lunas-worlds-blog:

Deep inside she knew who she was, and that person was smart, and kind, and often funny. But somehow her personality always got lost somewhere between her heart and her mouth, and she found herself saying the wrong thing or, more often, nothing at all.

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Overthinking will destroy your mood. Breath and let go.

So, I’ve been trying to get a job ever since I received my designer’s diploma, but things just do not seem to go well. =_= Unfortunately, my skills are not needed and the only company that is interested in me offers a job that requires the knowledge of 3d design. I’ve been training for a month already. But my possible future boss just keeps on criticizing me, and he has never praised me, and even though he doesnt ask me to leave yet, I feel so worthless that I want to cry almost all the time. =_= I do not even know if I am cut out for this job… 3d modelling is a hard task itself, and it’s particularly hard to understand the possible future boss’s instructions. I showed him another model today, he criticized it again it didnt even explain what is wrong with it. =_=

My health isn’t very good either, my sleeping issues and anxiety have worsened and my back hurts. =_=

Why cant I be a cat and just sleep all day long. T_T