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ok so this is probably going to be a long fucking post but like. we need some help. we’re very new to knowing that we’re a system and I still haven’t read up on as much syscourse as I should. but I specifically need help from people who know what they’re talking about with poc alters.
ok. so here’s the deal. I’m the host. I look like the body.
the body is not white. the body is mixed. very, very mixed. we’re like ¾ white I think. the other fourth is mostly hawaiian (also a little asian. we’re not comletely sure). if we never go outside, we’re white passing and look tan, and if we get tan, we aren’t white passing anymore.
so here’s the deal. most of the human alters are white. we live in idaho and I never knew anyone that wasn’t white so I barely knew that poc existed. so most of the alters are white.
then there’s me. I identify with the body, and I identify with the body’s race.
and then there’s another alter. he doesn’t like being online much (I did get permission to ask about this) so I’m not going to mention his name. but.
he’s hawaiian. my parents didn’t teach us much about the culture or really anything. but when they did, he always always fronted. that’s one of the only things that he fronts for. and whenever my parents told the body to be proud of our hawaiian ancestry, he was the one they were telling. and he’s 100% hawaiian, and none of us know what to do with that.
because a lot of people say that you can have poc alters but they aren’t poc past the headspace because they can’t understand racism?
but our alter does. because he also fronts for when people are racist toward the body. he was there when we went to hawai'i and visited the room where our princess was kept. he was there when someone assumed we were white and told us to call off our vacation to hawai'i in the first place because of how rude native hawaiians are.
and he was there when we looked at the family tree, specifically the family tree of our hawaiian ancestors, because my mom wanted to show me which ones were cast out of there homes when america took over.
except he’s less white than the body. and he’s got the cultural things that my parents have said that we would’ve had if we grew up in hawai'i (like you know the tattoos and stuff)
and idk what to do?? so many people have talked about poc alters in white bodies and poc systems and shit but I don’t think I’ve seen anyone talk about a situation similar to this??
I accidentally deleted a post when I wanted to edit it.
I’m sorry
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In all honesty, I’ve been questioning whether or not I’m a system since 2018. You’d think after a few years I’d know by now. I want to confidently say I’m a system, but I also don’t want to spread misinformation and turn out to have been f//king all along.
Bill Cipher inspired PluralKit member description template
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