#weight of the world
Fri, 28 Jun 2013 23:45:44
melancholy(adj.)
mel·an·choly | \ ˈme-lən-ˌkä-lē
: suggestive or expressive of sadness or depression of mind or spirit
days of rain without the sun
waking up in the middle of the night
alone beside you
tears running down my face
your hand on mine
but lightyears away
the sticky blackness choking me
and blocking my air
the panic attacks i battle to keep down
count my breaths
in
and
out
in
and
out
i can do this
i can’t do this
I CAN’T DO THIS
in
and
out
honesty hurts
and sometimes living a lifetime of lies
is better than the truth
i’m sorry
its a weight only i can carry
- j.
Mon, 20 Sep 2021 11:00:09
50 lb orange peel segment