#this is sad

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every other fandom: our show got renewed, next year is gonna be lit!
sherlock fandom [if sherlock gets renewed]: YAS WE GET THE NEXT SEASON IN 5 YEARS, WE COULD ALSO GET IT IN 10 YEARS BUT WE DONT CARE BC WE ARE GETTING THE 13 14 AND 15 EPISODE IN TOTAL

x-cetra:

ignescent:

spacedandelions:

somethingaboutsomethingelse:

scienceoftheidiot:

hjarta:

just learned that magnolias are so old that they’re pollinated by beetles because they existed before bees

They existed *before beetles*

Why is this sad? Why am I sad?

https://xkcd.com/1259/


This is how I feel about Joshua Trees. They and avocado trees produce fruit meant to be eaten and dispersed by giant ground sloths. Without them, the Joshua Trees’ range has shrunk by 90%.

(my own photos)

Not only they, but the entire Mojave ecosystem is still struggling to adapt since the loss of ground sloth dung. their chief fertilizer.

Many, many trees and plants in the Americas have widely-spaced, extremely long thorns that do nothing to discourage deer eating their leaves, but would’ve penetrated the fur of ground sloths and mammoths. Likewise, if you’ve observed a tree that drops baseball or softball-sized fruit which lies on the ground and rots, like Osage Oranges, which were great for playing catch at my school, chances are they were ground sloth or mammoth chow.

You can read about various orphaned plants and trees missing their megafauna in this poignant post:

mack3030:

victimofcowbuild-deactivated202:

How Cowbuild’s Bullying Caused A Suicide Attempt

It’s me. victimofcowbuild/mommy-fetish/Bucky. Nice to see you all again. It really is, but I was hoping this shit would have been over by the time I came back to you all. As we all know, however, money is the root of all evil. And we know these perma-paywallers won’t stop.

As you all know, I was one of the first people who came out about CB on Reddit. My Reddit account is still up and if you have more than half a braincell it’s very clear Mack/Sunny and I are NOT the same person. Unless Sunny is a biracial Russian immigrant who is also trans and married and helps people find stolen pets. In which case, wow, that’s pretty epic ngl.

As you all also know, Cowbuild’s attempts are convincing their followers that I was Mack/Sunny was to say that I do not exist and to misgender me. This is all after doxxing me under my deadname not even months prior.

I’m thrusting this information onto all of you so you can see how intense her words were. I used to suffer from a diagnosed delusion called Cotard’s Syndrome/Delusion.

“People with Cotard’s syndrome (also called walking corpse syndrome or Cotard's delusion) believe that parts of their body are missing, or that they are dying, dead, or don’t exist. They may think nothing exists.

Cotard’s syndrome is rare, with about 200 known cases worldwide.” -WebMD

I believed for years I was dead and no longer existing, and that my right leg from the knee down was torn off. This syndrome in me was caused by childhood trauma. It took 4 years of medication, intense therapy, and multiple inpatient stays to finally come to believe that I was indeed alive. My wonderful husband used to hold my hand and tell me I was alive, that I was real, and would rub my leg so I could feel that the leg was in fact there. As of July 2020, the diagnosis was removed from my current list and I was free.

Until Cowbuild decided to say that I, Bucky the Mommy Fetishist, does not exist. It started off small. But the thoughts came back. The misgendering hit me hard, too. Both of them combined made me have to take a break from the TS4 community and Reddit as a whole. But then I had an idea.

If I were truly already dead and no longer existing, attempting suicide wouldn’t work. THAT would prove I was really dead! Right?! Right! It all made so much sense…

Without going into triggering details… I attempted suicide. There was a solid 2 weeks I was not on Discord or Reddit where I was indeed in a psychiatric hospital post-attempt. I attempted suicide because Cowbuild convinced me I did not exist.

But it did not last. I did not stay convinced I was dead. I’ve been thriving up until recently, when I lost a close friend to suicide due to cyberbullying. I exist. I am real. I am a transman with a loving husband who makes me the happiest idiot in the world. We have 5 dogs and a cat, we’re buying a house, we’re going to adopt in the near future.

However. If Cowbuild wants to threaten (fake) legal action to people, I will gladly jump in to the people she is threatening’s defense with proof she intentionally exacerbated my mental illness in hope that I would do something stupid. THAT is something I firmly believe. Because like Cowbuild, I am also Asian. And I know mental health, suicide, etc. is not treated like it should be in most Asian communities. So she pushed me not caring what would happen.

This won’t happen again. Not to me. Don’t let this woman push you as far as she pushed me.

My name is Bucky. I am a transgender male married to the love of his life. I am a dog father, I am an avid TS4 player, I’m a Marvel fanboy. I love to write and I love to read.

And I exist.

I am honored to cal Bucky my friend. And honestly they are part of the reason I have held on so long and fought so long. I support you Bucky and you do exist and matter!

knifefightscene:

I hate how white people invented the we don’t owe each other anything mindset

hadescavedish:

hadescavedish:

@amortaldothapproach:D

nope, this is actually written by snell (shock news!):

Heart beats fast

Colours and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I’m afraid to fall?

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow


One step closer


I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don’t be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more


Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What’s standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this


One step closer


I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don’t be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more


And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more


One step closer

One step closer


I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don’t be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more


And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I’ll love you for a thousand more

wondeaf-woman:

The sad thing is that I don’t think Doctor Who will end with us finding out The Doctor’s name, I think it’ll end with the sonic finally being able to be used on wood ahahah

Not johnlock related (sorry!) but take a lewk at this

Doctor strange: I just went forward in time to see all the possible outcomes of the snk manga

Me: and how many did all the characters live happily?

Doctor strange:

Doctor strange:none

pop-culturereference:

Remember when Damian Wayne came back from the dead and he thought Dick, the most influential person in his life, was dead? And Bruce didn’t tell him he was actually alive?

Remember when Dick Grayson was deep undercover but still had regular contact with Bruce, and believed that Damian, his little brother and basically his son, was dead? and Bruce didn’t even bother to tell him that Damian was alive?

i have never in the 16 years of my life witnessed such incredibly dry dialogue and painful delivery. oh my gosh. this is hysterical.

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