#angst writing

˗ˏˋdialogue : if i can’t have love,

i want power lyricsˎˊ˗

change pronouns as needed!

the tradition

• “it’s in the blood, this is tradition.”
• “his smile hides a lie.”
• “well, she got the life that she wanted but now all she does is cry.”

bells in santa fe

• “all of this is temporary.”
• “better off dead, so i reckon i’m headed to hell instead.”
• “it’s not a happy ending.”

easier than lying

• “i’m only whatever you make me… and you make me more and more a villain every day.”
• “you liar. you don’t love me too.”
• “losing you is easier than lying to myself that you love me.”

lilith

• “and by now, i don’t need a fucking introduction.”
• “i just fuck things up if you noticed.”
• “i am disruptive/disgusting, i’ve been corrupted.”

girl is a gun

• “stop ‘cause you’re killing my vibe.”
• “i keep fallin’ in love but this measurin’ cup is overflowing with the same damn problems.”
• “and you’ll be better with a nice girl, darling.”

you asked for this

• “i don’t know what you want from me.”
• “you wished upon a falling star and then left behind the avant-garde.”
• “i want everything i asked for.”

darling

• “and maybe i’ll be better if i take my meds.”
• “i’ll kidnap all the stars and i will keep them in your eyes.”
• “but only you have shown me how to love bein’ alive.”

1121

• “well, i won’t die for love.”
• “you shoot for the memory so you can forget me.”
• “please don’t leave me. don’t leave me in the shape you left me.”

honey

• “If she’s gonna go, well, then I’m goin’ with her.”
• “i know that i won’t forget/regret.”
• “well, she stings like she means it, she’s mean and she’s mine.”

whispers

• “you do not want this. you do not want him.”
• “why do you need love so badly?”
• “i do not know me.”

i am not a woman, i’m a god

• “i am not a woman, i’m a god/i am not a martyr, i’m a problem/i am not a legend, i’m a fraud.”
• “yeah, i’m better all alone.”
• “every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes.”

the lighthouse

• “from a tender age, I was cursed with rage.”
• “and nobody hears me scream.”
• “and i’m glad i met the devil ‘cause he showed me i was weak.”

ya’aburnee

• “i get undertones of sadness when i think about the moments that i never got to spend with you.”
• “i think we could live forever.”
• “you know i swear i’d give you anything.”

nightmare

• “i’ve trusted lies and trusted men.”
• “i don’t owe you a goddamn thing.”
• “someone like me can be a real nightmare.”

nightmare - reprise

• “i gotta recognize the weapon in my mind.”
• “i’ve tasted blood and it is sweet.”
• “broke down and put myself back together again.”

people disappear here

(warning - s3lf h4rm)

• “i hurt myself to make sure i exist.”
• “i pinch myself to make sure that i’m real.”
• “i need someone to tell me how to feel.”

˗ˏˋdialogue : breaking upˎˊ˗

• “we need to talk.”
• “i’m sorry, but i can’t keep this up.”
• “i could never hate you, i just can’t be with you.”
• “it’s not you, it’s me.”
• “maybe we can still be friends?”
• “are you saying what i think you’re saying?”
• “after all we’ve been through?”
• “you can’t be serious.”
• “you’re all i have left!”
• “i need you!”
• “it’s not me, it’s you.”
• “all we do is fight!”
• “you’re so fucking toxic… and you’ll never change.”
• “this was doomed from the beginning.”
• “i could never be with you.”
• “after everything i’ve done for you, this is what i get?”
• “you’re nothing without me.”
• “who else would wanna be with you?”
• “i’m the best you’re gonna get.”
• “about time. you’ve been holding me back.”
• “what about the kids?”
• “i need to focus on school/my career.”
• “and you say this a month before our wedding?!”
• “i was a kid, i didn’t know better.”
• “can i kiss you one last time then?”

People with maladaptive daydreaming can be the best fanfic writers.

I said what I said.