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Reassuring :)

Reassuring :)


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When you feel like you’re going nowhere in life.. Just remember that “no where” is one of Pooh’s favourite places.


When you feel like you’re “doing nothing” with your life… remember that Winnie the Pooh once wisely said that “doing nothing often leads to the very best of somethings.”

lohver:

Thank gosh for this post.

fieryrondo:

“He’s a very kind person. In fact, perhaps he’s almost so kind, he’s not necessarily suited towards competing. However, in the process of training together, we’re always training with the belief that we’re really going to win. And actually, it was his presence which really encouraged me to make the decision to move to Toronto and train there. So actually at the time when I was receiving the gold medal, I was crying at the time but one of the reasons I came to cry at that time as well was the decision in regards to his medal. And of course, during the Sochi Olympics, he was unfortunately not able to receive a medal at that time and I knew how difficult this was for him and how much he was really wishing towards this. Actually, as we were training together, as it came up towards the Olympics, he became unusually very quiet as well, so this really showed me how strong his wish to achieve a medal at the Olympics really was. Therefore, I was so proud of also his medal and really overjoyed about the fact that he achieved this as well. […] I am not sure of whether we will be able to continue to compete together from now on…I’m not sure of what his decision will be, what he will be doing from now, to continue to compete or not. However, I can say with certainty…these six years we have been able to train together and really enhance each other’s abilities during this time and encourage each other in this way as well is something which has made me very very happy. And I’m also confident that I would not be here with this gold medal if it were not for him.”

— Yuzuru Hanyu, on his training partner, Javier Fernández (FCCJ press conference, 02.27.2018)

I started reading the BL manga “ten count” by takarai rihito last night cuz I needed a break from drawing and remembered the vol 1 copy I was gifted with years ago.

it started out really cute (vol 1). then I had to look for the rest online, and it took a really uh… weird turn? um.

I felt like I was told nothing the entire story…… these werent the same characters from vol 1. I appreciate the uh twistedness of it? but I guess with a heavy topic like that, I hoped that it wouldve been addressed more substantially rather than… what I was actually given lmao

idk 4/10 maybe a 5/10

Pedro Pascal is at Disneyland today. I was at Disneyland Monday through Wednesday.

This might be the reason I become a villain y'all.

Greg Fox - Its OK

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One word. Relaxing.

This time I spent in Thailand was nothing short but amazing. This was my second time going and I absolutely loved it even more. I had a ton of more time in the country so I spent a lot of it just roaming around and just relaxing and soaking the sun.

The first 5ish days were hectic. Flew into Bangkok and from there flew to Koh Tao where we took our scuba diving courses. Quite a challenging yet rewarding experience for I am not a great swimmer nor am I comfortable with the deep water so I feel like with this experience, I really pushed myself beyond the boundaries of what I was capable of doing and it has opened my eyes to yet more a world out there of something different. And what made it fun was that we met up with my friend’s friend whose from the states but is currently traveling around the world and doing a lot of freelancing work. But not too long after, she found a love for Koh Tao and found a job as a Yoga Instructor. You go girl! So happy for her. Wishing her all but the very best.

From Koh Tao, we took a ferry to Koh Samui. And in Samui, it rained the entire time. Like the entire time. It wasn’t hard rain, but moreso little drops. The island is much bigger than Koh Tao, a bit more laid back. There’s not too much to do for things are quite spread out, but it was still nice. When I travel, I enjoy walking around and just seeing the spots hoping I run into a hidden gem. I like to have places that I want to go but I also don’t mind exploring on my own for a lot of expected things can come up and turn out fun.

Flew north to Chiang Mai. And before we get to Chiang Mai, can we talk about the Koh Samui Airport!!! Because its on an island, I guess half of the airport is inside but mostly its outside. Its looks almost like an indoor mall, but its outside. There’s a ton of storefront shops you can visit and they also have these platforms you can sit under for shade (well needed for it was raining pretty hard) and they knew I didn’t eat. The airport provides free snacks, yes FREE snacks. I was soo happy. You don’t understand how hungry I was. They had a few thai snacks that I wasn’t familiar with, but they had this ham sandwich, some juice, and water. I was in heaven.

I went solo in Chiang Mai, but it was awesome for I was on my own, I can do what I want, when I want and no one to hold me back. The city itself was super neat. Tons and tons of temples, lots of bomb ass food (per usual) and tons of great things to offer. There, I got to take care of elephants which was a very cool expereince. Elephants are pretty smart and they eat a lot! The younger kins were so playful esp when it came to bathing in the water. It was so cute. They all had some interesting personalities. I think it would be cool to volunteer for a few weeks hanging with elephants. Definitely gonna look into that in the future. I also ran into these two women from Las Vegas from this cheap city tour I went on. They were so sweet and down to earth. I really enjoyed them so much that I hung with them on the next day. We went to a night market and tried local Thai wine. It tasted pretty good. Students from the local university make the wine (amazing) and I believe each glass was like 50 baht (a dollar y’all). I was in heaven.

We flew to Singapore in which also rained the entire time we were there. We still had a nice time. WE had a very lavish dinner at a buffet in a hotel in the Sentosa area. Then went out to a club that we thought that it was Hip-Hop but just another shitty EDM club. Missed the countdown for i was too busy in the bathroom but you know, we still had a good time. Even though it was raining, it was crowded. There were tons of people out and my feet were killing me (damn you heels). Taking a taxi was impossible so we took a bus back to our hotel. It was crazy.

The following day, we went out to downtown area to the Marina by the bay where they have that amazing green lavish garden. Then, we went shopping and my friend was going ham in the beauty section for the items sold in Singapore are much cheaper than back home. And you know what’s crazy, from there we walked from downtown to our Airbnb in Geyland. 45ish minute walk (which I don’t mind). It was dark, yet nice and quiet and the weather was amazing.

Flew back to Bangkok where we ended our trip by meeting my friends that I met in China from my A+1班 class at Fudan. We had such an amazing time. Bittersweet moment and my friend really liked them. I was so scared that she wasn’t gonna click with them or say something crazy but man it was a good time! We had these amazing cakes, reminisced about our times in China, we even talked about bitcoin and the future of currency and investing along with lots of good laughs.

matches-art: Surely nothing bad will come from this arrangement…

matches-art:

Surely nothing bad will come from this arrangement…


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They were dancing around one another. Months of it, getting closer, then farther, never quite touchi

They were dancing around one another. Months of it, getting closer, then farther, never quite touching, and never quite moving away far enough that they weren't with one another. It was on the cards, written on the wall, but it was a wall on an apartment that they were going to buy together, at some point in the future. They weren’t quite there yet. 

She wondered what it might be like to be with him, hand clasped in hand, one on her hip, one on his ribs. To be lead by him, or maybe do a little leading of her own. He had a bad habit of letting his stubble turn into a light beard, and she wanted to be the attentive one to catch the problem before it began. She wanted to wake up next to him and run her hand over his face and know that yes, today is the day she gets out the razor and makes him clean. 

He wondered what it might be like to have her under his thumb, a waltz, a tango. Alternate steps, rising and swelling to the music, before it diminished into something altogether placid, calm and tranquil once they were both spent against the sheets that clung to them like satisfaction. They’d pant, his a deep, slow movement that made his chest swell. Her’s a little faster, more spontaneous. She was always more spontaneous. It made his surprises all the more surprising. 

She got a little closer. He got a little closer. He thought what it might be like to wrap a hand around her throat. She thought what it might be like to feel him come inside her. A little closer. She wondered what the word ‘Mine’ might sound falling from his lips like an atom bomb. He mused on the mewling she’d make when she was gagged, teased and unable to get away. A little closer. A blindfold. Marker pen scrawling 'Slut’ across her stomach. A little closer. A languid, morning-gravelled voice ordering her on what to wear that day. Her in the kitchen. Him in the kitchen. Cooking together. Watching Tv together. A little closer. 

She stepped on his toes. He didn’t mind. They laughed. A little closer.


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harta:

If you’re LGBT reblog and tag with your opinion on beer.

So many thoughts. So many memories

So many thoughts. So many memories


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i trust no one but my klonopin and even that ONLY to help me sleep

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