The Farmhouse

The Farmhouse - Chapter 1 - Wendellwayne7 - Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo [Archive of Our Own]

Summary: The Crows are traveling to meet Inej’s parents, but Kaz has something bubbling underneath the surface. He doesn’t think he can be a good father. He doesn’t know if he can play that role. But there is more to it than that. They run into trouble as their wagon breaks down and Kaz must face his demons… accepting he has a family.

“I will have you without armour Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all.”

inej:is that one of my knives

jesper, cutting his plate on it in half:no

Wylan: Consider the following.

Wylan: Seatbelts. Except they throw you out of your seat, and they’re called yeetbelts.

Colm, whispering to Jesper: What the fuck is a yeet?

Okay I want talk about chapter 30 of crooked kingdom. Jesper asked Kaz to give him the parem so if their plan failed hed have a way to bail them all out at the cost of his own life. Jesper was willing to risk it all for his dad and Wylan and Inej and Nina and Kaz and even Mathias. He knew he wouldn’t survive it, it was said that Nina was a very strong grisha and if she had been any less so then she wouldn’t have survived. Jesper isnt confident in his powers, he knew that he wouldnt be strong enough to get through it and he still asked Kaz. But Kaz said no even though he knew that giving the parem to Jesper would be the smart choice the logical choice, and if Kaz didn’t care about Jesper he probably would’ve given it to him. Yet he didnt because they care about eachother even if they dont want to admit it. Kaz doesnt want to lose Jesper anymore than he wanted to lose Jordie and that chapter proved it. It also proved how much Jesper cares about the crew and his father, that he was willing to sacrifice it all for them.