#dark romance

I can see it. This one moment when you know you’re not a sad story. You are alive. And you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you’re listening to thatsong, and that drive with the people who you love most in this world. And in this moment, I swear, we are infinite.

~Perks of being a wallflower

Sometimes there’s beauty in the tough words—it’s all in how you read them.

-Jennifer Niven, All the bright places

We are all alone, trapped in these bodies and our own minds, and whatever company we have in this life is only fleetingandsuperficial.

-Jennifer Niven, All the bright places

I do my best thinking at night when everyone else is sleeping. No interruptions. No noise. I like the feeling of being awake when no one else is.

-Jennifer Niven, All the bright places

Spotify Ads are so annoyingly effective…

When Ed Sheeran wrote ‘Best Part Of Me’, and Astrid S wrote 'Favourite Part Of Me’, they really were onto something. I Wonder what is it that they thought about, so strong that pushed the lyrics out of them. Words that can never be understood unless experienced….(Lalala me goes crazy)

This is it.

This is life, the one you get

So go and have a ball.

-John and Nancy Barry

Ever tried playing Rodrigo’s Drivers License on repeat and full volume, while actually driving/riding away from home, away from the hubbub of life. Consoling feelings creep in and take anxiety’s place. The rage and agitation, all drains away as she beautifully end the chorus with :

‘Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street’

It works like a drug (probably)

Relationships have got to be like,

not being tempted to see or talk to each other,

but being able to communicate mind to mind from like miles apart……

(people be like : banging heads on walls to get them working)

*if* and *when* I hold your hand, I’ll rest my head on it. Feel your pulse, as I connect with you, and once we are, I’ll dance to your heartbeat till dawn until I’m tired and sleepy. Then gently lay my head in your lap, play with your hand and talk to you about you and only you while we stargaze in the middle of a spooky graveyard. Because of all that is on my mind, you prevail the strongest…

-to you

The only thing I want is to keep looking at your face. With no intent or purpose, I wish to gaze at that wonderful creation, while a smile takes residence on mines. My body boiling from the inside, with you the source of energy. All petty thoughts fleeing before the strong thought (rather emotion) of you. The way you give me chills, nothing does.

When I’m unable to, the stars will remind me of you, and then the only thing I want to do is to keep you content and safe.

-to you

I see stars through my window, two of them. One shines bright and higher, while the other dim and lower. Light years apart, but appear not so distant to my eye. Trying to convey to me that it doesn’t matter if they really are far apart, a third set of eyes will always picture them together, ever so slightly moving towards each other for ages, with the twinkling winks, despite the *space* between them. In a futile attempt to unite. But…

they teach me perseverance.

-JS

There always is something that you want from others in your life…and you may be called selfish for that.

But sometimes, we meet PEOPLE. People we want nothing from. Absurd, but we don’t exactly know why we like them sticking around. Rather why we wish to be around them, without purpose or intent, no questions asked.

-By the PEOPLE who triggered my mind into jotting this

Everyone is pretentious

Everyone is a hypocrite

You are not the only one who is, or who isn’t —

-JS

Take me to YOUR late night spot, presumably under the stars. And let me stare at you doing your daily thing, as if I weren’t there. Those glances, tickling my chest, calming my mind, filling my soul with happiness that you shine on me. To clutter my mind with nothing but YOU and only YOU, as the night passes by and I fade into sleep. And even then your presence will I feel in my dreams, for I am afraid to say that ‘I LOVE THEE’—

- JS

You could love someone as much as you want, but, That Love exists because of this nucleated core of hatred seated dormant within you. So does Hatred survive on this tiny, but effective piece of love somewhere in you. It is basic symbiosis. They feed on each other. Which is why there is not one without the other.

I need a parabatai right now !!! Jace and Alec have impressed me enough to go on a quest (rather hunt) for this yet unknown other half…!!! It would be so cool to have someone who thinks, fights and feels just like you..Damn

Just bring me a parabatai..!!

You said you had DARK circles.

But when I looked, all I could see is a mark of profound knowledge and ideals. A trophy for all those late hours spent reading and the subtlety of underestimating your own achievements.

I was practically stunned dead at the moment !

-JS

Look at how the moon so silently pulls the ocean towards itself. How cleverly brave it is to seduce this massive bulk of water. The crests of the waves reaching out to it as if diving in for a kiss. While the moon shines where it is, with adamant refusal.

~JS

I was watching a film. And this song started playing in the bg. I swear I was literally two words into the song when I realised it was this artist whose one song I was so obsessed with. He might not be very popular but that’s the thing. His voice is unique.

Mystery of Love (Sufjan Stevens)