#i dont want to live

I hope one day I find the right person. 

It’s hard to keep hoping though. 

Since I’m still alone, after trying so hard and waiting so long to find that person.

I don’t want just anyone.

I want mutual, genuine, long term love.

True love is the hardest to find…

But it’s the only kind I want.

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I’m considering just ending my life if I don’t find my soulmate in a year or so. Maybe less.

I’ve waited long enough.

All I’ve gotten is pain. No matter what I do. I’ve been lied to too often also.

I just want to find the right person. I don’t want to have to continue being hurt in this unfair life.

All I want is love. But it’s the only thing I can’t get.

Why bother living? There’s no point in life without love, as least that’s how I feel. I’ve felt that way my whole life.

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All those moments where I could’ve gone away, why in the world have I chosen to stay? ….because I’m afraid of being forgotten…

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