#black girl confessions
I really just wanna get away. Close out the influences in the world. A quiet island, plenteous in Mother Nature’s nutrients. Quiet. No technology to make me dependant, no media to direct my thinking, no news, no stories of crime and violence. Simply, me, the Most High, and the voices of the wind. I want to be one with nature for a day. I want to be dependent on my spiritual strength for a day. I want to know what fruits heal, what vegetables cure, what herbs and grains can repair. I want to feel the earth beneath my feet and have strong soles to travel a million lands like our ancestors. I want to be free of processed foods, man made medicine, man made moisturizers and lather my skin in pure butters of the earth. I want to seek the earth for its wealth. I want to build with my hands and enjoy the kind of life Netflix cannot bring. I want to breathe fresh air. I want to live as a human should…sometimes…or at least for just one day. -Rena
Sometimes I don’t know where to start. I’m just a woke girl who wants to save the world. Lead, Advocate, Plan, Apply, Write, Speak. I got plans I’m scared to start. You know how many times I put my business on hold? In my mind I’m a force to be reckoned with; with my powerful poetry, gifted mind and hands. My ability to mentor and empower. I can’t seem to just START. Weight loss, Veganism, Hair Growth, White teeth, clear skin, manicure, pedicure, books, pageant crowns, business, innovation, motivation, love, marriage, acting, teaching, leading….BEING. Being myself is the hardest thing because…I want to save the world, I know how…I just..don’t know…where to…START
#2016recap My Year looked better than it felt.
Depression
Jan: Cancer Sucks
Feb: Hospital
March: Started a small business
April: Ended my presidency of NCNW
May: “Mom, I’m not graduating”
Also May: Him 5.24
June: Depression & Trying to make boss moves that didn’t work.
(Had locs for 2 weeks)
July: I found a job.
August: Campus Comeback
September: Getting better, being Woke, Rena Speaks, Governor’s Mansion
(Got closer to friends)
October: Passed the Homecoming Crown
November: Fear
December: I GRADUATED with NO C’s and eventually kicked depression’s BUTT
….This year was horrible underneath the accomplishments, But it turned around for my good!! I ENDED 2016 HEALED, GOING INTO 2017 WITHOUT DEPRESSION AND WITH TENACITY AND POWER. I GOT PLANS. You Will Be Okay, Just Wait #ACCEPTANCE #FORGIVENESS
#Strong
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Being a black girl with no body ody ody is suicidal
