#why cant i be happy for other peoples good fortune and joy

LIVE

my life is very small

yet still I feel remarkably lonely

#not trek #personal log #early morning thoughts #insomnia #loneliness #isolation #limerence #sleeping alone #forever alone #im sorry im like this #being ugly #being annoying #not belonging anywhere #being too much and not enough all at once #unloveable #insecurities #jealousy #dysphoria #depression #emotional exhaustion #fatigue #self pity #no spoons #soul sick #heartsick #jtkchus brain #stfu jtkchu #i need a hug #why cant i be happy for other peoples good fortune and joy #happy pride please stay safe and keep wearing a mask 

@jimkirkachu

Wed, 01 Jun 2022 06:03:40