Reader:F
Character:Hajime Iwaizumi, Daichi Sawamura
Rating:G
Summary:It was hard not to be overwhelmed with anxiety sometimes. It felt like everything became overwhelming and it was hard to stop crying. Bu the love your life was always there to comfort you.
Warning:Fluff, Anxiety
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It started with the shake of your hands. Then your mind became a jumbled mess and then finally the tears came. You were sitting in a quiet part of the university with your head in your hands, your entire body shaking. 

It was just animal biology, why did it make you so anxious. But the idea of a buzzer test made the fear bubble up inside of you until it was spilling over. You rubbed your eyes and tried to calm yourself down from the anxiety. But every time you thought you calmed down, the fear came back and you were crying again. 

Nestled in between lockers you were crying quietly to yourself, but it didn’t take long for your boyfriend to find you. The squeak of his sneakers as he walked down the hall, calling your name until he found you. 

He said your name quietly under his breath before he rushed over to you and slotted himself beside you. His natural instinct was the wrap his arms around you tightly.

  “Hey, hey.” He said as he strong arms lopped around you, “I got you, I got you. You’re safe. I promise.”

You sniffled and rubbed your cheek against him. You croaked, “Hajime.” And your boyfriend just held you tighter. Not letting you go as you started to settle down from the wave of anxiety. 

  “What’s wrong?” He asked, “Why are you crying? We couldn’t find you in the club room. I got worried.” He looked down at you and pushed your hair out of your eyes. You looked so small and fragile against him. You shivered like a leaf and whimpered like a puppy. 

  “Stupid animal bio. We have a buzzer test today and I’m freaking out. I’m going to fail this. I know I am.” You sighed, “I don’t want to have to retake the course, but I don’t know what else to do. I feel hopeless!” You cried.

Iwaizumi continued to hold you and rub your back. He kissed the top of your head lovingly. He said, “You can do it, baby. I know you can, I know it seems daunting but you can do it.” He encouraged as he pulled away and looked down at you.

  “I just don’t know what to do. I get the shakes every time I think about the exam. It makes me feel like I’m going to throw up.” You stammered, your throat felt clogged and your hands felt shaky. 

Iwaizumi let go of you and shrugged off his varsity hoodie. He pulled it over his head and quickly put it on you before you had a chance to say anything. He pulled up the sleeves of you and kissed your inner wrist. He said, “Tomorrow, go into the exam with this hoodie, and any time you worry or get anxious, think about me.” your eyes met and he smiled, “Remember if you pass this course, your one credit closer to us living our dream.”

Your heart raced for a different reason when he mentioned your shared dream. The future you planned together and finishing university was the first step. He leaned in for a kiss, your lip balm smeared across his lips as he deepened the kiss. 

When you pulled away you cupped his cheek, the sweater felt a little warm but it was comforting nonetheless, at least enough to calm you down from your anxiety attack. You swallowed back the last bit of tears and nodded, “You really think I can do it.”

  “Of course, I’ll even help you study. I don’t know a lot about animal bio, but I can try.” He gave you a grin. He laughed when you playfully pulled at his cheek. He knew you were calming down. 

  “Thank you, Hajime.” You said. 

  “Anything for you, because I love you. I have my water bottle in the club room and you better finish it before we start. Looks like you’ve been crying for a while.’ He rubbed your left eye to get the tears off your eyelashes. 

You rested your head against his chest for a moment and sighed, “Okay, sounds good.” And curled up beside him. He let you rest there for a moment, letting the last bit of anxiety wither away to a promise of new confidence in your performance tomorrow. You felt Iwaizumi kiss the top of your head and you felt a sense of peace. You had to keep pushing forward and with a reminder of your boyfriend at your side, you felt a little better to do the exam tomorrow and try your best. Because passing this course meant one step closer to a future you two will have together. 

The crash of lightning woke you up from your sleep. You looked at the clock and saw it was three in the morning, but the thunderstorm had already hit your small town. The trees were shaking, the wind was wild, the heavy drops hit your window. All along with the crash of thunder. 

Another streak of light made you clutch onto the covers. You let out a small whimper and wanted to bury your face under the covers but you felt too still to move. Your heart raced in your chest, you felt a cold sweat through your body and then the tears started. 

You managed to pull your knees to your chest and bury your cheek into your left knee. You choked out a sob, only to jump when there was a loud rumble of thunder. The anxiety raced through your body like a locomotive. You clutched onto your legs and tried to settle down by yourself.

Another crash of thunder sent you under the covers and loudly crying. The anxiety around thunderstorms made you cry, you felt like you were drowning in it. As the heavy drops hit the window you cried harder. Loud enough for your husband, Daichi to hear. 

He rolled over and opened his eyes at you. He slowly reached out and tried to pull the covers back but you quickly covered yourself with them again. Whimpering gently. He sighed and ducked his head under the covers and reached out for you.

  “Sunflower.” He said, “What’s wrong?” He pulled you gingerly into his arms. He rubbed your back and kissed the top of your head lovingly. He was starting to wake up more as worry formed in his gut for what was wrong with you.

  “The storm. It’s scaring me.” You gulped. 

He sighed, “I see.” He pulled you tighter, “No storm is going to get my baby.” He yawned, “That’s a promise. Now let’s get back to sleep.”

Another bright light crossed the sky and you jumped in Daichi’s arms. You shook like a leaf, anxiety overcoming you. You felt too awake from the adrenaline to fall back asleep. Not while all you could focus on was the storm outside. 

  “I’m really scared of it.” You admitted. It felt so childish to be scared of storms, even as a grown person you still felt anxiety around them. It was something you couldn’t help. It just overcame you like a wave. 

  “I know. But I promise it won’t hurt you. You’re safe inside, perfectly safe in bed.” He kissed you again. He worried about your crying. Your rapid shaking from the anxiety taking a hold on you. 

   “I don’t know.” You gulped. You felt

Daichi kissed your forehead to calm you down, “The storm won’t hurt you.” He said, “I promise. You’re safe inside.” 

  “What if lightning hits the house or a tree, and we lose our house. Or it starts a fire or it breaks a window. Or the rain makes the roof collapse.” You rambled off but were silenced with a kiss. 

  “Shh.” Daichi said, “None of that will happen.” He let go of you and rolled out of bed. He stiffly walked to the window and closed the dark curtains. He yawned, “There, you don’t have to see the lightning anymore.” 

  “What about the thunder?” You asked meekly. You pulled the covers to your nose and looked at him in the dark room. You watched him in the very low light walk to his phone and turn on a playlist he has for relaxing. He turned the volume all the way up and climbed back into bed. 

  “Now you won’t hear it. It’ll be like it isn’t even there.” He assured as he pulled you back into his arms, “Now, shhh.” He said, “Time for rest.” He kissed you, “No need to be anxious, I promise the storm won’t hurt you.”

You tried to close your eyes. You finally stopped crying, but your eyes felt wet and sore. You snuggled up against your husband’s broad, clothed chest and held onto him like a stuffed animal. 

  “Nothing will ever heart you, beloved.” He said, “Not while I’m alive. I’ll fight the heavens just to protect you.” He kissed you again, “No one hurts my baby.” 

  “Promise, Dai?” You asked as you continued to hold onto him tightly. He wasn’t worried about you letting go anytime soon. 

As the soft music played through the bedroom, as his arms remained rested on you. He kissed you again, so tenderly as if you were made of glass. A precious object that he must protect with his life. He smiled at you and said, “Of course, it’s a promise for the rest of my days. I’m your husband after all. If a husband doesn’t bend the earth for his partner, is he really a husband?”

You smiled a little, finally settling down from the wave of anxiety. You continued to hold onto him and press your cheek against his chest. This felt safe and comfortable. When Daichi started to notice that you were settling down, he started to rub your back gently. 

  “That’s it. Time to go back to sleep. The storm will be gone by morning.” He said softly. And with that you felt yourself let go of the anxiety and start to drift off to sleep. The storm long forgotten. 

Want a list of the best content from nothingbuthaikyuu? Want to narrow down your reading experience and find fic that may have been lost in the tags? Well this is a list of some of my favourite work that I want to bring up again to show all of you!

Share with me your favourite fics that I’ve written, I’d love to know!

Blizzard

Reader:F
Character:Wakatoshi Ushijima
Rating:E
Summary:You were sacrificed by your town for a warm spring as winter gripped the town, almost killing the livestock and what little food supplies you had. Except the demon who found you didn’t want to eat you.
Warning:Demon AU, Smut, Breeding Kink, Magic, Reference to animal death, Fluff, Friends to Lovers, 5.6k Words

Wolf and Bunny

Reader:F
Character: Daichi Sawamura
Rating:E
Summary:You met Daichi through Instagram. You both followed each other and it wasn’t until a few months of following one another that you started talking and once you started talking, you couldn’t stop talking. The only problem was that you were halfway across the country so you couldn’t see each other that frequently, it took a train and a plane ride to get to where you were.
Warning:Smut, Long Distance Relationship, Phone Sex, Masturbation, Praise Kink, Daddy Kink

Cam Boys Are Ruining My Life

Reader:F
Character:Hajime Iwaizumi
Rating:E
Summary:Clickclicksnap.com was a cam website, people donated money to watch the people on screen do lewd acts for the camera. You had your favourite camboy, he went by the handle ‘Gojira-chan’ or simply “Go” for those with their privates in one hand and their keyboard in the other. He was one of your favourites.
Warning:Smut, Masturbation, Camboy AU, Dirty Talk, Minor Plot, Mostly Smut

Rose Tattoos and Spiky Thorns

Reader:F
Character:Tōru Oikawa
Rating:E
Summary:He was almost perfect. He checked off everything on your list. Usually when you went on dates with potential sugar daddies, they were old middle management men who wanted something pretty to look at for a couple of weeks before they got bored. But not the man sitting in front of you, with his brown hair and matching eyes, the way he smirked at you, and most of all that rose tattoo on his hand.
Warning:Mafia AU, Smut, Light Bondage, Sugar Daddy AU, Choking, Multiple Orgasms, Praise Kink

In the Land of Gods and Monsters (I Was an Angel)

Reader:F
Character:Wakatoshi Ushijima
Rating:E
Summary:  “The god of war took me to a love hotel.” You remarked, almost laughing at it. The man could have anything in the world and he chose a place in the middle of nowhere to fuck you.
Warning:Unhealthy Relationships, Brat Taming, Smut, Gods AU, Pregnancy, Breeding Kink, Love Hotels, Rough Sex, Choking, Not Sane, Dark Themes, Degradation, Mind Break

Keep Our Business on the Down Low

Part One: Daichi, Sugawara, Asahi
Part Two: Hinata, Kageyama
Part Three: Ukai, Nishinoya, Tanaka
Part Four: Tendō, Ushijima

Reader:F
Character:Daichi Sawamura, Kōshi Sugawara, Asahi Azumane
Rating:E
Summary:While at training camp, you and your boyfriend have to keep it quiet.
Warning:Vaginal Sex (Daichi), Oral Sex (Asahi & Sugawara), Smut, Quiet Sex, Mirror Sex (Kageyama), Jealousy (Kageyama), Fingering (Hinata), Quiet Sex (Ukai), Blow Jobs (Nishinoya), Cunnilingus (Tanaka), Semi Public Sex, Kitchen Sex (Tanaka), Vaginal Sex (Tendō), Oral Sex (Ushijima), Smut, Choking (Satori),

Jackals Hunt in Packs

Reader:F
Character:Kōtarō Bokuto, Shōyō Hinata, Kiyoomi Sakusa & Atsumu Miya
Rating:E
Summary: You weren’t too sure how this happened. What was supposed to happen was an interview with some of the members of the MSBY Jackals, what it turned into was your body being used for their pleasure.
Warning:Orgy, Unsafe Sex, Multiple Orgasms, Spit-roasting, Pregnancy

Cleanliness is Holiness (On a Hot Summer Day)

Reader:F
Character:Hajime Iwaizumi
Rating:E
Summary: All Iwaizumi wanted to do was clean his guns, his monthly routine to keep them in top shape. But it was also the middle of August in your small country home. And you wanted nothing more than to play in the sprinkler.
Warning:A/B/O, (Former) Assassin AU, Omega!Reader, Alpha!Iwaizumi, Smut, Punishments, Age Gap (Reader is 25, Iwaizumi 35), Gunplay, Oral Sex (M Receiving)

The Kitsune Samurai

Reader: F
Character:Takanobu Aone
Rating:E
Summary: You were arranged to be married to the demon fox samurai, no one in the village had ever seen his face before. You were nervous as to what he’d look like or how he’d act. He was quiet behind that mask and kept his swords close. You wondered how he’d be as a husband.
Warning:Arranged Marriage, Samurai AU, Smut, Loss of Virginity

Countrystyle

Reader:F
Character:Wakatoshi Ushijima
Rating:E
Summary:There wasn’t a whole lot to do in the country during the summer. Most people celebrate festivals or saw friends, but you and Ushijima had different intentions on how to spend it.
Warning:Breeding Kink, Pregnancy Kink, Semi-Public Sex, Smut, Farmer AU, Cunnilingus

Casual Affair

Reader:F
Character:Keishin Ukai
Rating:E
Summary:Ukai felt like a perverted old man when he saw you bounce into the gym. Always a smile on your face when you greet the team, you were the assistant manager, freshly turned 18. And Ukai wanted nothing more than to bury his cock inside of you.
Warning:Slightly Dark, Breeding Kink, Age Gap, Dub-Con, Unsafe Sex, Masturbation, Virginity Kink, Jealousy, Corruption Kink, Degradation, Semi-Public Sex, Choking, Oral Sex, Countertop Sex, Proceed with Caution
Word Count: 7.3k

The Enlightenment

Reader:F
Character:Hajime Iwaizumi
Rating:E
Summary:You were a good student, a smart student. You did well academically, you were the vice president of the history department and you made friends with anyone. Then why were you currently in between your professor’s legs sucking his cock while he gave a lecture over Zoom?
Warning:(college) Student/Teacher Relationship, Blowjob, Collars, Smut, Dom/Sub, BDSM, Zoom Calls, Minor Degradation, Punishments, Sex Toys, Riding Crops, Spanking Power Imbalance, Slightly Dark, Unsafe Sex, Age Gap, Squirting, Nipple Play, 4.5k Words

Love Hotel

Reader:F
Character:Tetsurō Kuroo
Rating:E
Summary:You visit with your boyfriend/sugar daddy to a love hotel. But his intentions for you as much more sinister than just sex. He wants to finally snag himself a wife, and who’s more perfect than the little college student he fucks on weekends.
Warning:Sugar Daddy, Post Time Skip, Smut, Bondage, Body Sushi, Mindbreak, Dom/Sub, Age Gap (Reader is 20, Kuroo is 27), Breeding Kink, Slightly Dark, Manipulation, Multiple Orgasms, Messing with contraceptives. 5.1k

Hit

Act One,Act Two,Act Three,Act Four,Act Five,Act Six,Act Seven,Act Eight,Act Nine,Act Ten,Act Eleven,Act Twelve,Act Thirteen,Act Fourteen

Reader:F
Character:Daichi Sawamura
Rating:E
Summary:Daichi is a hit man for the Karasunos. One night when leaving a bar he finds you and a man who claims to be your boyfriend. Daichi however is the one to take you home and finds a lot more comfort in the drunken editor than he likes to believe.

Lil Angry Iwa

oikawa: it’s nearly February and-

iwaizumi: we’re on August.

oikawa: as I was saying it’s nearly February and I’ve got nobody to send a Valentine’s Day card to.

hanamaki: how much you guys want to pay for me to stick my socks in this dumbass mouth.

iwaizumi: I will.

oikawa: did iwa-chan just bid $1,000 to put a sock in my mouth?

iwaizumi: you bet.

oikawa: I’ve never seen two pretty best friends. it’s always one of them gotta be ugly.

iwaizumi:

oikawa: I hope you are aware that you’re the u-

iwaizumi: shut the fuck up.

Some IwaOi cuddles.

(Haikyuu!! feels never die…)

grocery shopping, ft iwaizumi hajime [requested by anon]

it was so stupid how something as simple as shopping for food could become a part of the week that iwaizumi genuinely looked forward to.

dressed in clothes that bordered on sleepwear (baggy tops and bottoms), you would drive to your local supermarket. you were armed with a list you had spent last night compiling, with iwaizumi in charge of steering the trolley and holding all the bags (one of the many things his arms were good for - the list was extensive, ranging from lifting you off your feet during a hug or pulling himself up into the loft with no need for a ladder).

you would take the lead, guiding him through a maze of aisles which were easy to get lost in. despite the rigid straight lines and the easy to read labels, you still managed to loose track of where you were going at times, finding yourselves in the meat aisle when what you were really looking for was the milk. your brows would furrow in frustration as you grabbed a packet of mince in a huff, grumbling that it wasn’t what you were looking for but you needed it nonetheless. your reaction always caused iwaizumi to laugh, part of the reason behind your ability to get lost.

whenever a look of confusion would pass over your face and your finger would skim down the list, he would know that you had forgotten to add ingredients for (or even think of) a meal. this would lead to a shared look as you would both turn to grab the food you most wanted, a playful argument ensuing over who should choose the final meal.

“i compromised on almost every meal this week,” you would declare, to which iwaizumi would shrug.

“i have better taste,” he would tease. “i’m more cultured because of all the travelling i do.”

he would recieve a middle finger for his light teasing, the twinkle in your eyes telling him it was all in jest. usually, he would let you put what you wanted to eat in the trolley unless it was something truly strange.

there had been one time when you had grabbed pasta (which was not what he was objecting to), chocolate sauce and marshmallows. he had to put his foot down. not only was it a weird food combination, but he was a personal trainer and knew just how unhealthy that was as a dinner. the only thing you had said in response was to ‘blame tiktok’. later that same week, he had seen you curled up on the sofa eating a bowl of it.

the only thing both of you hated about your weekly food shop was packing the food away at the till. neither of you were skilled packers, often having to rely on your friends (oikawa) to help you pack for holidays. it wasn’t that you were messy or disorganised, it was simply that the both of you didn’t know how to place the food to achieve maximum bag space. despite the number of bags you would bring (and you would bring a lot), you would always end up buying one from the shop.

“nope,” you protested as iwaizumi reached up to grab one of the bags hanging from a hook. “they have to fit. they have to.”

he looked down at you, a comically grave look on his face. “it won’t, y/n. we’ll just buy another one.”

“just load me up, haji,” you declared, holding out your arms as a gesture for him to begin placing the small mountain into your hold. he simply ignored you, handing the cashier the correct money and loading up the bag. he glanced over at you, at the adorable frown tugging at your lips.

“help me pack,” he said, grinning at the huff you let out as you dropped your arms and began to shove things haphazardly into the bag. a mocking tone took over his voice. “we’re going to need another one at this rate.”

“nope,” you said while you shook your head. “you’re going to pile me up if it doesn’t fit. i am not spending another penny on any more bags during this shopping trip.”

it goes without saying that you ended up buying more bags.

“i swear we buy more food each week,” you grumbled.

“well, if you stopped inviting our friends over for dinner, we’d have enough bags…”

“makki invites himself over,” you protested, reaching into your bag for the car keys. “besides, you’re the one who always wants to 'cook for the team’ and 'build your bonds of trust’ and some other bullshit i can’t remember right now.”

“we should start charging a dinner fee,” mused iwaizumi.

“or we could stop inviting people over.”

“we both know that’s not going to happen.”

tgoshiki:

i haven’t known peace since hizu (19)

iwaizumi from sports science department

Help

Hi hello, haven’t heard from me in a while I assume. I haven’t been posting because there’s no requests T^T

Because of the lack of requests, I am lacking in inspiration to write.

Putting those aside, Haikyuu season 3 starting on a dub version has renewed my inspiration.

Aaaaaand I probably just started a war mentioning dubbed anime. BUT WHAT CAN I SAY??!!

I LIKE MULTITASKING AND I DONT KNOW A LICK OF JAPANESE

Too calm the onslaught of people trying to burn me at the stake, I watch both the subbed and dubbed versions. Because Japanese is a very interesting and, to me, beautiful language ( that I wish I knew how to speak).

(Not gon lie, I’m a sucker for a hot voice)

That went really off topic for more than a sec.

My inspiration was renewed, also because of Haikyuu season 4. ( CANT FREAKIN WAIT!!! )

I decided to do a part two with the oikawa x reader x iwaizumi. The first part surprisingly got a lot of likes? So I’m going to assume people liked it???

I have the idea in my head, buttttt the execution of the idea is the problem, I’m still trying to figure out how I’m gonna write out the story.

Stay tuned for that

I’ll try and get it done before winter break ends because after that I’m doing a musical and planning on doing another sport.

Summer is also going to be hectic as I’m doing 2 summer volleyball camps and going out of town for a good amount of time.

Here are things I’m planning to do in the future though

- write stupidkawa part 2

- start digital art commissions (as soon as I get good at it of course)

- expand the anime’s that I can write for

- just be more active

- hopefully stop being lazy

I just realized, that could be my New Years resolution. That I’m probably not going to accomplish, but hey, Atleast I’m tryiiiiinnnngggg

That’s it for now, I’ll update more so stay tuned for that.

Also, does anyone watch “Stand my Heroes”??

I got into it recently and I like but I don’t see any writings for it. Msg me and we’ll fangirl/boy together.

Stupidkawa {Iwaizumi x Reader x Oikawa}

This was self indulgent, not a request. I love Oikawa and Iwaizumi and Haikyuu in general so I couldn’t stand the fact that I haven’t written anything for Haikyuu. This has probably been written like a million times, I apologize if it’s a bit repetitive, I couldn’t help myself.

                                                         AnGtS

                                               (for Oikawa at least)

                                                            ~~~

Squeaks and thuds could be heard at Aoba Johsai gym, which was strange considering practice for the boys volleyball club had been finished for a good few hours now. This caught the attention of a certain pretty boy setter as he walked past.

Intrigued at who was practicing this hour, he decided to walk closer. He instantly heard laughter, one that he knew all too well, but then another voice spoke up. Oikawa’s heart skipped a beat.

Where those two in there together? For how long? What were they doing?

Thoughts like those took over his mind as he took a peek inside the gym. A good amount of volleyballs littered one part of the gym, the one farthest from the door. The nets were still up, the lights were still on, and there were two people in the gym… Alone.

He could see them clearly. His two childhood friends alone in the gym, acting all lovey dovey.

It made him sick to his stomach. Tooru had always fantasized about the day Iwaizumi finally found himself a girl and in all those scenarios, he was a proud father. Never would he have ever imagined himself jealous at Iwa-chan, but here he was in all his jealous glory.

The way Iwaizumi had his hands on hers as he went through the motions of an overhand serve brought him sick to his stomach.

“You think you got it?” Their bodies were pressed up against each other and, although Iwaizumi had stopped doing the motions, he still had his hands on hers.

“I think. Let me give it a try.” Her sweet angelic voice echoed through the gym. Oikawa’s heart speed up. He’d heard her voice a million times already but he wanted to her it a billion times more.

Iwaizumi nodded at her response and let go off her, his hands lingering for a bit. He took a couple steps back and focused his sole attention on her, he was seemingly not able to look away. But how could anyone look away when she had that fiery smile, determination, and confidence?

Oikawa and Iwaizumi sure couldn’t.

Iwaizumi observed from the side of the court, his focus solely on the (h/c) haired female whose presence naturally captured his attention. Iwa was so focused on her that he didn’t notice the trash by the door.

She walked multiple steps behind the service line and smiled at Iwaizumi. Hajime’s eyebrows furrowed and he tilted head as she threw the ball high up in the air and approached for a jump serve.

Her feet left the ground as soon as the service line was in front of her. She soared to the sky like a majestic eagle and Iwaizumi fell for her more than he already had.

The same can be said for Oikawa.

A loud smack reverberated throughout the gym as her hand perfectly collided with the ball. On the other side of the court, the ball hit the floor with another loud smack. She gracefully landed on her feet and was about to turn to Iwa but the arms that suddenly wrapped around her body and brought it closer to theirs restricted her from doing so.

Iwaizumi held her tight against his body, making sure there wasn’t any space between them. She could hear the pounding of his heart as neither of them made a move to let go. Hajime rested his head on her shoulder and closed his eyes. At this point, they were both red in the face.

He turned his head to her neck and nuzzled it while his eyes were closed. She closed her eyes and basked in the warmth Hajime provided her. She also placed her arms on to of the ones wrapped around her waist.

He opened his eyes and brought his lips to her ear, kissing it lightly and making the girl shiver because it tickled.

“You know, you could’ve just asked me to hold you tight like this. I wouldn’t have mind. You don’t have to pretend to not know something for me to pay attention to you.” He whispered into her ear, his hot breath tickling her and his words made her feel many things. Her knees, which were already weak at the moment, went weaker as he lightly nibbled on her ear and trailed soft butterfly kisses behind her ear, trailing them down her neck and shoulders.

Oikawa tortured himself by continuing to look at the scene in front of him with wide, blurry eyes. He knew you two were close, but he didn’t know you to where THAT close.

But then again, who was he to say a thing? He wasn’t your brother and he most definitely wasn’t your boyfriend. He was only but your childhood friend. He had no right to meddle in you and Iwa-chan’s relationship, no matter how much it hurt him. He had no right to be mad at Iwa-chan for taking the one thing he wanted most in the world, not when you were never his to begin with. He had no right to be mad at you. He didn’t even have a right to still be your friend, not after everything he put you through. It wasn’t your fault you wanted to move on, to finally fix that shattered heart of yours. It was his.

If he hadn’t been such a fool, maybe, just maybe, you’d be in his arms instead. Maybe he’d have the right to call you his. Maybe he could’ve been happy. Maybe you could’ve been happy. Happy with him instead of his best friend.

But that was just a maybe. He knew deep in his broken heart that you wouldn’t have been happy with him. Even if you were, you would be in more pain than happiness. You weren’t the one who broke his heart, he was the one who broke his own heart. And the only one who would be able to fix it was you. But at the cost of your own. Oikawa needed you to fix him. He needed your kindness and understanding. He needed you to need him. He needed you to love him.

But he knew that if you gave yourself to him, he would only break you further than he already did. He would’ve wasted all of Iwa-chan’s hard work.

He wouldn’t be able to treat you properly. He wouldn’t be able to love you properly. He wouldn’t be able to give you everything you deserved. But he knew Iwa would.

Iwa would treat you properly. Iwa would love you properly. Iwa would give you everything you deserved. Iwa would never let you down. Iwa would never hurt you. Iwa would never do what Oikawa had and would do.

Iwa deserved you and you deserved Iwa. You deserve someone who’d give and give and that person was not Oikawa.

Oikawa refused to be selfish. Oikawa refused to hinder yours and Iwa-chan’s happiness any longer.

“My, my. What do we have here? Our Iwa-chan finally found himself a girl~” Oikawa teased the two (mostly Iwa-chan), finally revealing his presence. Iwa-chan froze, still holding onto your body tightly.

“How long have you been standing there Shittykawa!?” Iwaizumi looked at Oikawa with his usual scary faced, which seemed to be reserved for Oikawa.

Oikawa watched as Iwa-chan charged at him, or at least tried to. He was held back by a nervously laughing (y/n) who had her arms wrapped around his waist, trying to get him to stop charging.

“C’mon (y/n)! Let me punch him at least once!”

“I don’t think that’s necessary Haji.”

Haji… she called him Haji. If it was even possible, Oikawa’s heart broke even more, but he buried the hurt and jealousy he was feeling and tried to be happy for his two friends.

But even he, a master faker, couldn’t fake the tears running down his face. All he could do was smile with all his might and chalk up his tears as ones of happiness. Seeing as they were too caught up in each other, he wordlessly excused himself, dragging his heavy feet out of the gym, leaving the couple alone again.

He looked up at the night sky and silently let his tears fall.

Treat her right Iwaizumi. You have her so don’t let her go. Don’t be a Stupidkawa like me.

Thinking about Hajime Iwaizumi (27) Athletic Trainer

quick haikyuu!! doodles YUHH

RULE THE COURT

All right, folks, are you ready? This is going to be one extravagant “family quarrel.”

HAPPY(LATE) BDAY OIKAWA TOORU (7/20)

sm unpopular duos that wld be too powerful if they were on the same team based off of this tiktok i saw

(not ship, tag tsukki+tendou as such and die )