2019 has been a pretty sucky year i must say. we lost sulli, woojin left stray kids 2 days ago and now wonho left monsta x. it’s hard because i need to try and put myself in their shoes instead of being selfish and being frustrated for what they have done~ but they all have been worked too much and they need a break. and i will gladly continue to support first and foremost monsta x as they are my ult group but also stray kids and f(x). i hope you all will too. we can make it through these hard times if we stick together <3

so as i’m sure you all have heard stray kids woojin is no longer a part of the group due to “personal reasons” but no matter what as a Stay i will always support him~ i hope you guys will too

has a fanfic ever seemed too real to you?? like it effects everything you do in your life because it feels so real?? maybe it’s just me.

Me playing bts world realizing how hard it is to manage them-

Bts- Army get off your phones and do school

Army- ughh fine

Bts a few months later - *comes out with a game*

Army-

When you overhear a random person talking about Kpop-

Now that YG is gone, Hanbin should take over the company and rename it XKon.

Appreciate this man people~~

A few clips from the Rosebowl speak yourself tour~

My experience Bts world tour experience:

I don’t have words to explain that day. It was so amazing in the quality was 100%. I’ve been to a few other K-pop concerts before, and they really were just like a concert even though they were amazing, but this concert was a performance, they had fireworks, lights, multiple props, tons of back up dancers, bouncy houses, and the list could go on and on. Bts did such a wonderful job performing and it was definitely worth every single penny❤️❤️❤️

Clip from our concert~ May 4th Love yourself -Speak yourself stadium tour

Someone- *watching kpop* They look like girls

Me-

Okay this might just be me but in boy with love I thought there was a new member for a sec cause Suga doesn’t sound like Suga at first.

Random person- I mean who likes kpop anyways?

Me-

I’ll just leave this here.

I got tickets to go see ma boys BTS for the extended stadium tour!!!!

Anyone else???

Excuse me Jung Wooyoung but who asked you???!

Good morning Honey Bees❤️

Just a reminder that this exists~

11:13 PM

“Just close your eyes” renjun’s voice soft and sweet, his small hand running through your hair as a sign of comfort. You slowly closed your eyes, feeling tiredness wash over you, the pain you felt slowly sizzling away at renjuns words. “You’re perfect, you’re worthy, you’re beautiful and I love you dearly y/n” you place a kiss to his skin as a thank you, wrapping your arms tightly around him. “Please don’t let your mother drag you down and ruin us, because I need you y/n”He whispers, feeling a tear roll down his face. He knew it was going to happen, your mother didn’t like the fact you loved the boy. Your family and friends didnt like him. Oh he was too controlling, he was gonna hurt you one day, blah blah blah. But he loved you too much, And he wasn’t going to let them hurt you and take you away from him. “I’ll sort it all out y/n,renjun will fix it all” a dark tone ringing in his voice now, a smirk displayed on his face. His eyes dark. A deep chuckle rumbled through his chest, already picturing the gruesome details in his head. “You don’t have to worry anymore princess”

Baby Doll||Choi San

Pairing:Choi San and f-reader

summery: Dom san, slightly shy reader, smut, fluff, hand holding,kissing,couch sex, grinding, unprotected sex (wrap it up please), creampie, dirty talk, spitting, spanking, choking, marking, cuddles,cockwarming.

I haven’t written for ateez in ages, I’m low key sad I haven’t. Also I’m low key sad this took sooo long, I’m sorry sweet…I hope you enjoy it anyway!

Stream ‘wonderland’ thank youuuu♡

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“Do you mind baby doll” san groans as you jump onto him, kissing all over his face. Your hands moving up his chest, sliding the phone out of his hands. You slightly grind your hips down onto him, humming as you placed a long kiss to his lips. You placed his phone on the side, moving your hands to grip his, lacing your fingers together.

“I need you” you whimper into his lips, making the smallest of noises and you grind down onto him. You sounded so precious. He placed two kisses to your hands before letting them go and placing them on your thighs.

“Hmm, do you baby? You needy for me huh?” He whimpers, rubbing your bare thighs. All you had on was sans jumper, your pretty blue panties and white knee high socks. You knew it drove san wild when you wore his clothes, especially the socks.

You nod your head, letting your head loll back as pleasure rolls through your body. The feeling of his jeans rubbing against your clothed clit, sending jolts to your heat. He just sat with a dark look in his eyes, inspecting the way your hands gripped at him, the way you bit down on your lip to silence the loud whines you were too embarrassed to let out.

“Let me hear you sweetheart, let me hear those pretty little squeals” he says, taking hold of your hips and grinding you down harder. You feel heat rush to your face, breathless whimpers leaving you as you let go. San loved the sound of your mewls, how the fire in his tummy just lightened when he heard your voice. He loved everything about you.

“Ca-can I have your cock now, sannie?” You rush out, already feeling yourself heating up. Your gaze falling to the floor, trying to hide your reddened face. Until you felt his fingers push your chin up, your eyes making contact with his. All you saw was pure love. A familiar warmth rose in your chest, just how he looked at you with so much love and appreciation, made your heart do many flips.

“Of course baby doll” he says in the sweetest voice, he pushes you lightly so you were sitting on the couch. He stands to get rid of his clothing, before sitting back down and pulling you onto him again.

“Keep the socks and jumper on” you knew he was gonna say that, you let out a giggle as you push your panties down, awkwardly sliding them down your legs until you got them off. All while san just watched you struggle while giggling to himself.

You spat onto your hand, grasping his dick, pumping up and down slowly. You lent your head down further, spitting onto his tip watching it drip down the veins. Hearing his small gasps as you kitten licked him,his precum mixing with your saliva.

“You gonna take me now baby doll? I wanna feel how tight you are for me” he groans out, pulling you up so you were now straddling him properly. You giggle, teasingly grinding down on him. Feeling how he slid inbetween your lips. You saw the look In his eyes, how he was loosing patience and you knew if you carried on you wouldn’t be getting anything. He’d push you to the side and walk to the bedroom, lock himself in and play with himself. You’d hear everything, his moans, the vibrator, anything he was playing with really. He’s be as loud as possible just to make you jealous.

You pushed your self up, gripping him at the base before slowly sliding down. Letting out a breathless whine as he bottomed out in you. His hips stuttering as you clenched around him, slowly grinding.

“Fuck me baby doll” he growls before gripping your hips, helping you to slam down onto him. Loud moans leaving you now as you felt him hit that spot, repeatedly. Your hands gripped at his skin, your nails leaving crescent moons.

He pushed his head in your neck, licking and biting at the uncovered skin. Leaving pink splotches that would turn into purple later on. You felt one of his hands moving from your hip, pushing the jumper out of the way as he began to squeeze at the plush flesh of your ass cheek. Before raising his hand to land a slap to the skin, leaving a pretty red mark that stung in the cold air.

“You love me leaving marks on you don’t ya baby, Hm? Looking at them in the mirror knowing what I did to you just minutes before” he growls, delivering another slap. You mewl at his words, nodding your head. You feel your high crawling, so you began to desperately grind down onto him, moving your hand to rub your pulsating clit Making the coil tighten.

“You close, you wanna cum for sannie? Maybe if I wrap m-my fingers around your throat you’ll cum for me Hm?” His voice sounded so sweet but full of sin, you moan out a “yes” nodding your head pathetically.

A choke whine leaving you as you feel his fingers wrap around your delicate throat deliciously. Your thighs began to burn but you were so close you couldn’t stop, you needed to cum.

With one final hard thrust you came, letting out one loud cry then falling silent as your mouth hanged open. He kept going needing to hit his high, the way you were tightening around him had him seeing stars.

He let go of your throat, pushing you back so you hit the couch. His hand gripped your leg bringing it up against his hip while the other held on to the couch, he began to pound back into you. Letting out all sorts of sounds which had you shaking. You began to feel the painful pleasure of over stimulation, your crys loud, but still you brought your hands down to his hips pushing him into you deeper.

“F-Fuck please cum in me sannie” you whine out, wanting to feel the way he filled you up. Sans hips began to stutter, Small breathless praises falling from his lips as he felt his high hit him. His warm cum filling you, covering your velvety walls in his essence. Marking you as his.

He slowly fell onto you, pushing his head in the crook of your neck. You felt the way his hot breath hit your skin. You pushed your hand up to run it through his hair, whispering how much you loved him. He just hummed placing a kiss to your salty skin.

After about 5 minutes you had both calmed down, you felt san twitch inside of you every now and then when you moved which made you giggle. So you kept doing it, until he turned into a whining mess. But you soon stopped when he looked up at you, his gaze dark and his jaw clenched.

“Don’t make me punish you baby doll”

Don’t call me angel||Seo Changbin

Pairing: badboy! Seo Chanbin and f-reader

Summer:badboy au!, college au!,enemies to lovers au!,smut, slight angst, fluff, blowjob, tongue sucking, hair pulling, name calling, morning sex, spitting, marking, masturbation, sir kink.

Finally after 2000 years, I’m sorry it took so long. But anyway I hope you enjoy it sweet:)) thank you for requesting!

I love changbin a lot and he can ruin me anyday okay bye enjoy

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FRIDAY-10:14 AM

“Hiya angel” You hear his annoying, but slightly intoxicating voice from behind you. You let out a groan before turning around meeting his dark gaze, you roll your eyes as you notice the lolly pop he had in between his lips. He took it out of your bag.

“What do you want? Also I would highly appreciate it if you didn’t steal my things” you say, turning back to your work. Only to be taken away from it again as you feel your hair being tugged at. What a fucking child.

“Sorry angel, I’ll try not to next time. but I would like to interest you in a different thing to suck on, ive been told it’s pretty sweet” and there he goes again, being an over confident prick. You literally wanted to bang your head against the desk, hopefully to find yourself in a hospital. Away from seo changbin.

You just ignored him this time, hoping he’d just shut up and leave you alone. After a couple of minutes he didn’t speak, you felt relief wash over you. You had a few minutes of silence finally, you got back to writing your essay, chewing on your lip to try to concentrate.

You knew the minutes of silence wouldn’t last, you hear him tapping against the table, loudly. He began to let out Loud coughs, every 5 seconds or so. It began to get on your nerves and you felt the anger boil up inside you.

“I swear to fucking god changbin, just go get one of your hoes to fix that small problem of yours in the janitors office. So you can leave me alone” you fire back at him, quite proud at yourself. You slouch back into your seat, closing your eyes waiting to hear the door slam. But you didn’t.

“You wouldn’t call it a small problem if you saw angel” he whispered into your ear, making you freeze up, your eyes darting open at the closeness of his breath on your skin. You let out a shaky breath as you notice him just an inch away from your face. A blush apparent on your face already.

“Changbin, don’t call me angel” you breath out, moving your face away from his slightly. Still so close to him though. You breathed in the smell of him, he smelt like honey and vanilla.

“But you’re my angel y/n”

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SATURDAY-7:45 AM

Well, you didn’t expect to wake up with a very buff arm slung around your bare waist. His breath fanning over your neck, which was littered in pretty little marks that had turned into a dark purple within the night. You felt an ache in your hips, most probably from where his hands gripped at the skin. Small bruises imprinted on your hips from his soft fingertips.

You thought he’d be gone when you woke up, slipped out when you slipped into dream land. But he didn’t, he stayed. Changbin kept you wrapped in his arms all night. You felt butterflies erupt in your tummy at the thought, the thought of not being like the others. A quick fuck then he dips and never talk to you again.

“What you thinking about angel” he interrupts you from your thoughts, a large smile forming on your lips at the pet name. You had to make out you hated it for years, but changbin knew it made you giddy inside.

“Am I like the others” you say, slowly the smile falling. Fear creeping up in your chest, waiting for his answer.

“No, you never were and you never will be” his voice a little shaky but you knew he meant it. You turned to look at him, now this time he was the one blushing. You turn yourself around more, so your faces where close. Your breath fanning against his lips.

You feel his hand run up your back, then to the back of your neck, gripping lightly. He pushes you closer to him, not fully kissing you but your lips touching. You feel his tongue make contact with your lips, licking up and down. Little groans leaving him as he pushes the wet muscle into your cavern. A muffled “suck” leaving him.

You obey, wrapping your lips around his tongue and sucking slowly. Closing your eyes, enjoying the noises that left him. You tasted the sweet taste of the watermelon lollipop you both shared last night.

You feel him pull away, a small whine leaving you as he left your mouth. He chuckled, running his hand across your cheek, his finger tip tracing your bottom lip.

“Now I want you to suck me angel” his voice deep, full of lust. You nod your head, pulling the covers away from the both of you. Goosebumps rising as the cold air hit your naked skin, soon forgetting as you see him already hard for you. A hum leaving you as you spit into your palm, wrapping your hand around his cock. Your gaze set on how the bead of pre cum leaked from his tip, you slide your thumb over him, smearing the thick substance around his reddened tip.

“You’re so hard sir, so hard for your angel” you giggle out. You push your ass back, arching your back, making sure your eyes were glued to his. You lick a long stripe, from the base to the tip, before pushing him into your mouth the tiniest bit. The way his hips stuttered and a low groan left him, had your thighs quivering.

Changbin felt a rush of excitement when you called him sir, it never really effected him but the words leaving your lips did.

You moan at the taste of his cum, praising him. You began to suck on his tip while your hand slowly pumps him up and down, your muffled moans sending vibrations.

Changbin felt like he was loosing himself, his veiny hands gripped at your soft locks, tugging every once in a while. His head rolling back against the pillow, loud cry’s leaving him now. His hips fully bucking up into your mouth, wanting to be deeper in your throat.

So you stopped the teasing and took him down your throat, all while your hand pumped him. You let your other hand trail down your tummy, then to your soaked heat. Rubbing small but fast circles. Heat lighting up in your lower stomach, waves of pleasure running through your body.

“that’s my dirty slut, Hm? Touching yourself for sir” he growls out, pulling your hair harder making tears prick your eyes. You push two fingers into your cunt, letting out a low whine which made changbin growl again. You slowly buck into your fingers as you swallow around his cock, choking slightly.

You feel his hips begin to stutter, breathless praises leaving his lips making butterflies erupt in your tummy again.

“I-I’m gonna cum, you g-gonna swallow for me princess” he whispers, bringing one of his hands down to rub your cheek. You hum onto him, wanting his cum. He takes that as a yes as he begins to let himself go, the prettiest noises leaving him.

You feel his hot load fill your mouth, you gag slightly but swallow it like a good girl. It wasn’t that the taste was bad, it was just very unusual and the consistency wasn’t that great. But hey cum is cum.

You pull him out of your mouth, leaving a small kitten lick before sitting up. Removing your fingers from yourself.

“That’s my good angel, but Sir wants you to cum now,okay?” He chuckles, bringing you onto his lap.