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16. you’re really a simp for me

y/n, across the room, saw Iwaizumi leaning against the wall trying not to get too noticed.

She smiled to herself before warning Yachi that she had to go and say hello to someone and that she would come back soon.

Her heart went so strong that she feared it would explode as soon as she arrived in front of Iwaizumi. But her heart stopped when their eyes crossed and he came up to her with that beautiful smile of his.

“Hey” whispered the ace leaving a small kiss on Y/n’s forehead, who responded in turn with a small smile and a feeble “hello” too busy enjoying the moment and the comforting scents of the boy.

“How are you?” they asked at the same time, laughing as soon as they looked each other in the eye.

“You go first” told him the girl while she was still holding on his jacket and he was caressing her cheekbone.

Iwaizumi chuckled before speaking, a little frown on his face “I’m sorry if I didn’t called you yesterday… I wasn’t- I wasn’t really in the mood and then I- I thought that maybe you were too tired-”

He was stopped by Y/n’s hand on his jawline and he could feel his heart melt under her sweet gaze. He could almost hear Oikawa call him a simp for her, and he was 100% on for it.

The girl smiled at him, trying to calm him down succeeding “hey it’s okay. You don’t- you don’t have to explain to me. I don’t want to force you to talk to me when you’re not in the mood. I’m just happy knowing that you’re better now… or at least it look like- it look like you’re better, I don’t know are-are you okay now?”

She was so nervous, so afraid to say the wrong thing and make him suffer again. When she was nervous, her brain struggled to formulate cohesive thoughts and he seems to have noticed the care in her words.

He ruffled her hair with so much adoration before smiling “I am okay now, not entirely, but it’s just matter of time.”

“OH MY GOD! please tell me I didn’t miss the first kiss!”

y/n walked away from the boy who in turn raised his head swearing slightly. Iwaizumi was planning Oikawa’s death in a meticulous way in that moment.

“Hi Oikawa-san!”

y/n greeted AobaJohsai’s captain with a small smile, a little courtesy and a little embarrassed.

Oikawa on the other hand felt guilty for ruining their moment, but could not resist the temptation to poking at his best friend.

“I think I should go,” the manager announced slightly embarrassedly.

she turned slightly crossing Iwaizumi’s eyes, she did not want to leave but had to be present for her friends. She wouldn’t have missed this game for anything in the world.

“see you Hajime-kun” smiled and then winked and headed for the door, greeting Oikawa with a wave of the hand and a polite smile.

She was so embarrassed, and as soon as the game was over she had to tell Noya and Tanaka.

Iwaizumi was still standing there trying to put his mind in order. Too bad that the presence of Oikawa and his mockery did not help at all.

“I have to admit, you two are really cute together.” Oikawa decided to break the silence between the two, while watching the game closely.

The ace snorted and shrugged “thank you”

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15. she is a sad, anxious and social awkward bitch

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fun facts:

1 - Y/n gives beautiful relationships advices, but she’s pretty oblivious when it comes to her relationship.

2 - Kuroo would LOVE gossiping with Y/n irl, but unfortunately they can’t so he call her when he want to know something.

3 - Iwa was so overwhelmed with emotion that after that he sent the text he was about to run away and change his name (same lol).

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- you don’t pay WIFI.

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a/n: dumbass #1 is Mattsun and dumbass #2 is Makki, one my favourite chaotic duos <3

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14. he do voodoo?

As soon as they got to the gym where Seijoh was still facing Date Tech, Y/n started to have a lot of thoughts. They were two very strong teams and whoever won would have given Karasuno a run for their money.

Y/n watched the two teams attack and defend themselves while her right leg plotted quickly from nervousness. Sugawara, noticing the girl’s nervousness, took her hand and sqeezed slightly.

“exited to see your boyfriend play?” he winked at her, trying to cheer her up, in his own way of course.

Y/n took a short look at him and then returned to watch the game. “I’ll kill you.” she said dry, trying to hide a little smile and the slight redness on her cheeks.

She watched the field carefully and, without realizing it, her gaze fell on Seijoh’s ace who, as every time, was giving his all. Y/n couldn’t hide the adoration she felt for that boy, he was an exceptional ace whi was going to give everyone in the field a run for their money.

“come on boys” she muttered unconsciously, chewing on the inside of her cheek.

Although those three words were murmured, they came to Suga’s ears who smiled at himself. That girl was really in love but too naive to know.

Ready to hit, Iwaizumi lifted his eyes for a few seconds, before seeing a highly familiar head of hair. A small smile appeared on his face and when their looks crossed, he nodded a little before beating and making a direct ACE.

Y/n smiled unconsciously holding Suga’s hand.

“Y/nie, he dedicated it to you!” exclamed Nishinoya leaning on the shoulder of his friend attracting the attention of a couple of people, including Karasuno players.

“Noya I’ll kill you, STOP IT!” cried the girl embarrassed and frustrated pulling an Libero’s ear making him laugh.

“NISHINOYA STOP BOTHERING Y/N!”

On hearing Daichi’s voice, the girl breathed a sigh of relief, byt when she turned to thank him she blushed to the capitan’s smug grin.

“Stop it, her boyfriend might get jealous.” He then added Tanaka with a sneer as he watched his best friend slowly sink into the chair.

as soon as Aoba Joshai made the final point of the game against Date Tech, Y/n released Suga’s hand, which she had held throughout the game, and released a sigh of relief. To say that she was happy with Seijoh’s victory was to say little, but at the same time she was also worried.

During the minutes of rest they had allowed Aoba Joshai to rest before the game against Karasuno, Y/n decided to go to the bathroom to rinse her face a bit and calm her nerves.

She was so mind-boggling, she didn’t realize the person who turned the corner and slammed into her.

“Oh sorry I didn’t mean… Iwaizumi?”

the girl’s voice was reduced to a whisper when she pronounced the name of the dark-haired man who looked at her equally surprised but with a small smile on his face.

“Apparently we always have to face each other like thus during matches” he joked trying to break the awkward moment, succeeding.

“Will you tell me again that I am too loud and a crybaby?” joked the girl crossing her arms to her chest with a little laugh that made him smile even more.

Iwaizumi responded in a way that caught the smallest girl unawares.

“Actually, I thought I’d invite you on a date at the end of qualifying.”

Y/n stood still before him with her eyes wide open and a slight redness on her cheeks as she tried to assimilate the words of the ace and to formulate a sentence of complete meaning, failing.

Iwaizumi, having to return to the gym for the warm-up, was the first ti break the silence.

“then I’ll see you after qualifying.”

and with some determined but slow movements, almost as if he was afraid to break her, Iwaizumi approached her leaving a kiss on the cheek and then he walked away towards the gym while Y/n was there, still and with a smile on her face and her heart racing.

The world seemed to stop as soon as the ball hit the ground, in the field of Aoba Joshai, giving the last point to the Karasuno who incredulous were shaken by the whistle of the referee before cheering as loud as they could.

On the other hand, in the fans of Karasuno, while big sister Saeko embraced bit Yachi and Y/n, sweet tears filled the eyes of the latter, happiness mixed with sadness and other thousand emotions all together.

She was so proud of her boys and the fact that they finally has their revenge, but at the same time her heart was broken when she saw Iwaizumi, on the other side of the field, with his head down.

Her body reacted before she could even assess the options or reactions of the people around her.

She ran down the stairs, as if her life depended on that race, she did not think abkut what she would do when she arrived in the field, Y/n had no idea what she was doing or at least until her (color eyes) eyes crossed the green ones of the boy.

In two seconds she found herself in his arms, her face in the hollow of his neck and hus forhead against her shoulder. She knew hiw difficult it was, he remembers Asahi’s empty gaze and his trembling voice when she called him that night.

“You must not doubt even a second of your abilities, you’re an exceptional ace and your teammates know it. So don’t dwell on it too much, okay?”

Iwaizumi shook his head and tightened the girl’s T-shirt, bringing her even more close to him if possible.

“I want to stay like this forever” whispered the boy, his voice muffled by Y/n’s hair but clear enough to make her blush and hide her face even more in his chest. So focused on calming her heartbeat that she didn’t realize the little kiss that Iwaizumi left on her temple.

They loosened the hug slowly, and upon seeing hus red eyes, Y/n couldn’t help but caress his cheek to remove one last tear and smile at him.

“Thank you so much… for everything” thanked the ace repeating the same action of the girl just before, picking up a small tear and making her blush slightly.

“I think it’s time to go… your team will be waiting for you” whispered the girl slightly away to give him space.

“Yeah, even your team will be waiting for you to celebrate. Don’t keep them waiting.” He responded smiling and striking her hand with his thumb.

Y/n smiled, nodding “making them wait was worth it, there was someone who needed a hug more” replied, swinging their still-woven hands.

“I’ll contact you as soon as I get home” Iwaizumi greeted her by holding her hand tightly and smiling at her, then moving away towards the exit.

Y/n reviewed all the choices made in her life as soon as she turned around and saw the looks her friends were gaving her.

“shut up and let me hug you idiots” she muttered red in the face as she approached them for a huge group hug.

she was so proud of her boys.

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a/n: a lot of written parts… I’m sorry guys I really let myself go wild with this, you can tell it’s one of my favourite :3 let me know what do you think, have a nice day <3

psst.

hey.

hello?

is anyone reading this right now?

oh right, you are. hi there! i see you

yeah, you! the one on the other side of the screen, reading this! who else would i be talking to?

guess who it issssssssss ⚡️⚡️⚡️

was that obvious enough?

no?

okay, how about this?

ahem.

ROOOOOLLLLLLIIIIIINGGGGGGGG THUUUUUUUNDERRRRRRRRRRR ‼️

eh? eh? get me now?

…

anyway.

it’s ya boy, nishinoya here!

i mean, i thought it was going to be obvious. i did break the fourth wall a few chapters ago, after all.

you did notice, right?

(tsukishima did too kinda, but like—i’m better, obviously.)

why am i here, you may ask?

both she and i agreed that you guys have had your fill of cliffhangers, and she asked me to set the record straight for you guys!

with minimum spoilers, obviously.

so,rumor has it. pretty wild ride, huh?

i always knew seijoh was up to something, but damn, iwaizumi was really a douche, wasn’t he? still kinda upset we weren’t allowed to fight him, ngl.

but besides the point! kiro left you, in the finale, at another cliff hanger. ANOTHER ONE.

i scolded her but she likes to be dramatic, so there was no stopping her.

what a sadist.

—is what i WOULD say if this final cliff hanger didn’t have any meaning to it!

very up in the air for rhi readers! will you accept iwaizumi’s apology? will you two be destined to meet again and try again in timeskip? or have your paths finished crossing, and it’s finally time to move on?

ahhhh i love being dramatic.

i gotta say, honestly—that last part left me kinda emotional.

BUT I DIDN’T CRY! no. i would never.

but in that final part where he reached out and asked for forgiveness and a second chance when your paths cross again … SHEEEEEEEESH i felt that in bones. manly moment.

in the end, you were left with two final choices. after much debate and thought, kiro came up with two official endings:

thetrueending, and the secret-but-not-really-secretending.

secret ending sounds cool, but it’s really not a secret, since they’re quite literally being posted at the same time. but she had no other name for it, so secret ending will have to do.

let me break these endings down for you, without spoiling too much! i think kiro would throw me into a dumpster if i happened to spoil too much.

so, the true ending.

well, you forgive him.

yeah, that’s pretty much the extent to what i’m allowed to say.

she calls it the “true” ending because the smau is an iwaizumi x f!reader series, so she thought it would be a little awkward to end the series with you and him not ending up together.

and yes, this is the true ending. now don’t be calling y/n a loser or stupid for forgiving him, she was a girlboss all series long.

the secret ending was made because kiro understands that for many, any kind of infidelity—physical or emotional—is something they would never forgive. she herself would probably never forgive iwaizumi either, honestly.

so, if it wasn’t obvious already, the secret ending will follow an epilogue where you, in fact, do not forgive him. you kick him to the curb, and continue on with your life. this is where your and his story ends.

but yeah, that sums it up! both epilogues will start out the same, but you’ll be able to read for yourself when they start branching off to their respective endings. it’s pretty cool, i must say.

she’ll have them both posted soon!

with the endings posted, rumor has it will finally have come to an end.

oh, and she’s gonna be posting a Q&A after all is said and done, for anything that still hasn’t been answered or just in general. now that the series will be over, there’s no reason for her to remain mysterious.

isn’t she the sweetest?

please put in a good word for me and tell her i didn’t slack off in being a fourth-wall-breaker MC.

i think i’ve said all that i’ve been instructed to say, so i’ll leave you with this final thing.

it was awesome to speak with you! on behalf of kiro, thank you for sticking through rumor has it, amidst her spontaneous and intermittent scheduling! she really hopes you enjoyed the series.

and with that, concludes my job here as an MC. i did pretty good, if i do say so myself. noya, out! ‍

oh and another thing before i wrap things up completely—expect something related to saudade soon. ;)

wait fuck i don’t think i was allowed to say that

LOL YOLO OKAY BYE

so, with that said,

what ending is right for you, y/n?

will you forgive hajime iwaizumi?

or will your future not be foreseen with him by your side?

the choice is yours.

so, choose wisely.

LOL JK, both endings will be posted so when the time comes you can just choose which ending to read whenever you want.

[ TO BE UPDATED ! ]

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• [ click here for the secret ending ]

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# finale ༉‧ to forgive or forget

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✧ ｡ synopsis : though hajime has reassured you time and time again that you two attending different schools would be plenty manageable in your guys’ relationship, your imagination is left to wander when he slowly begins to ghost you.

જ — a/n : i think it’s very characteristic of me to post the finale off schedule but after a long ride, we’ve reached the end… or have we?

the only reason why you wanted first say in what you two were going to be discussing was solely because you didn’t trust the determination written clear on his face. it held you a bit on edge, yet he showed no reaction to your uneasiness. maybe he was expecting this, but it was all the more reason why you needed to get what you wanted to say in first.

unfortunately, you didn’t have much in mind you wanted to say. either way, you were at a loss. “i don’t know if i’ve put into words just how confused you’ve made me since… all of this started,” you began, taking it slow for your own sake—some extra time for thoughts to process. hajime kept his mouth sealed shut, but by the looks of his shaky hands folded together in front of him on the table, he still had jittery nerves. that gave you some relief. you needed at least some control in this situation.

“i would’ve never thought of me moving schools as anything long distance. we’re literally in the same prefecture. you drove me to karasuno everyday! i could easily see you every weekend, and you know i’d always be happy to cancel other events to be with you. you’ve been the one for me for as long as i can remember. i don’t know why that changed.” once the ball started rolling, you needed to be honest with yourself, and with him. this conversation should’ve happened long ago—at least it’s better than never. you felt strangely brave in that moment, being able to open up about everything you had been thinking about. even if you hadn’t prepared everything properly, at least you had enough in you to give him a piece of your mind.

“i understand that me switching schools for our last year may have been hard on you,” you continued, keeping your eyes firmly glued to his. “i missed seeing you everyday. i was also guilty of missing being able to see your face at any given moment. but at least i knew that if i missed you, all i had to do was take out my phone and send a text, or even call. i’d be able to hear from you, just like that. i’d be able to tell you that i miss you, and we’d go out together until the evening. we could do that as many times as you needed, hajime. i wanted to be able to see you everyday. we could’ve made that happen, and you know that just as well as i do.”

“i know that now,” you heard him murmur under his breath, a deep sigh escaping his lips. “i came to that understanding too late.”

“i wouldn’t have even cared about your so-called family friend of yours.” that wasn’t completely true—you’d still make sure that nothing would happen between the two, but of course you would never restrict him from seeing people. but now that you knew just how vile someone could be, you had every right to be even more on edge. “all you had to do was talk to me, hajime. communicate. the same thing we’ve done for countless years, even before we started going out. all i wanted was for you to trust me. tell me that you’re worried, concerned about us. tell me how you’re feeling. i don’t care if you seem overly clingy or possessive or whatever bullshit excuse you want to spew. you’re not perfect. i know that, because i’m not perfect either.”

you caught yourself beginning to raise your voice. heads began to turn, causing you to pause for a moment. iwaizumi sat with shock in his features, both impressed and fearful of all you’ve said so far. whatever thoughts were running through his brain, he’d have to wait his turn to dish out everything he wanted you to know. this was your moment. you deserved this, more than anyone.

“you’re not perfect,” you repeated, “and neither am i. you always remind me that even with my imperfections, i was worthy of love. your love. but you never let me say that it goes the same way for you, too.”

“y/n…” he started off with your name, but you held up a hand to interrupt.

“but this goes beyond imperfections,” you continued, getting past your first round of thoughts. “this goes beyond mistakes, beyond little quirks that i could easily skim over. you went behind my back because of your insecurities, and regardless if you understood what you were doing or not, you began pursuing someone who wasn’t me. i don’t know if you’d consider it cheating, but you betrayed my trust. you lied to me, hajime. who knows what would’ve happened if i never ended up finding out the way i did? would i be sitting here having this conversation with you right now? maybe i’d be sitting at home, crying into my pillow that i never knew how you were feeling because you never tried reaching out to me.”

“i never realized just how much…” iwaizumi spoke up softly, his lips pressed together in between phrasing. “i didn’t know that this affected you so much. i’m really, truly sorry. i don’t know how many times i have to say it, but i’ll say and do anything to prove it.”

“that’s not the point, hajime. that’s not my point at all.” you snapped at him, causing him to stop anything else he was going to say next. “i know you’re sorry, you don’t have to spell it out for me. you proved that to me the last time we spoke like this. i’ve known you long enough to figure out when you’re honest and when you’re not.”

“then what is the—”

“my point is that your actions now reflect our outcome in the future.” after weeks of beating around the bush, this was it. this had to be it. this is what you needed to tell him. “this is small scale, hajime. nothing about this is long distance. so what would happen if we actually tried? you’re going abroad, i know you’ve had your eyes set on america. i’d never stop you, but what’s going to happen then? to us? could we really handle distance on an international scale? international. it won’t be just not seeing each other outside of school hours. we won’t be able to see each other, ever.”

“i know.” he nodded. “i’ve thought about it, a lot.”

“it’s going to take more than just thinking about it to actually do something about it,” you retorted. “i want to believe that we’d do okay, but as far as things turned out, obviously i was wrong. more than wrong.”

“do you know where we stand, then?” iwaizumi stared at you long and hard, his eyes holding no malice yet steeled, searching in yours for answers. “how do you feel about us?”

simple words, yet you paused. any rhythm you had dissipated into thin air, now that he was backing you into a corner about the one thing you were supposed to be thinking about since taking time away from reaching out to one another. any conclusion you could’ve reached was much harder than you anticipated. to drop your first love would be putting yourself first, and would certainly be the right thing to do, would it not?

would it really be that easy to never see hajime again? to drop everything you two had?

“i don’t know.” your eyes drifted to the floor below your booth, twiddling your fingers in between your lap. “i don’t know, i want to make the right decision and not regret it. but i’ll end up having regrets either way.”

"y/n, please look at me.” his voice was tender, and you listened to him. hajime looked at you with a smile, but you saw the sadness pooling within the emeralds of his eyes. “for your sake, make the right decision. you know what it is. if you can’t make that decision, i think it’s best if i make that decision for you.”

your heart dropped to your stomach. what?

“hajime,” you breathed, sitting up straighter. you felt chills run down your spine as he, too, sat up straighter—as if preparing himself. “what are you—”

“while you did some reflecting,” he began, “i, too, was doing some thinking about myself, and how i could provide in our relationship. but clearly, i haven’t been doing anything for our relationship. quite the opposite.”

you couldn’t process what he was trying to say. he had taken over the spotlight. “i didn’t know i’d react so badly to you not being with me,” he continued, watching your panicked silence, “and acted immaturely. it was a moment of weakness i could’ve easily talked to you about, but i thought that i’d be selfish by adding more to your plate by pushing my problem onto you. that was wrong of me, and i know that now. i always tell you to put your problems on me when you need someone to lean on, yet i always forget that it should be a two way street.”

“where are you… where are you going with this?”

this wasn’t what you had in mind at all. watching hajime iwaizumi understand the full weight of his actions, and forcibly trying to make things right by…

no. he’s not really going to…?

“i didn’t want to come to this decision. i knew that i would get hurt, and you as well. i really, really didn’t want to do this.” he pressed his lips together, swallowing a nervous lump in your throat. you felt your stomach arise angrily like crashing waves, feeling queasy and sick to the gut. “but after talking to someone about this, i realized that even if i made up with you—and by some miracle, have a second chance—i don’t know how i’d be able to handle being in a different country, time zone, environment.”

talking to someone. a realization popped into your head.

“suga,” you whispered. “you talked to him?”

hajime’s eyes widened slightly, before slowly nodding his head. “i did.”

“what did he say?”

“things that should’ve been common sense.” he paused momentarily. “if i asked for a second chance now, i know i’d end up blowing it in a matter of a few months. i originally wanted to ask for a second chance, but after reaching out to him and doing some more thinking, i realized that asking for a second chance now would not benefit either of us. you especially.”

the more you listened to him speak, the more you felt like crawling out of your skin. it was an out of body experience—something you wanted to run away from. “hajime, i don’t know what you’re trying to say.”

“yes you do, y/n. i know you better than that.”

“please,” you then pleaded, your eyes in a frenzy and your breath panicky. “please tell me what you’re trying to say.”

there sat your boyfriend, his eyes watery and his hands clenched tightly into fists as to not cause a scene. he was right—you saw this coming. even from miles away, you knew it was over.

“i don’t deserve a second chance,” he mumbled, any energy devoid from his body. “i don’t deserve you, not with how i’ve been acting since you’ve switched schools. i’m not ready for a long distance relationship, and i’d hurt you. since the beginning, that’s the last thing i ever want to do, but all i’ve done since this year started is hurt you, even if it was never my intention.”

the words echoed. ringing in your ears like a blow horn. whatever nightmare this was, you wanted out. but no matter how hard you could pinch yourself, you wouldn’t wake up from reality.

“this means… we’re really breaking up for good, aren’t we?”

now that you said it, it was like it had been manifested into reality. neither of you liked the sound of it—with all the time you spent together, even when you two were just friends, it was always you two against the world. the natural click you and hajime bonded over was something soulmates wished they had. the two young children who could spend hours alone and talk about every corner of the world would’ve never been able to guess a simple school change would be the end of something beautiful.

“i believe that time away from each other would be best,” he responded after a moment’s hesitation. “for both of us.”

you really didn’t know how to properly react. truthfully, you would’ve been able to react better to him begging for a second chance—not him pursuing a break up. you should’ve been on board with this.

thiswas the conclusion you were thinking of, weren’t you?

was there a part of you that would’ve overruled your better judgement and taken him back?

“i really wish it didn’t have to be this way,” you admitted, feeling your stomach churn in storms. you really didn’t—he hurt you, but he never had ill intentions. it was a series of unfortunate events that occurred one after the other. you cursed the universe for putting you in such a predicament.

“i have one more thing to say,” he added, watching as you hesitated on standing up. “and i want you to answer truthfully. please.”

what else was there to say? everything was already said and done. one more minute spent here and you’d probably break down—something you really weren’t in the mood to do.

“hajime, i don’t know what else—”

“you never let me answer your question,” he intercepted, carefully reaching a hand out to stop you from leaving. “i want to follow up on that.”

one last thing, you thought to yourself. at this point, you’d had enough. you glanced at tooru out the window, who had his back against the two of you. you envisioned yourself sprinting out the door and into his arms, wanting nothing more than to just escape. leave.

“one last thing, hajime.” the pain in your voice was clear. “then i think it’s best to go our separate ways.”

“you asked if we were breaking up for good,” he then responded. “and i only responded with that it would be best for us to spend time away from each other. for each of our sakes.”

“you did.” that was obvious enough. “i don’t know where you’re going with this.”

he reached out his hand on the table, palm facing upwards. an invitation for you to place your hand in his. your heart lurched out of your chest.

“i love you, y/n. i really do.” you looked into his eyes and felt your stomach flutter. you knew hajime, and that all-knowing look in his eyes—he meant every word. “i will work to better myself. i swear it. you may not believe me now, but i’ll live up to that promise—not just for your sake, but for myself as well.”

a dramatic confession. what a way to get the waterworks going. and as you lifted a hand to your eye, you noticed it was working.

“in the near distant future, if we happen to cross paths again one day—i want to know, truthfully—” you held your breath, and he spoke his next few words with a puffed chest.

“will you give me another chance?”

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Hey Stranger, Will You Marry Me? (Timeskip!Matsukawa x OC) NSFW Book

Hey Stranger, Will You Marry Me? 18+ (Timeskip!Matsukawa Issei x OC)

Hey y'all, I just wanted to share the link of my completed Matsukawa smut book I wrote over a year ago. This one of the first fanfictions I wrote which lead me to continue writing. Its not perfect and Ive evolved so much as a writer since then but i wanted to share this gem because its still my favourite book from my entire collection. I used this as inspiration for Sakusa’s book too!

I have been too lazy uploading it here as I need to re-edit but heres the Wattpad link! Its also on A03

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