Ave!

I don’t know if is it an act of desperate looking for any attention, but. I hate myself. Got no friends, got no lover. Depressed (but well dressed). Addicted to opioids. Only thing left is dsbm music and hating myself even deeper. Feels bad, man. I think my country isn’t for me - the only it offers is methadone that makes me suffer so badly that I’ve never felt in my existence. Take me away so I can be done with xanax so much. Save meeeeeee. (Borderline attack? Don’t think so.) I’m crying my black spirit out but no one can hear it, there’s only silence, kills me. Destruction kills me. All I love - destruction. OH MY SWEET DECADANCE. I learned how to dance to sound of miserable screams… obviouslly I have lost myself in my own mind. Want to see what’s inside? I don’t mind. DEATH IS A FORM OF ART. (My death is near) You DON’T. - antisocial guy who miss u, H

If you want to know how writing is going I wrote this:

“It wasn’t love at first sight. Love at first sight is cowardly. It says that they never moved past the initial fluttery heartbeat of first meeting you, they never let themself truly love you or they wouldn’t say that. I fell in curiosity when I met you. But I didn’t fall in love, we built love together. We made it through support and affection and honesty. I never fell because it was wholly voluntary. And sometimes one of us got mad and kicked away some of the bricks, so we had to rebuild. But our love is real because we did rebuild, after every argument, every disagreement, every time you put ketchup on your eggs when you had beans RIGHT THERE ON YOUR PLATE, and every time I stole the blanket, we fixed the damage and made our relationship stronger. So no, my love, it wasn’t love at first sight like them. We didn’t let circumstances dictate our path, we didn’t just sigh and say love should be easy, we have never and will never let a lack of fate or magic stop us from building a great love. It wasn’t love at first sight. It’s a great love, forged for a disaster bisexual and an idiot who dared to try the ‘did it hurt when you fell from heaven’ line and I wouldn’t change a damn thing.”

But also this comes immediately after:

“Was that a proposal?”
“wAs ThAt A pRoPoSaL WE’RE ALREADY ENGAGED”
“Yeah but the last time all you said was 'hey babe what’s that on your finger’ and when I looked at the ring you said 'HA WE’RE GETTING MARRIED YOU’RE STUCK WITH ME’”

Demencia prolly when Police/Heroes tell her to drop her weapon before she destroys em

Please someone draw this

Monika Moodboard/Aesthetic

me: [trying to study]

my brain: ZYDRATE COMES IN A LITTLE CLASS VIAL

karkat once called your fave a piece of soggy cardboard

Aslan: Time for you two to move on. 

Susan:*moves on*

Aslan: 

hello all

i’ve been lurking in the shadows like a weirdo for way too long so i thought i should acc introduce myself 2 the fandom??? i wanna like actually post fics + shit but i have literally no idea how tumblr works so um bare with me,,,,,in the meantime hi i’m bella i’ll post eventually i promise!!