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LIVE

We are all alone, trapped in these bodies and our own minds, and whatever company we have in this life is only fleetingandsuperficial.

-Jennifer Niven, All the bright places

Ever tried playing Rodrigo’s Drivers License on repeat and full volume, while actually driving/riding away from home, away from the hubbub of life. Consoling feelings creep in and take anxiety’s place. The rage and agitation, all drains away as she beautifully end the chorus with :

‘Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street’

It works like a drug (probably)

Relationships have got to be like,

not being tempted to see or talk to each other,

but being able to communicate mind to mind from like miles apart……

(people be like : banging heads on walls to get them working)

*if* and *when* I hold your hand, I’ll rest my head on it. Feel your pulse, as I connect with you, and once we are, I’ll dance to your heartbeat till dawn until I’m tired and sleepy. Then gently lay my head in your lap, play with your hand and talk to you about you and only you while we stargaze in the middle of a spooky graveyard. Because of all that is on my mind, you prevail the strongest…

-to you

There always is something that you want from others in your life…and you may be called selfish for that.

But sometimes, we meet PEOPLE. People we want nothing from. Absurd, but we don’t exactly know why we like them sticking around. Rather why we wish to be around them, without purpose or intent, no questions asked.

-By the PEOPLE who triggered my mind into jotting this

“Everyone you love is gonna die…But, darlin’, so is everything, don’t cry…The stars will blink out one by one in time…And everyone you love is gonna die”

~ The End of Everything ( Noah Cyrus )

Meanwhile Me *hastily* : How do I salvage every second of this precious life ??

I mean no offense to all those *kissers* out there.

What does a kiss have to mean. It’s literally two mouths coming together for what…a fleeting experience which shall grant you eternal bliss ? Oh it sounds worse with the tongues into play.

Are people really walking the earth to be romantic about someone’s saliva ?

* PS : This post welcomes and appreciates all other views and ideas positively*

“Wish I could tell you by now that I felt more indifferent…Catch myself thinking about you more than I should”

~Gracie Abrams (Stay)

“If you ever foolishly forget : I am never not thinking of you”

~Virginia Woolf

Me *confused* : Should I be proud of something like this or just regret it ??

“We all will die someday. But what is it like dying in oblivion. Not being able to do certain things in your lifetime. Not being able to read that one book or watch the one movie or listen to that song. Not being able to get to know that person well. That pain strikes different … Live like the world is ending tomorrow ”

~JS

I just want to get away from everything. Move to a chalet, somewhere in England. Away from all the drama of society. Reinvent myself. Take on a new identity. Read and write poetry. Go hiking or boating in the lakes of Windermere. And keep listening to *MY* favourite songs on repeat. No one should bother me.

I wish there were an edit option in life like there is in this Tumblr post

Sometimes I think of myself as an immature little ten year old kid.

I mean, I haven’t even lived a quarter of the average human lifespan, yet hither I come, trying to be a part time poet, philosopher, writer, and my own therapist..LOL !

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