I’m just gonna go ghost on my psychiatrist because I feel like he’s just flirting with me during 2 hours and not helping at all this is sick.

My obsession with being successful at the youngest age is gonna be the death of me

I (npd-and-me) AM DELETING TUMBLR!

Please reblog this so people know where to find me even after I delete. I’d appreciate the support since I have 4K followers here. I’ve moved to these social media:

Follow me on Quora:Lucille Langdon

https://www.quora.com/q/lucillelune?ch=10&share=4630eb8e&srid=utieZV

(This is my Space on my account since I can’t figure out how to link directly to my account. Interacting with my Space and following it gets me closer to being able to make money off it… I’d really like to get close to that since I’m in need of a way to make money but am severely disabled so having a job is extremely difficult - I’ve tried getting on federal disability but I don’t have enough work credits… and the reason I don’t have enough work credits ismydisabilities) - This is another reason I’d appreciate reblogs!

Lucille Lune

Follow me on YouTube:The Autonomy System

https://youtube.com/channel/UCmm3H1Ek9B6oZv1gRqb5ACw

The Autonomy System

I’d really appreciate if y’all follow me on either one of these. I’m writing a book about NPD and ASPD and another book about DID and how I developed it. In the future, if you want to read my books then I’d follow on one of these accounts. I also am a lot more open there and explain things in more detail. My YouTube is especially very educational, and on my Quora I post frequently and am more vulnerable about the inner workings of my disorders.

Having npd, along with other cluster b personality disorders, makes it so easy to suffer from other shitty bad habits/disorders. You gained a bit of weight? Boom: eating disorder. You realize you can’t control the actions/reactions of others? Boom: panic attack central. And the list goes on and on.

inter-webs:

*sigh* why am i better than everyone

mxxngxddess:

me, starting friendship w someone: attention is worth the exhaustion of faking emotions. i need attention.

me, 2 weeks later, lying on the floor: it’s not….. worth it…….

reiraaa:

Me, reading my old posts: Pfffft- Oh my god, I was so edgy. It’s embarrassing, stop-

Me, ten minutes later: I am God. I am chaos. I am sin.

i need love and devotion that i can turn on and off

snorlaxatives:

*sits down next to you and sympathetically looks into your eyes* i don’t care

honeyfacemask:

honeyfacemask:

Y'all I’m in love

With myself