I’m back bitches!! I know I’ve had a long hiatus and I’m sorry for not keeping you guys updated. I’m back at public school and I’ve been dealing with my mental health, but I’m back. And it wouldn’t be one of my fics if there wasn’t some angst or sadness, lemme know what you guys think <3
Warnings: Mentions of sexual abuse
Word Count: 724
You shook as you clutched the bathroom sink. Tears pricked at your eyes. Why? Why did everything happen to you? Your bangs fell onto your face but you didn’t brush them away.
You looked up at yourself in the mirror. Your eyes were glassy and your nose was red. But you weren’t going to cry, you were too numb. Instead, you stared at yourself in the mirror, contemplating on what to do next.
You woke up with a pounding headache. Everything was fuzzy, even the quiet clinging of medal beside you. As you groaned and rolled over, you immediately regretted it. Your body ached, especially down there. You winced in pain and tried to look around the room.
You could make out someone looking at you.
“James?”
You turned on the shower, putting it on the hottest setting, and you walked in. You didn’t know what to do. How could he do this to you? Almost every emotion imaginable flooded you; guilt, sadness, anger. But there was nothing you could do, you couldn’t cry, you couldn’t scream because nothing would come out. You just sat there in the boiling water doing nothing. More memories flooded into your brain.
You sat alone in the room, your vision clearing up. You tried to get up but your legs felt like jello beneath you. There was a bloodstain on the bed and you felt like you couldn’t breathe. The one thing that you actually liked about yourself had been taken, you were no longer innocent.
You were taken out of your flashback as you heard a knock on the bathroom door.
“Y/n?”
You stopped your movement.
You stuttered as you spoke. “S- stiles?”
“Y/n? It’s me. Are you okay? We lost you last night.”
You didn’t say anything back. You turned off the water and grabbed a towel, wrapping it around your body and going for the door. But it opened from the other side.
“The door was wide open, I’m sorry for barging in-“ He cut himself off as he took in your appearance. Your skin was beet red and your cheeks were puffy, and you had a bruise along your back where the towel slacked.
“Oh my god, are you okay? What happened?” He rushed out all at once.
You couldn’t answer, instead, your eyes welled up and out came the tears you had tried so hard to keep in.
Stiles immediately grabbed you in his arms and pulled you in. Hushing you as you bawled. He cooed at you, repeatedly telling you that you were safe and that you were okay. Eventually, you pulled away from him, looking up at his sorrowful eyes.
“I don’t know what happened. One minute I was dancing and the next I woke up and James was next to me, he was fixing his belt-“ He cut you off and looked at you sternly yet with a look of guilt in his eyes.
“What did he do Y/n?” He asked.
You shook your head, not wanting to say the words out loud. You knew it had happened, he knew what had happened but you couldn’t bring yourself to actually speak the words.
“I’m going to kill him! Look, we’re gonna go get Scott and we’ll-“ this time you cut him off.
“Stiles please” you begged “Please you can’t tell anyone” Tears were streaming from your eyes again. He just looked at you until his once defensive demeanor had softened. He took in how broken you really were. He looked at the bruise on your back that had caught attention again. He stared at it in the mirror and sighed.
“Y/n, we have to tell someone. My dad could help protect you, I could help protect you.”
You looked at him long and hard, until you caught his gaze. He wasn’t looking at you, but behind you. You turned around and looked in the mirror at your back that was now black and blue.
You sighed, sniffling as you kept staring at yourself. Maybe Stiles was right. Maybe you did need to tell someone. Were you the first girl he had done this to? Were you the last? These questions flooded your brain until he snapped you out of it. Stiles lightly touched your arm and looked at you in the eyes. You looked back up at him.
Request: Can i please beg for a stiles stolenski (sorry can’t spell last name for my life man) soulmate au where the first words to each other are written on their arms and like it would be in school and he’d accidentally bump into her dropping her books or something and is apologizing and they chat and that’s when they remember the words and they go on a date or something like that Please
Stiles x Reader
Word Count: 781
You groaned in frustration at your locker. You gave up, still carrying your history and Chemistry books down the hall. You had the campus map laid out on your books and you were looking down at it. You were thrown out of your concentration when you slammed into a wall. Your stuff went flying and you fell to the ground. You let out a frustrated sigh and started gathering your things.
Another set of hands sprawled out, helping you gather your things. “Sorry.” His voice said. “I’m the one who hit you.” You chuckled as regrouped yourself and things. You stood up, looking at the ‘wall’ that you had run into. The boy froze as he looked at you. “Are you new?” He asked as he adjusted his backpack strap on his shoulder. He looked nervous, he was shifting his weight to either foot and twidling his thumbs.
"Yeah, I’m Y/n.“ You said smiling. "Stiles, I’m Stiles.” He stuttered. “Hey maybe you can help me, I’m trying to find Mr. Finstock’s class.”
“Yeah, that’s where I’m going now”
You sat through a relatively boring class, there were some perks, like you heard Stiles’ last name and you had learned that everyone calls the teacher Coach instead of Mr. Finstock. You had sat next to a nice girl named Allison who turned out to be a friend of Stiles and you now had somewhere to sit at lunch.
The bell finally rang and you guys started walking together and talking about things, and how your mom had gotten a job opportunity in the town over but this town was a better place to live, how his dad was the sheriff; and finally you had gotten to the topic of soulmates. You both were beyond excited to meet your soulmates but neither of you expected them to be right in front of you.
“So what are the words?"He asked, trying not to pry too much. You slid up your jacket sleeve "Sorry.” You chuckled. “It sucks because I’ve had about a billion people say that to me.” This time he laughed. “Let’s see yours Stilinski.” He looked down at his arm and froze. He read it slowly. “I’m the one who hit you.” He had forgotten about the first words that you had said to him. Now you froze. “What?” You asked, almost not believing what you had just heard. You were excited but stunned, and so was he.
You guys had finally reached the cafeteria. He led you over to his friend group and you both sat down. He introduced you to everyone, you learned that Scott and Allison were soulmates. Everyone had been super nice to you all day and you could tell that you were gonna like it here.
Stiles leaned over to you and whispered to you “How about a date?” You smiled and nodded at him. It wasn’t awkward like most first encounters, everything felt right. In fact, you were excited. For most of your life, you were terrified that you would never meet your soulmate or that your soulmate was going to be someone that you weren’t attracted to but all your worries had washed away.
Stiles was cute, there was no other way to put it. Moles freckled his face and he had the most gorgeous eyes. You were beyond excited for your date tonight. And you could tell Stiles was the same.
Later that night you heard a knock on your door. “It’s open.” You shouted as you put the back of your earing on. “Y/n?” You heard Stiles’ voice “In here.” He walked in and he let out a deep breath, “wow.” He sighed. You turned to him and smiled. You were wearing a simple shirt and jeans as he had told you to be casual but he still thought you looked beautiful.
“Ready?” You asked. “Uh, yeah.” He said as he held out his hand. You grabbed it happily and let him lead you out of the house. He opened his passenger door for you and you hopped in.
As you drove you looked around, he hadn’t told you where you guys were going but you found it easy to trust him. He turned off the main road to a little plaza, the only thing in business was a black light mini golf place. Your eyes widened “No way.” He laughed. “Do you like it?” You were beyond excited.
“I have not played in forever.” You said excitedly. “Get ready to lose.” He smiled.
The night was fun and you inevitably did lose but you didn’t care. You could tell that life from now on would be perfect and nothing else but that.
You stirred awake to the sound of your phone going off. You untucked your arm from the warmth of your comforter and reached over to grab your phone which was still going off. You squinted your eyes at the bright light and saw Stiles’ name. You tiredly answered the phone, “Y/N!” You groaned at the volume, “Stiles it is twelve in the morning what do you want?” You asked. “Y/N, we think Derek Hale is the alpha!” You rolled your eyes. “Okay. Can I go back to sleep now?” “Y/N, get your ass out of bed and let’s go, we’re waiting outside.” You shuffled out of your bed to peer out your window, and sure enough, Stiles blue jeep was parked out front. “I’m going to kill you.” You threatened, annoyed. “Hurry up!” Stiles yelled through the phone before hanging up.
You begrudgingly got ready, not changing out of your pj shorts and t-shirt, opting to just slip on a hoodie. You put on your shoes, grabbed your phone and wallet and you were out the door and with an angry frown on your face, meeting with Stiles’ and Scott’s grins as you hopped in the backseat of the jeep. “Hey babe.” Stiles smiled, turning around in the driver’s seat to look at you. You just rolled your eyes. “Where are we going?” You asked, settling in the back seat. Stiles started to pull out of your driveway and drive down the dimly lit street, only few street lamps on. “We’re going to the Hale house.” He said. “What?” Scott turned to look at you, “We’re just going to investigate a little bit.” You raised your eyebrows, “So what? We’re gonna snoop around in his house, because I’m pretty sure that’s breaking and entering. And wouldn’t he be home?” You replied. Scott turned back around. “We’re not going inside, we’re just going to investigate around the house.” “Snoop. Snoop around the house?” You shot back. He sighed, “Yes.”
“What’s wrong with snooping?” Stiles popped in. “It’s rude.” You said, crossing your arms. Just then you pulled up to the clearing of the woods, which revealed the Hale house, which was deteriorating by the minute. It was dark, gloomy, and quite frankly, scary. It looked like something straight out of a cliche horror film. You all hopped out of the jeep with caution, being sure to shut the doors as quietly as possible. You walked up to Stiles, linking an arm with his as you three cautiously stepped closer to the house. A house your parents would tell you to never go near as children. And the house you guys egged on halloween when your parents told you not to.
“So what are we looking for?” You asked as you and Stiles began to walk around. Scott splitting up slightly, but still within your hearing range. “I don’t know, anything out of the ordinary.” Scott replied. You were about to say something when Stiles stopped walking, causing you to so the same. “Like this?” He said, which made Scott come over to where we were standing. You three looked down to see dirt. But it seemed to be dug up and then placed right back, as if someone dug a hole and then filled it back up. Like they were burying something. “Yeah, yeah like this.” Scott said, kneeling down and beginning to dig. Stiles pulled away from you to help, but after a minute or two, gave up and made Scott do the rest on his own.
You and Stiles stood there watching as Scott dug, but then he found something. You and Stiles heard Scott dig upon what sounded like plastic or something. “What is that?” Stiles asked. “A tarp.” Scott replied lifting it up, revealing something that you guys weren’t prepared to see. You gasped, as you guys looks down to see a dead wolf, ripped in half. Stiles wrapped an arm around your shoulder and pulled you close. “What the hell?” Scott said. “Oh my god that’s disgusting.” Stiles added. You looked back down at it, gasping yet again, seeing something even more gruesome than before. It had turned into the upper half of a girl. You quickly turned to Stiles, tucking your face into his chest as he wrapped his arms around you protectively. “That’s the other half of that body.” Stiles said. “Yeah, this is the half I saw the night I was bit.” Scott said, burying her back up, kicking the dirt back into the hole.
Scott frantically kicked the dirt back in the hole. “We need to go, like now.” Stiles said, pulling you along with him towards the jeep. Scott followed. You three quickly got into the jeep and got the hell out of there. “Why would Derek bury that girl?” Scott pondered. “Maybe she was a werewolf, ‘cause she like, transformed or whatever.” Stiles said. Scott nodded in agreement. “Okay but still, why did Derek feel the need to bury her by his house, where’s the connection?” You asked. “Hold on, if she’s a werewolf, and he’s a werewolf, what if they like…knew each other or something.” Stiles said. “Or they’re related.” Scott said, looking over at Stiles with wide eyes. You three knew right then that you had stumbled upon way more than you had previously intended. This was something you weren’t supposed to see, and something no one was supposed to know about. “What if he killed her?” Stiles asked, already thinking of every possible scenario in his head. “I think we should just drop it for tonight.” You replied, tired and not wanting Stiles to get riled up. The boys reluctantly agreed and you three sat in comfortable silence as Stiles drove Scott home.
Once at the McCall house, Stiles and Scott said their goodbyes and you got out of the jeep to take Scott’s previous place in the passenger seat. After Stiles pulled out of the driveway and began driving down the dark street, you reached over to grab his right hand and intertwine your nimble fingers with his. His hand was warm. He didn’t say anything, only glancing at you as you took his hand. You rested yours and his hand on the console that separated you two. You leaned your head on the window and closed your eyes, just barely falling asleep.
It wasn’t before long that Stiles pulled into your driveway and pulled his hand from yours, getting out of the jeep and over to the passenger side door, carefully opening it to wake you. “Hey, come on let’s get you to bed.” He said softly. He unbuckled you and you turned to look at him, bringing your arms around his shoulders, his arms wrapping around your torsos and lifting you out of the jeep. He walked you inside and into your room, keeping an arm around you as you leaned on him.
Stiles flicked on your lamp, slightly illuminating the room. You glanced at your alarm clock on your bedside table, reading 2:01. Stiles pulled back your comforter and you climbed into bed, Stiles tucking you in. Once were tucked in and comfortable he gave you a peck on the lips. “Okay, I’ll see you in the morning, alright?” He said. “Wait,” you interjected, “stay.” You finished. He smiled, kicking off shoes, then pulling off his jeans and shrugging off his jacket. He climbed into bed beside you and you turned onto your side and faced away from him. He comfortably wrapped his arm around you, nuzzling his nose in the dip between your neck and shoulder. He breathed out a sigh of contentment. “Goodnight, love you.” He whispered, kissing your neck. “Love you.” You replied, falling asleep in your lover’s arms.
You and your best friend Dylan were hanging out at your apartment in LA. You haven’t had a lot of time to see him since he’s been filming his new movie. You two sat on your couch and were drinking some wine. You guys talked about nothing and everything. You talked about college, as your only 23. He talked about filming. And of course, his new girlfriend, Jennifer. Needless to say, you didn’t like her. She was so snotty and rude. You only met her once, and she gave you dirty looks the whole time you were with her. You and Dylan have been best friends since Teen Wolf, and you two are very close. So, he’s always grab your hand when leading you somewhere, or when you were faced with paparazzi when shopping he’d always place his hand on your lower back. So, his snotty girlfriend would always be touching him 24/7. She was so clingy too! Always texting him every two seconds. God! It was so annoying, especially when you and Dyl would have sleepovers, his phone you buzz and ring ALL NIGHT LONG. You’d fall asleep. And yet, he never seemed to notice just how mean she really was. I mean, he’s a pretty clueless guy. But you never had the heart to tell him how you felt about her, because you knew he liked her, and you just wanted him to be happy, even if it slowly and painfully killed you inside.
“Hey, earth to Y/N?” Dylan said waving his hand in your face, breaking you from your thoughts. “What? Huh?” You said, blinking a couple times and looking up and into his honey brown eyes. “Hey, are you okay?” He asked, placing his hand on your thigh. ’ . ’ . You thought. “Yeah yeah, I’m—I’m fine.” You said, giving him a fake smile and looking down into your lap. “Hey, you know you can tell me anything.” He said leaning his head down to try and look you in the eyes. “I love you.” You blurted out quietly. Dylan froze, he sat up slightly. “I-I love you too, but, you know, I have Jen.” He said. “Yeah… .” You said. “What? Do you not like her?” He asked. “She—she’s just so-so—so…mean.” You said, getting choked up slightly. “Hey hey, what’s wrong? What do you mean? Did she say something to you?” He asked, confused as to where these emotions were coming from. “She just always gives me dirty looks, and tries to make me jealous. And hell, maybe I am. And don’t try to tell me her mean tweets about that ‘annoying bitch’ ’ about me.” You said, a tear slipping down your cheek. “And you know, sometimes—sometimes I wish that was me. I wish I was the one to kiss you. To cuddle with you at night. To go on dates with. To—to be with.” You started to cry. He placed his hand on your face, turning you to face him, bringing for face a little closer to his. “You know? Maybe someday we’ll end up together. But—but I don’t know who I love right now.” He said, looking down from your eyes and to your lips. He slowly leaned in, you doing the same. “We shouldn’t do this.” You said. “We shouldn’t do this.” He whispered, and placed his lips on yours. You kissed back. It was a short but passionate kiss. You two immediately went back in for another. ? You both thought.
I’m shadowbanned and someone took my video taking me out and putting themselves in it and ended up getting thousands of likes and views. I’m so pissed.
we’re 2k hooligans around here now and i couldn’t be happier to have you guys here despite my violent lack or presence i guess…
thank you so much !!
the celebration for this sleepover will be a little different than last time !! a lot of you have awesome ideas and share them in my inbox and i simply just cannot ignore these sometimes because they genuinely give me great ideas !! so i figured, why not compile all the great stuff your minds come up with to help that greatness be explored ??
you probably saw the previous post but a lot more ideas came to mind (at like 3am so they’re a little wonky). hopefully you guys will enjoy :)
sofrom thursday 9th to july 9th : you guys will be able to put in pseudo requests under these three activities!!
we’re 2k hooligans around here now and i couldn’t be happier to have you guys here despite my violent lack or presence i guess…
thank you so much !!
the celebration for this sleepover will be a little different than last time !! a lot of you have awesome ideas and share them in my inbox and i simply just cannot ignore these sometimes because they genuinely give me great ideas !! so i figured, why not compile all the great stuff your minds come up with to help that greatness be explored ??
you probably saw the previous post but a lot more ideas came to mind (at like 3am so they’re a little wonky). hopefully you guys will enjoy :)
sofrom thursday 9th to july 9th : you guys will be able to put in pseudo requests under these three activities!!
