to many many more lovely days with such a lovely boy(: ❤️
.
.
#hike #outdoors #nature #mtrubidoux #marchairforcebase #mountains #planes #art #datelook #happy #lgbtqia #hellostarseed (at Mount Rubidoux)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CMFiHzRsbGv/?igshid=1p9r0su8adxv7

I see skiiiiiiiies of greeeeeeeeeeen… I mean wait
.
.
.
#redhair #blueeyes #lgbtq #bigirl #hellostarseed #cute #happy #ihadnothingelsetosay (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CK28RclsGu8/?igshid=bouj2jsggib2

totally candid shot of me realizing I need to clean my mirror
.
I’ve been DMing again recently, finally FINALLY running the dnd campaign that I’ve been talking about running for like… a full year now, almost??? It’s def a little scary but I’m also loving it!!! Every time I’m worried the session is going to be boring, my players get really into it and their roleplay makes it worth it!!
Speaking of, I need to go write a backstory for a ghost. He’s stuck in a PC’s head.
.
Any DMs out there have funny stories to share?
.
.
.
#dnd #dm #dungeonsanddragons #dungeonmaster #campaign #originalcampaign #corset #girlscanbedungeonmasterstoo #redhead #lgbtqia #bigirl #hellostarseed #blueeyes #lightcosplay (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ1qR2js82C/?igshid=2lf9ssetspcj

Got all dolled up to play D&D Monday night on stream, and we had a great time!! Next week I’m gonna take the seat of DM, so go follow my twitch so you don’t miss it!! (I’m suchaCoffeeCat there just like p much anywhere else!!)
.
Anyway, see y'all in like half an hour or so for some Starbound!! Come hang with us!!(:
.
.
.
#starbound #twitch #dnd #streamer #gaming #lgbtqia #redhead #glasses #hellostarseed #watchmestream (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CI4WfZ5AgpS/?igshid=57bt3zq3hgwf

Finally feeling festive!!
❄️
Pls enjoy Dany admiring the tree, my punny Christmas wine glass, my prized Barbie ornament from my childhood, and Minnie in her cute lil Christmas tshirt!!
.
.
.
#festive #christmas #christmasdecor #tree #christmastree #christmaslights #stringlights #candycanes #decor #fun #pretty #aesthetic #cats #hellostarseed (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CIeH57tg62b/?igshid=avxf7vxac88m

It’s been a little while since I’ve posted here, or really anywhere except shitposting on Twitter and putting my cats on my story. Honestly, I’ve been very up and down.
I’m doing my best to take care of myself, but sometimes it’s hard. And that’s okay. I’m working on radical self acceptance and forcing myself into healthy routines–waking up early, cooking real food instead of microwaving veggie patties and fries, leaving my house even just to sit in my backyard instead of laying in bed all day and feeling awful about it–but I’m also struggling to keep up with any of that. Yesterday I woke up at 9:30am on my own, and today I woke up after 1pm. My microwave has cooked p much all my food this week. My room is messy again, and I let my clothes and dishes pile up.
…the point is, even when you feel like you have a handle on shit, and you’re keeping clean and your sleeping schedule is in a good place, sometimes you still slip back and struggle a little. And that’s ok. That’s part of being a person, particularly a neurodivergent one.
I don’t know, maybe I just wanted somewhere to express that this is where I’m at, too. It’s normal for me and it’s normal for others.
So when I say take care of yourself, all I mean is that you should do your best and try to set routines, but also don’t be too hard on yourself if you can’t stick to them.
Anyway, have these selfies from a couple weeks ago, because I haven’t felt cute in a little while so I don’t have anything more recent.
I love y'all, and please be kind to yourselves.
.
.
.
#selflove #radicalselfacceptance #mentalillness #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #cute #redhead #bigirl #lgbtqia #selfcare #hellostarseed (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CIO6aDtg2H9/?igshid=9a6vqukvyo5n

Maybe it’s because it’s October, but I cannot get enough of red lately.
.
I also can’t get enough of streaming lately!! When I started a couple months ago, I used to only stream for about 2 hours at a time, and aimed for every other day but ended up not doing it that much.
Recently though, I’m streaming for 5+ hours at a time (7.5 the other day!!!! And I wanted to keep going, but it was time for sleeps lol) and p much every day I’m not at work, and sometimes in the evenings after work!! I don’t know if this is a hyper fixation that’ll go away after awhile or if this is a genuine long term passion, but right now I am having the time of my life!!
So please, if you haven’t already, come find me on twitch at suchaCoffeeCat!! Give me a follow, or a sub if you can, and hang out with me in chat while I struggle to beat Hallows Eve!! ❤️
(Not tonight, dnd is tonight lol, but if u follow me you’ll see when I go live!!)
.
.
.
#burgundy #twitch #fall #lgbt #bigirl #hellostarseed #twitchaffiliate #streamer #followｍe #hallowseve #halloween #happyhalloween #happyfall (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CG0qpPPgXes/?igshid=1oqjxazwvodes

Slowly turning my bedroom into a greenhouse, nbd ✌
.
I’m so pleased with my pothos’ growth lately!! I’ve made a ton of successful propagations in water, and some in dirt too! I even have a 2nd hanging pot full now, just waiting to see how it grows!
.
What’s your favorite plant to grow? Have you ever tried water propagation? Let’s chat about plants!!
.
.
.
#pothos #pothosplant #basil #basilplant #green #plants #greenhouse #gardening #windowsillgarden #hellostarseed #greenthumb #ihopelol (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CFDJSwQA1hW/?igshid=z4xj7a4gbo4a

listen ok when u play stardew valley u gotta look the part, i don’t make the rules ‍♀️
.
thank you @the_cottagecore for this wonderful dress!! it’s so well made, fits like it was made for me, and THE LITTLE TRIANGLE POCKET omg I’m so in love
#notspons #ifonly #maybeonedaylmao
.
.
.
#cottagecore #dress #cosplay #stardewvalley #bisexual #redhead #blueeyes #wateringcan #plants #pothos #sunny #hellostarseed (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CEkGFIxApEB/?igshid=soo341qhwmz1

been feeling like shit lately so i did my makeup & put together an outfit (that’s really just a lowkey cosplay for the D&D character I’m playing today lol) and i ended up with one of my favorite selfies I’ve literally ever taken (see first pic), and also a bunch of other good ones
.
.
.
#selfcare #selfie #cute #happy #feelingbeautiful #purplehair #cottagecore #piratecore #dnd #dungeonsanddragons #cosplay #pinup #bisexual #single #confident #hellostarseed (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CZ49RBsvOjI/?utm_medium=tumblr

hi friends happy spooky season, i got bored with my hair again so i dyed it pink and cut my bangs hbu✌
.
#pinkhair #glasses #bandana #cute #happy #bangs #newhair #lgbtq #bisexual #demisexual #blueeyes #hellostarseed #selfie #newlook #feelingmyself #spookyseason (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CVnzNRLv9lF/?utm_medium=tumblr

felt pretty today, so here u go, have some selfies
.
.
.
#lgbtq #single #bisexual #selfie #redhair #bandana #glasses #blueeyes #hellostarseed #redlipstick #cute #happy #confident #wlw (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CTswD7Rvdqy/?utm_medium=tumblr

i really liked my makeup the other day
.
#lgbtq #redhead #blueeyes #makeup #bisexual #selfie #confident #feelingmyself #single #hellostarseed #aquarius (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CTBT6_5l7D6/?utm_medium=tumblr

here, have some selfie outtakes with my kitties ❤️
(Dany’s face in the last one KILLS ME)
.
I needed a pic with them for my employee of the month pic, and as it turns out, they hate being held for pictures (sorry girls… haha)
But we’ve got some funny family portraits now, so I’ll take it!! ❤️
.
#cats #mainecoon #blackcat #redhead #lgbtqia #selfie #catselfies #catsofinstagram #outtakes #hellostarseed (at Riverside, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CSnIWdcJMin/?utm_medium=tumblr

I miss being on the road with my favorite boy ❤️
(this is by no means all the San Francisco pics, just a handful of selfies! I’ll prob still make a post soon with more!)
.
.
.
#madonnainn #sanfrancisco #california #californiacoast #roadtrip #boyfriend #cute #selfie #couple #lgbtqia #hellostarseed (at San Francisco, California)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CPUUFDNsonr/?utm_medium=tumblr