#i ramble

Okay I’m looking for an active Stargate discord server ️️ can anyone point me in the right direction?

so schön mal wieder viel deutsche Musik zu hören, finde es irgendwie schwierig mich da teilweise reinzufinden, aber wenn ich es tue, merke ich erst wieder, wie zauberhaft diese Sprache sein kann

you know what confuses me a lot: it’s pointed out multiple times that it’s very unusual for them to take someone on and not have checked their background thoroughly, yet mr. korn seems so unconcerned in regards to porsche and even makes him kinn’s head bodyguard, even though he fails all the test at first despite being a good fighter. he also agrees on porsche’s bold demand to be the boss of ken and big which would normally probably get you a beating but korn just agrees to it with a laugh. idk none of his choices in regards to porsche make it look like he cares about kinn’s safety. on the other hand he keeps giving kinn all this pep talk about how he can’t lose his head over some guy again and has to maintain the distance and see the bigger picture bla bla. like sir you’re the one who supported kinn in his decision to search for porsche and recruit him and now you’re telling him to not develop feelings? I don’t have a conclusion yet and it would be weird if kinn’s dad was somehow sabotaging him on purpose or something but I genuinely don’t get this man’s deal

Havent posted in a while but.

New strain of covid coming around Australia and my state (QLD) recorded 9 new cases so we are going into lockdown! Australia day celebrations are coming up soon as well as school starting back up, 2021 might just be 2020 round 2. Ugh.

Me:tired dont want to go to gym

Mum:you have to

Me:tired but okay

Me:*does 30 mins worth of boxing, 40k sled and 10 pullups in a row*

Me:*laying on my bed*tiredbut nowextrapain

Finished last day of school today before break!

Super happy with my results! All A’s and only 2 B’s in Humanities and HPE (screw HPE tho (volleyball still is cool tho))

I am an average A and B student but my parents have said nothing so far. Iinda want some validation

anyways i just bullshitted all my essays like i always do and pass with flying colours cause i am ’special’ ’gifted child’ who is ’wise beyond their years’ and super ’talented’. Mam thats just me masking 84% of the time and seeing the world differently to you.

Honestly i kinda feel like being neurodivergent is somehow cheating because i have an advantage. Idk just me overthinkingg

Heehoo didya like my rainbows? A lil razzle dazzle to this post (tumblr needs to add a purple)

Just made a bet with my friend.

See if i get distracted. (Very likely)

Dont distract me.

I’ll probably distract myself.

A LEATHER JACKET IS ON THE LINE

This is probably me getting distracted isn’t it.