#dark romance

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Not to sound pessimistic on the 2nd day of january but I am so not ready for this year, can we all just go back to the time when people thought vampires existed and sending love letters was a thing? pls

A very happy 4th of July to all my friends and followers the other side of the pond. Celebrate safely and have a great day!

I see stars through my window, two of them. One shines bright and higher, while the other dim and lower. Light years apart, but appear not so distant to my eye. Trying to convey to me that it doesn’t matter if they really are far apart, a third set of eyes will always picture them together, ever so slightly moving towards each other for ages, with the twinkling winks, despite the *space* between them. In a futile attempt to unite. But…

they teach me perseverance.

-JS

There always is something that you want from others in your life…and you may be called selfish for that.

But sometimes, we meet PEOPLE. People we want nothing from. Absurd, but we don’t exactly know why we like them sticking around. Rather why we wish to be around them, without purpose or intent, no questions asked.

-By the PEOPLE who triggered my mind into jotting this

Take me to YOUR late night spot, presumably under the stars. And let me stare at you doing your daily thing, as if I weren’t there. Those glances, tickling my chest, calming my mind, filling my soul with happiness that you shine on me. To clutter my mind with nothing but YOU and only YOU, as the night passes by and I fade into sleep. And even then your presence will I feel in my dreams, for I am afraid to say that ‘I LOVE THEE’—

- JS

You could love someone as much as you want, but, That Love exists because of this nucleated core of hatred seated dormant within you. So does Hatred survive on this tiny, but effective piece of love somewhere in you. It is basic symbiosis. They feed on each other. Which is why there is not one without the other.

I need a parabatai right now !!! Jace and Alec have impressed me enough to go on a quest (rather hunt) for this yet unknown other half…!!! It would be so cool to have someone who thinks, fights and feels just like you..Damn

Just bring me a parabatai..!!

You said you had DARK circles.

But when I looked, all I could see is a mark of profound knowledge and ideals. A trophy for all those late hours spent reading and the subtlety of underestimating your own achievements.

I was practically stunned dead at the moment !

-JS

Look at how the moon so silently pulls the ocean towards itself. How cleverly brave it is to seduce this massive bulk of water. The crests of the waves reaching out to it as if diving in for a kiss. While the moon shines where it is, with adamant refusal.

~JS

I was watching a film. And this song started playing in the bg. I swear I was literally two words into the song when I realised it was this artist whose one song I was so obsessed with. He might not be very popular but that’s the thing. His voice is unique.

Mystery of Love (Sufjan Stevens)

Love is hidden under the masks of our pretentious lives. The moment we take them off, is the moment we welcome someone for a sneak peek inside our true selves. It is the moment we make ourselves vulnerable to someone. Which is when they feel the Love hiding in us. Until then, the love within you is just obscure.

-JS

Online school is just WOW ! (if you can think of it)

I can just wake up from sleep and attend a lecture within seconds. Turn off the camera, so no one can see my weary face. Mute the mic, and sing along the spotify playlist that’s playing in the background. Quote stuff on a muted mic during ongoing classes.

And the best of all, record a lecture to watch later when my brain is too lazyyy to study.

This is probably the best thing that happened this year…

Imagine recieving a letter a day. The joy it would cause. The strength it would have to lift up your dull mood. The heat it would contain to melt your heart. The icepack to calm down your brain. A mere piece of paper that would make your day…..The charm it would posses to entrap your soul in The Moment …

~JS

“Everyone you love is gonna die…But, darlin’, so is everything, don’t cry…The stars will blink out one by one in time…And everyone you love is gonna die”

~ The End of Everything ( Noah Cyrus )

Meanwhile Me *hastily* : How do I salvage every second of this precious life ??

I mean no offense to all those *kissers* out there.

What does a kiss have to mean. It’s literally two mouths coming together for what…a fleeting experience which shall grant you eternal bliss ? Oh it sounds worse with the tongues into play.

Are people really walking the earth to be romantic about someone’s saliva ?

* PS : This post welcomes and appreciates all other views and ideas positively*

“Wish I could tell you by now that I felt more indifferent…Catch myself thinking about you more than I should”

~Gracie Abrams (Stay)

“If you ever foolishly forget : I am never not thinking of you”

~Virginia Woolf

Me *confused* : Should I be proud of something like this or just regret it ??

“I wish I could unmiss you…Reverse the time so I could unmeet you…It would’ve made it so much easier, easier…If I could unmiss you when I miss you”

~Clara Mae

“We all will die someday. But what is it like dying in oblivion. Not being able to do certain things in your lifetime. Not being able to read that one book or watch the one movie or listen to that song. Not being able to get to know that person well. That pain strikes different … Live like the world is ending tomorrow ”

~JS

I haven’t read a book in a week now !

And I am already killing myself for the time wasted. Now that I’m going to *resume* reading, I’m afraid I’ll binge straight for hours … Extremism at its Best !

Me to myself : Ha! You are one inexplicable weirdo !

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