#tw vent
Well,Icriedinthebathroomatworktodaylmao
Why am I never in your dreams, but you’re always in mine..?
Ijustwanttocutmyself, but IknowIshouldn’t.Ihatemylifeandeverythinginit.Iwanttodie,Iwanttofeelsometypeofreliefinthisworld.♡
Why do you look at her and not at me!?
LOOK AT ME AND ME ONLY!!
SHE’S NOT EVEN PRETTY ENOUGH FOR YOU!
I can’t just let you go. You’ve taken up so much of my time, my thoughts, my heart even. You can’t just walk away like this was nothing.
thoughts & feelings
true infjcore is losing your fucking mind and cursing out a friend for being rude to your best friend, then apologizing to them for being rude
to add on my friends were planning a trip after exams (that i cannot go for) and this one bitch was like “nah, we dont wanna take *insert bsf name*” and bsf in question DMed me saying how hurt she was.
true infjcore is losing your fucking mind and cursing out a friend for being rude to your best friend, then apologizing to them for being rude
TW: vent, mild gore, smoking, addiction
“It’s easier to self destruct when you’re getting encouraged”
Something I never got around to finish
Projecting onto Dr Iplier because I can :)
we are so undeserving of pets. i’m like beyond miserable right now and it’s painted heavily on my face. my dog HATES being brushed, like thinks the brush is a toy and just wants to play with it, never wants to sit still— but noticed the state i’m in and just let me groom her for like 30 min. she’s so so sweet. we had a moment where we were nose to nose and she keep making these lil grunt sounds like she was trying to express her sympathies, the same sound she makes when she lies down after a long walk and is just so done. it was cute i giggled. still horrible but she’s been on my heel all day so really how bad could it be.
i have been feeling the most depressed i ever have in my life (fatigue, hopelessness, nausea, basically just not vibing) and i really don’t know where it’s coming from but i realized that i hadn’t listened to any music at all (save les mis bc i gotta) in literally like 2-3 weeks and as soon as i hit play i’m feeling so much better wtf
Iwanttochange everything about me.
It’s all you’re fault. I hate you.
projects my emotions cutely <3
don’t mind me just venting(? i guess so)
I’m gonna tear my fucking skin off
