Blood Status: Secretly a muggleborn. He was adopted by a prestigious wizarding family at the age of 4, who decided to obliviate him so he would believe he’s a biological member of the family
Everyone thinks he’s Regulus Black’s son, that’s the main reason of his loneliness
Can secretly speak parseltongue
Doesn’t like quidditch matches or places where he has to be surrounded by a big crew
Made four friends on the Hogwarts express in his first year but lost them when he got sorted into Slytherin
Doesn’t have many friends but he’s quite close to Hyungwon
Loves poetry, nature and art
Reads a lot
Talks with paintings, actually, this really helps him with his classes
Has a big crush on a lovely Ravenclaw student but he’s scared that she might look down on him
Let me tell you something
She thinks he’s one of the bravest students at Hogwarts
He’s a really kind hearted guy with an immense love to magic and its surroundings who wants someone to understand him and a big family
★not big on pda, purely because the others will either make fun of him, or just embarrass him. when you’re alone he’ll take care of you.
★forcing you into his hoodie or tossing a blanket around your shoulder if you appear cold. bringing you snacks and drinks even if you decline it.
★please don’t decline it, he just wants to take care of you in the same way that others take care of him
★when watching shows or movies he’ll subtly move closer to you, place his arm around your shoulder, or place his hand on your thigh. despite him being taller than you he’ll make himself appear smaller, placing his head on yours. the only thing that makes him happier than touching you, is when you switch it up, turning towards him and wrapping your arms around his waist practically sitting on his lip.
★both of you would play around with just how you’ll cuddle, but Jisung would definitely just gain the confidence to pull you onto his lap.
★he just wants to touch you, what can he say.
★he’d beg you to sit on his lives, but when you do he won’t be able to stop glancing behind the camera at you. his manager would be the only one actually able to make him focus, but his eyes would constantly go back to you. if he’s dancing every new choreography he attempted he’d look at you waiting for your approval. overall, his manager might have to temporarily ban you from sitting in on lives.
★if you have a bad day, he’ll appear on your door step with snacks and your favorite food and drinks.
★if school work is stressing you out then he’ll ask you to take a break. even if your deadline is in three days, how can you say no to him? this man knows what to do to get what he wants, and he will not take aegyo off the table if it gets you to take a break.
★once you save your work he’ll pull you into his lap, or pull you on top of him. your head laying on his chest, so he’s able to rub your back. he’ll sing or just talk to you about their latest comeback (universe)
★his actual plan was for you to fall asleep, which he completed
★once you’re asleep, I feel like he’d confess. yea, you’re already dating but this man would always just feel the need to confess if you fell asleep around him.
★dates are always well thought out. for example, a picnic. if there any foods you talked about wanting to try, he’s got it. the picnic may not be in an actual park, but he’ll convince someone to let him onto the roof of the building.
★he’d of course have the softest, thickest blanket he could find, along with spare blankets and pillows. if you shift even once he’ll assume you’re uncomfortable and get you another one so that you can be comfortable.
★cupcakes from the bakery you always wanted to, that menu item you’d been questioning from your favorite restaurant along with Jisung’s favorite foods (just in case you didn’t like yours)
★he’d bring you up there maybe an hour before sunset, by the time you’d finish eating and joking around the sun would be setting. my man loves to cuddle, he’s pulling you into his lap so that you can watch the sun set and the moon rise. fairy lights are strung up around just so that it’s not too dark, but it still allows you to watch the stars
★Jisung will actually confess after a date. and once more, yea you’re already together but he’d still feel the need to tell you. will definitely leave you crying, and he might panic at first, but once you say I love you back he’ll relax, and might even laugh at your extreme reaction
★yea I need a boyfriend.
(a series that I’ll be trying to push out during exam week)
despite the way he acts I believe he’d want to be cared for occasionally
of course he’ll make you breakfast (when he’s able to) before big exams or important interviews, and after sex he’ll run you a bath and help clean you up before cuddling for the rest of the night but he also wants that in return. he won’t ever shy away from you brushing his hair, or helping him take off his makeup after photo shoots and concerts.
some of your sweetest moments happened while he was sitting on the edge of the bathtub, watching you move around the bathroom, getting the makeup cleaner (because you hate the wipes that the staff provide) and gently wiping all of the makeup off of his face. on days when his hair is coated in hairspray and gel you’ll also help him wash it. he could do it himself, but he’d never reject the opportunity to have you baby him
every time you throw away the cotton ball he’ll take it as an opportunity to grab your wrist and pull you into a kiss, or compliment you and watch you fight a small as you swat him away and tell him to close his eyes
and he won’t be telling you how the makeup artists actually offer to take it off for him, or how the stylists offers to wash it. who is he to ever not advantage of you caring for him
in the same way he cares for you. helping you with your tricky hairstyles, or helping you take out your braids (for my black girls/boys)
dates may not that planned out, but it’s only because he believes they’re actually better spontaneous. such as dragging you out of the house after you tell him great nows in order to take you to dinner, or out to play games at an arcade.
he’s also completely for a shopping date. will buy as many matching outfits as possible, until you or his wallet stops him (but this is something he’s willing to go in debt for)
anything you look at he’ll buy it for you. is more childish on dates, even just shopping ones. he’ll drag you to the food court and take as many free samples as he can, or take you to get ice cream before pulling you into the connect movie theater. he’ll buy all of the snacks, popcorn, slashes, and drinks that you want.
whenever his meter runs out, the date will be taken back to your place or the dorm. ending the night in either of your beds, cuddling and talking about the day you’ve had
cuddling with jaemin is one of the most intimate things you guys do. sex is great and all, but having jaemin trail his fingers absentmindedly over your thighs, or just place his hand over your stomach while his head rests on your chest is the best form of relaxation. (he’s also a boob man, so his hand may wonder to cup of your breasts)
sex? with the na jaemin? oh you will be treated no less than a divine entity
this man will treat your body like a sculpture, because to him it is a masterpiece. will never be done unless you orgasm. he feels as if he was made to cater to you, so why would he ever let you feel unsatisfied? hands running down your side, kisses placed anywhere you’d stated a previous insecurity. you will leave feeling as if you are the most gorgeous person on the planet.
and the off chance that you stop feeling it halfway through? jaemin will probably realize it before you even tell him and stop. he will make sure your comfortable and the night will end the same way it would’ve if you finished having sex.
a shower together, complete with him washing your hair and not allowing you to lift a finger to actually wash yourself. and once your clean, both of you will climb back into a clean bed and cuddle the night away
he says I love you twenty times away, with no qualms over anyone being near or if they say anything. all of them are too scared to tease him anyway, not after he pulled you into an intense make out session after they teased him over kissing you on the cheek.
almost forgot, we all know he likes cooking so cooking dates will also be a big thing. you know that little clip of haechan singing and rubbing against Jaemin’s back? that’s y'all except instead of complaining jaemin has his little soft smile on his face, and when he gets to a good stopping point he’ll turn around and wrap his arms around, peppering your face with kisses and calling you a mix of baby and cutie.
sometimes they’re like that clip of him and jeno making the cakes, you’re doing all the work and he’s goofing off for most of it. those occasions always end with the both of you having a food fight, more often then not you’re throwing flour at each other and coating the floor and counters with it. whoever started the fight has to clean up all of the flour, but one of you caves and helps the other clean up before hopping into the shower together. that can end how ever you want
When everyone says he’s written by a women they aren’t kidding. He is by far, the sweetest, kindest and most respectful boyfriend alive. When he’s pretending at least.
This fiery Aries always has a sweet spot for you, making sure you have tickets to all of their concerts (And 127 & WayV if you really wanna go) and a safe place to stand during them
Incredibly protective over you, you’re not an idol you aren’t used to the chaos, and he refuses to run the risk of you being harmed when he could do something to prevent it. So concerts, you’re always either in the front row with security hovering you so Renjun can see you on stage, or in their dressing room backstage, watching the monitor. When you’re out on dates he’ll make sure that he’s unrecognizable.
Hoodie on, beanie on, mask all the way up. He’ll go so far as to wear one of your hoodies if it fits just to make sure they don’t recognize any of his. If their is a scandal Renjun is going straight to Taeyong to help him take it down, or minimize the impact.
With being protective he is also a show off, on the rare occasions where he’s allowed to bring you to award shows everything will match. His tie and your dress, your hair styles both have to be perfect, even your makeup colors will match the others outfit. And when it’s time for photos he’ll let you get a few individual to allow you to truly shine the way he knows you should.
Surprisingly not jealous. He’s incredibly secure in his spot, and knows that there is no one else able to handle your attitude, or spoiledness, or insecurity the way that he is able to. His spot is so set in concrete that he may be too nonchalant at time. It’ll take one of the members flirting with you for him to truly become a little jealous, pulling you onto his lap, or pressing a kiss to your cheek when he starts to actually feel grumpy about all the attention you’re receiving.
In the same manner as Jeno I see Renjun being incredibly caring in bed. Maybe a little kinkier than Jeno, he’s definitely a switch, happy to give and receive at any moment. No preference anything that happens in the moment is good for him, if you decide to pin him underneath of you he won’t fight back. You need him to fuck the thoughts out of your mind, will be for it.
He’s really against hurting you, or planning out scenes. Hitting you is comparably different to choking and he will continue to spread it like gospel every time you (jokingly) argue with him against him. The thought of bruising your skin, or purposefully hitting you doesn’t sit right with him.
And planning scenes ruin the flow of things. When it just happens on a day off, or when all of the members leave the dorm it’ll just happen. Renjun believes intimacy flows more when you’re just enjoying the moment and not “acting”.
But on the same side, you can’t argue with him against it because every time is a new experience. Renjun will consistently switch it up so it’s never boring. One day he’ll end you over the counter, fulfilling both of your exhibitionist streak and the next he’ll have you on his lap, legs spread and facing the mirror as he watches you get yourself off. Expect the unexpected.
Date nights are actually date days. Typically starting when the sun rises, a mix of the various different cafes he wants to try, o the candy store that you begged him to take you to despite his diet (he caved of course, surrounded by everything sweet along with the candy), ending by the Han River to watch the sun disappear behind the buildings as the stars came out. He brought you a star, along with telling you “he finally found something brighter to you”, so on these nights you’ll both look for it
And if the next day there’s a scandal due to Dispatch spotting the both of you kissing under the moonlight, accompanied by pictures of you too holding each other close, maybe Renjun won’t be so fast to get this one taken down
This absolutely gorgeous man as your boyfriend? More likely than you’d think
From the start Jeno was a gentleman, he originally attracted you due to him being gentle and kind albeit a bit quiet. He didn’t lay it on thick, but he wasn’t subtle about his affection either. He’d bring you his favorite snacks, or something he’d like at first until he learned more about you.
He’d do a grand but small gesture to ask you to be his girlfriend or confess. Spending the day at beach under the sun, enjoying the feeling of just being together uninterrupted (he tried to have dates at the dorms but the others would just bother you)
Both of you would be having so much fun, playing in the waves splashing each other, Jeno pretending to throw you in the water only so he can feel you wrap your arms around him. Once both of you are exhausted and back on the beach, he’d be too busy staring to realize your suggestions about lunch.
Jeno is a when the right moment comes so he’d never planned to confess, but he couldn’t help confessing once you looked back at him.
Once you accept his confession, and admit your feelings that’s when the Jeno we all know and love fully comes out. He becomes weirder, sending you the weirdest TikTok videos, along with random messages about whatever he’s looking at it.
Wouldn’t be nervous to constantly text you about his feelings, or just say ‘I love you’ in thew middle of shopping. He is incapable of hiding his feelings for you, so why try?
Big on PDA, but will tone it down if you are uncomfortable. Walking the streets and sees Dispatch? Absolutely shameless, will wrap his arm around your waist and hold you closer, or press a kiss to your cheek. See one of your exes, will back hug and place his head on your shoulder, all the while just staring at you ex until he leaves.
When you’re not big on PDA he’ll keep it simple at hand holding, or placing a hand on the small of your back. When you’re alone however Jeno can’t keep himself off of you. If you’re already laying on your back he’ll place his head on your chest and wrap his arms around you.
He’s a boobs guy, by far. If his door is locked ( Jisung had walked in on your cuddling after sex and been scared) he’ll slide his hand under your shirt and grab your boob. His favorite foreplay is playing with your boobs, groping them, playing with your nipples sucking on them if it involves your boobs he likes them
Sex with Jeno is by far the best. If he’s your first all his touches are super gentle and sweet, making sure you’re comfortable and asking consent every step of the way. He’ll make sure that everything he does blows your mind, head game will absolutely blow you away. Will also happily teach you anything you want to know, makes sure that both of you are constantly satisfied in the bedroom
If you’ve already had sex before Jeno will absolutely fuck your life up. After having a conversations surrounding your kinks Jeno will make sure to put them in every time he smoothly can (I don’t see him being really kinky). If you like choking, whenever the two of you are alone he’ll wrap his hand around your throat and pull you in for a kiss.
He’s not possessive, more territorial. Doesn’t care if you’re talking with friends, or with his group mates won’t bat an eye. As stated above when it’s your ex, or paparazzi attempting to create a scandal he’ll do what needs to be done.
Almost forgot about this, but gaming? You cannot interrupt him from a game. He lives with three other men (five if you count Shotaro and Sungchan) noises and people barging in his room do little to distract him. There are three ways to properly pull him from a game, playing the game with him and purposefully throwing. He won’t get mad at you if he loses, he’ll be super supporting knowing that you don’t play as much as him, or that you’re only playing for him. After a few rounds, and minutes of fake pouting he’ll turn the game off and drag you over to his bed, turning a movie on and turning his attention to you.
Second and third are both NSFW. Second is simply teasing, whether your making sure to do a promiscuous TikTok, or rubbing on his thigh as you sit in the living room. He is only but so strong and only a few minutes of having you rubbing up on, or twerking in front of him will have him rock hard and turning the game off. Third is along the same vein, cockwarming. He’d beg you, making his eyes all big to try and convince you to sit on him while he games, promising that you’ll be closer (that’s a lie, you’re already best friends) and it’ll help both of you relax. He didn’t think it through, after only a few minutes of you sitting on him, he won’t be able to think properly. You’ll tease him by telling him to finish the match then you’ll let him fuck you, but after watching him die continuously he’ll throw the remote down before thrusting up in into you.
I also don’t see him being very aggressive in bed, but he is rough unconsciously due to pent up stress. Aftercare with him is a nice warm bubble bath, he’ll wash you happily before sliding one of his shirts over you, loving how the white contrasted the purple bruises left over you. Once both of you are comfy in bed, he’ll happily just think about how you’re the best thing that’s happened to him
And if he thinks about his future proposal? He’ll make sure that the ring is just gorgeous as you
get right into this. don’t call him Donghyuck or even Haechan. this man will dramatically claim that you don’t love him, and it will be the full works.
I mean pouting, sulking, you know that little glare he gives the members when they tease him? that exact look. full silent treatment until you finally give in and call him baby, sun, or bear. he’ll still be dramatic afterwards, but will force you to cuddle him and give him lots of attention
he has two different dates in mind
date number one is taking you out to a restaurant, dressing up incredibly nice just to take you to Applebees just because he wants to show you off. these are majority of time randomly planned, he just texts you date at 6, dress formal would even convince one of the managers or one of his 127 hyungs to drive you two around for the night
date number two is getting takeout, and playing video games all night. we know how this man thinks and that he loves his video games, combining his two favorite things you and video games is all this man could wish for. overwatch and valorant are two negatives as he gets wayyyy tooo competitive and you frankly just aren’t the best player compared to him. so your chosen game is Mario kart or party, or occasionally you convince him to play animal crossing or the sims with you
granted, if you convince him to play the sims with you, he spends most of the time just creating his character to look “exactly” like him (looks nothing like him) and forcing him to play videogames 24/7, and in animal crossing he’ll happily stroll around behind you as you pick berries from the trees and talk to your villagers.
either way both date nights end with sex. when you’re playing video games and staying in he’ll convince you to cockwarm him while you both play. this is 100% a set up because whenever he’s losing he’ll move or thrust up into you so that you lose your focus. you’ll figure out what he’s doing and will return the favor which ends up in the two of you just having sex
when you go out, he’ll definitely tease you for most of the night out, until you practically jump in the back of the car (which has caused Doyoung, and Mark to swear off ever driving you around, while Johnny and Jaehyun know to never take their eyes off the road.
deeper on intimacy with this man, he is selfish. everything he does is truly just for his own pleasure, but don’t think that means he’s bad in bed. this man knows exactly how to touch you to make you sensitive which gets you out of the picture, so then he can focus more on himself knowing that you’ve already cum three times before he’s even put his dick in you
in love with marks. can’t get enough of them, but since the makeup artists and managers both yelled at him for it since he “accidentally” let you give him some on his neck the night before a concert he makes sure to cover you with them.
will spend a good thirty minutes just sucking bruises along your neck, thighs, hips, chest anywhere that he can place them.
jealous, incredibly jealous.
with certain members of 127 he won’t find a problem with you talking to them. Taeil, Taeyong he knows that they would never let it go further than friendly chatting. absolutely knows that nothing could possibly happen with most of the 127 members.
Mark and Jaehyun however? he will get very jealous. will wrap his arms around your waist, or place a kiss on your cheek. it’s not that he doesn’t trust you or them, but the irrational part of him sees those two as competition, especially due to Mark being SM’s golden boy, and Jaehyun being seen as the most attractive member he’ll feel some type of away, especially because flirting comes second nature to Jaehyun.
despite his jealousy he is the sweetest boyfriend. always takes care of you despite a little bit of teasing, give you his jacket if it’s cold outside (not without also talking your head off about being irresponsible for forgetting it)
the rare occasions he convinces you to stay the night at the dorm will do everything he can to make sure you’re comfortable. despite him trusting his hyungs, he will make sure that none of them step out of the line, that they keep their shirts on and don’t make too many racy jokes in front of you.
the morning afters is spent talking softly, planning your day together or planning the next time you’ll see together. his favorite cuddling position is laying on top of you, his head resting on your chest. sometimes he behaves himself in this position, placing sweet kisses on any area of skin that is available, other times he’ll let his hands slide over your hips and waist, if you get upset that he’s handsy he’ll just smile sweetly at you in order for you to let it go
Request: “can u pls do dating poly! sunmi and chungha hehe love ur acc!!”
“hi! could i request a dating poly!sunmi x chungha thanku”
A/N:wow i really love these girls so much we STAN
- C
ur very own tol and smol gf what more could you want
they look like the baddest bitches in town but they’re secretly big softies behind closed doors
They definitely prefer dates home 1000%, they both struggle to go outside without paparazzi or dispatch hunting them down and starting rumours
Chungha and Sunmi always post on social media together, enough that everyone knows they’re friends but not enough to know they’re secretly dating
plus if their fans ever started a fanwar with each other they’d quench it immediately, before the flames of the fight spread and no one wanted to see them together again
Fangirling!!! Over!!! Other!!! Girls!!!
y'all women are so pretty and you three take time every day to talk about upcoming idols and your favourite celebrities
plus watching dramas together and picking out the characters that you would 10/10 date or nah
but then you realise your girls are actually celebrities and probably see these people on a daily basis
at the start of the relationship, Chungha was always so polite, doing the most to impress you and Sunmi and never leaving a smile stray away from your face
but now that she knows you and is close with you she’s so much more herself, always making dumb jokes and fulfilling her full crackhead potential
but she’s also not afraid to talk about when she’s upset and just wants to vent and be cuddled by her babies
Sunmi is probably the one who struggles most with her emotions out of all of you, and it takes a lot for her to open up
but eventually she always does, pouring our her heart as she sandwiched between you and Chungha as you wipe her tears away, listening to every single word she has to say and making her feel as comfortable as possible
its the kind of relationship where you’re not afraid to speak up and share what’s been going on, and you know you’ll always be listened to and respected
the best part after venting is always the cuddles after, feeling so much lighter now that your problems are out in the open and no longer weighing you down
Whenever yall actually do end up going out for dates, it ends up being a full-on fashion show, and Sunmi and Chungha love to dress you up and show you off, hyping you up so much before you even step out the door
your confidence in yourself has improved insanely since you met your girls, they’re just so genuinely in love and smitten with you that you can’t help but really take their words to heart
grocery shopping together cuz it makes you feel like a married couple uwu
arguments over who gets to be the one to sit in the trolley (the shopping cart, for all my American bros)
but Chungha just pouts and always gets her way, smiling happily as you and Sunmi throw all your goodies in with her
It’s gotten to the point where you don’t just borrow each others clothes, you basically have one collective wardrobe and you’re not even sure who owns what anymore
that don’t matter tho cuz u all stay lookin cuts 24/7
wine nights in with the gals, spending hours bitching about the industry and putting the world to rights
when you guys need to clean up your house you don’t just clean up, you perfORM
the duster turns into a microphone, the freshly polished wood floors turn into the slipperiest dance floors, and nothing will stop you when you get that music going
plus, instead of singing, you have a competition to see who can fLaWlEsSlY scream out the lyrics the best (f to pay respects to your vocal cords)
Queue the karaoke dates
that always end up turning chaotic as soon as you start ordering drinks and really start hitting those fabulous off key high notes, all of you still screaming into one microphone
Movie nights where Chungha is like “You better both wear these matching onesies or I will FIGHT”
plus being made go to the shop to stock up on more snacks while you’re still in the onesies, it’s really a great time for everyone
Travelling together!
whether it be to a hotel in Korea, or halfway across the world, you all love going to new places together, no matter where it is
So many good memories are made together, you swear that you’ve experienced so much more with Sunmi and Chungha by your side, and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
NSFW From Here:
It really is a struggle to keep yourself in check while watching Chungha or Sunmi perform
they just exude such power and big dick energy when they’re on stage doing their thing that it leaves you weak in the knees
you really are their baby whether you like it or not, they have you wrapped around their little fingers
when they tell you to wear a skirt…. do it. trust me you gonna be the one benefiting baby
The worst part is when they make you sit in the middle seat of the car, chatting innocently to the driver why they let their hands tease you in every way possible
fucking in the recording studio for ‘inspiration’
also in the dance practise room, because Sunmi is a big fan of mirrors, she really likes to see everything she can
Sunmi is also definitely the one who always has her phone out, recording and taking as many pictures of you two so she can save them for later
She’s definitely the one in control most of the time too when Chungha isn’t joining in on teasing the shit out of you
kitchen counters are your guys’ favourite place, shit happens in your kitchen way more than you would ever like to admit
quickies backstage definitely happen more often than not
Chungha definitely has a hand kink, and she’s not afraid to give in to her temptations
so when she cranes her neck while you’re fucking her, you better wrap your pretty hands around her neck and make her go crazy beneath you
10/10 open for trying whatever new thing that sounds exciting to all of you
soft kisses and softer cuddles afterwards,,, you’ll need the rest anyway, because you know you’ll be struggling to walk after all that
[masterlist in bio] 30 january 2020 a/n: i felt good about woo’s so pls at least read his,,,also members under the cut since this is so long oops
warning: implications of sex, vulgar language
s e o n g h w a ♡
he finds it funny, really
the fact that he’d spent so much time focusing on you and you only, had given up so much for you and you just took advantage of him like it was nothing
it’s hilarious to him to look back on how fucking stupid he’d been to ignore the feeling in his gut and try to wait it out in hopes of his suspicions being false
but of course, like everything else, it was too good to be true
he’s been waiting for you to come home for a good few hours now
you haven’t been answering your phone at all and god knows where you are at this hour
and this isn’t the first time either. but seonghwa doesn’t like being by himself, so he always goes back to the dorms during these situations. and you know that
but you don’t know this time he’s decided to wait, to see what’s really going on, if it’s really worth staying and trusting you
when he finally hears the lock of the door clicking, he’s up against the counter in the kitchen with his arms folded over his chest that’s moving heavily up and down
and it only gets worse when he hears not only you giggling, but also another voice he doesn’t recognize
he harshly knocks down a chair on his way into the living room, storming all the way to the man whose neck you’ve attached your lips to, grabbing him by the collar and swinging his fist into his jaw as hard as he can
kicking him a couple more times as he falls to the ground
you’re terrified of what seonghwa’s going to do to him or what he’s going to do to you
but there’s no point. he’s too much of a gentleman to ever lay a hand on you
so all he does is scream and shout at you about how he shouldn’t have stayed, how dumb he was to believe your lies, how he should have been able to see right through you the whole time
and he hopes you’re fucking happy with the douchebag bleeding on the floor and if you want to be with him so much take him and leave, your stuff will be outside in the morning
after you’re gone, it’s hard for him to think. maybe it’s because he’s tired
or he’s completely hopeless from losing the one thing that kept him sane
but is now causing the worst pain he never thought he’d feel
h o n g j o o n g ♡
he’s been too busy with work to notice how distant you’ve become the past few weeks
and maybe it’s his own fault this happened since he hasn’t made time for you
but he’s still hurt and heartbroken and it’s still not a good enough excuse to throw away everything he’s done for you
hongjoong told you he’d be home before you go to bed, but he finds himself caught up in work again, losing track of time
he curses at himself under his breath, haphazardly grabbing his things to get to you as quickly as possible
he wants to make it up to you, he really does
but the idea’s completely thrown out the window as he opens the door to find you on the couch with another man
he stumbles in shock, not sure what to do or say
all you do is give him a small look and stand up slowly, calmly beginning to speak as if you’ve been expecting this to happen
it’s not that hongjoong doesn’t want to hear your explanation, just that he physically can’t
his breathing and heartbeat are too fast to consider safe. his vision begins to blur, but he doesn’t know if it’s from tears or because he’s beginning to feel lightheaded
heloved you. he gave you everything he could for you and you didn’t care
he told you in the beginning time management would be difficult and if it was going to be a problem to talk to him
you stepped on his heart and spit on it like he means nothing to you
he doesn’t realize he’s been screaming or crying until his fist comes in contact with the wall. he also notices you haven’t said anything or tried to justify yourself at all
he shakily turns his head in your direction but your eyes are somewhere else, arms folded over your chest and an almost-guilty look on your face
and he looks at the boy he assumes is the one you’ve been with. he’s practically in the same stance as you, trying not to get caught up in everything
the room feels hot. too hot for hongjoong to stay
so he walks past you and begins to grab some things, thanking himself for never leaving too much at your place
he leaves without another word. he wanted to tell you how much he fucking hates you, but then he’d be lying through his teeth
you don’t deserve to be hated anyway, and he silently wishes you the best because all he’s every wanted is for you to be happy
and if he can’t give it to you, he’s more than satisfied to let you find something else to take his place
y u n h o ♡
maybe he should have listened to the guys all the times they’d told him they’d had a bad feeling about you from the beginning
or maybe he should have just put in a little bit more effort, giving you more than you’d ever wanted
but there’s no point in thinking about that now. it’s too late.
he’ll never be able to describe the feeling of walking in on the love of his life with their legs wrapped around another man’s waist
the man you said was nothing more than a coworker. the constant meet-ups for “work purposes” were clearly just quick fucks behind yunho’s back
he’s angry, sure. that’s a given
but he’s more confused and insecure and broken-down than anything
what did he do wrong? what does this man give you that he doesn’t? did you ever really love him?
tears are already streaming down his cheeks as he screams for the man to get the fuck out of his house
but as soon as he’s gone, yunho goes quiet except for the sobs that escape his throat
he wants to talk. to know what happened when. and he’s willing to give you another chance
he knows he shouldn’t. he doesn’t want to think about what the guys would say about this
but he loves you way too much to ever let you go like this
his feelings for you could rival that of someone who was genuinely obsessed. a stalker, if you were willing to go that far
he’s willing to do anything to keep you by his side. you two can move on together
but when you tell him there’s no moving on, there’s nothing the world has to offer the two of you anymore
he falls to the ground in pieces
he’s crying so hard he barely makes any noise
he can’t breathe. he’s shaking. he wants everything to stop
he begs and begs and begs for you to stay. he can’t live without you
yunho can barely hear your apology as you step around him and walk out in the direction of your new lover, leaving him on the floor alone with his demons
he’d spend the next nights wondering what he did wrong
what he could have done differently to have made you stay
his body is completely drained of energy. every night he limps to the bed, alone, to cry himself to sleep
ever so slightly hoping he doesn’t wake up
y e o s a n g ♡
yeosang is a very attentive man. he should have been able to pick up on all the little things that would have led to this situation
but you’re a very secretive person. good enough to keep it from him for however long this shit has been going on.
it hurts that he found out through a friend. he doesn’t know if it would have been better for him to see it directly, but he’s still glad he didn’t.
wooyoung had pulled him aside a few weeks ago to tell him that he’d seen you kissing someone he didn’t recognize. but yeosang didn’t want to believe it
so he waited it out and paid close attention to your actions. he can’t really tell what’s different, but it doesn’t add up nonetheless
and yeosang is not a confrontational person in the slightest
so when he comes to you with a simultaneously angry and terrified look on his face, you already know you’re in shit
he’s direct and straight to the point. not that you’d expect anything else from him
“are you seeing someone else?”
it doesn’t take a psychologist to recognize the way you tear your gaze away from him and try to hide the pure guilt on your face
you don’t answer. so he repeats his question, but harsher and louder and more aggressive.
“are you fucking cheating on me? fucking answer me, y/n!”
he’s already zoned you out by the time you start spitting apologies from your lips
he doesn’t understand what he did wrong
he took care of you
he dropped everything for you the second you called
he put you before everything
he’s been through absolute hell for you
but you really took that for granted
and the fact that you’ve had the audacity to tell him you love him? you’re a fucking liar
yeosang doesn’t hate many things, but liars definitely top the list
but he’s never really encountered liars like you. nobody’s ever gone that far to rip his heart out and stomp on it
so he doesn’t know what else to do other than run out of the apartment and let his legs carry him as far as they can take him
he doesn’t know where he’s going
he can’t tell if he’s crying or if the cold wind is making his eyes water
but as long as he can get as far away from you as he possibly can, it doesn’t really matter at the moment.
s a n ♡
though san is one of the members to fall the hardest, he’s attentive and mature enough to know when things aren’t going as well as they used to be
he’s noticed you’ve been a bit more distant lately
you’ve been on your phone a lot and have been staying out later
and more often you have excuses to not spend time with him, so of course he already has his suspicions
but he’s been terrified of saying or doing something in fear of being wrong and damaging your trust
until now, a little past two-thirty in the morning when you get a text from a name he’s noticed on your phone before
and you must have not been smart enough to change your passcode, he thinks as he opens the message to find pictures of you he’s never seen even though he’s the only one who should have
his blood begins to boil, but not as much as it would have had he not already figured you’ve been doing things behind his back
he quietly slips out of bed so as not to wake you up, but the action is completely pointless once he picks up your phone and hurls it at the farthest wall as hard as he possibly can, a loud grunt escaping his throat
your body shoots up, confused as to what san is making such noise for
but it clicks when you flick the light on and see san’s stance
his hands are balled into fists so tight his knuckles are white, his face red and scrunched up in anger
there are darkness and betrayal clear in his eyes, almost making you scared of what he’s going to do
there’s a lot of things he wants to do, but all he can is yell and let his emotions out
how he shouldn’t have let this played out so long
how he believed you when you told him you loved him and no one else
he screams for you to get out, but the only direction you move in is towards him in an attempt to convince him to let you stay
all you did was make it worse. you don’t deserve to stay
he picks up the framed picture of the two of you and throws it the same way he did your phone, finally causing you to leave
he doesn’t care if you don’t have your stuff or if he’s sending you on your own in the middle of the night. you don’t matter to him now
you could get hit by a car for all he cares, and he’d think you deserved it
all that matters is that he’s finally gotten everything taken care of and never has to see you again
m i n g i ♡
unless there’s been a fight between the two of you, it’s rare that mingi’s in a bad mood when you’re around him, even if he’s had the literal shittiest day in all of human history
you’re the first person he goes to when he needs someone to lean on or listen to him rant about everything on his mind
you don’t even have to do anything to make him feel better. just the thought of you makes his heart beat faster with pure love and gratefulness that he found you
so it’s really unexpected when you, the sole person he’s willing to give up his life for, do the exact opposite of what you normally do
today wasn’t a particularly stressful one, but he’s still dying to lie in your arms and listen to the soft thumping of your heart right now
he goes to make his way to your shared bedroom, already walking a bit slowly from being so worn out from practice
but all of his movements cease–including his breathing and probably his heartbeat, too–when he takes his first steps into the hallway
there you are, pinned up against the wall by somebody he recognizes to be “just a friend” from a while back
he notices how you scramble away from your partner when you realize he’s standing there, so you do know that what you’re doing is wrong
so why are you still doing it?
he has so many emotions right now he doesn’t even know how he’s feeling
but it absolutely tears him up inside
did you ever really love him? was he just a toy to you?
he’s useless. of course it was too good to be true. nobody could ever love him. he was stupid to think that you shared the same feelings he had for you
the other man’s already left the house by now. i’ll stop by later, he said. it just made the situation worse.
he’s rambling and he’s crying and he’s bumping into things trying to back away from you
don’t fucking touch him. he wants to say it. he tries, but the words get caught between sobs in his throat
it feels almost as if he’s dreaming. it’s what he wants to believe, anyway. so he doesn’t bother stopping you when you wrap your arms around his body and pull his head into your chest, dropping to your knees on the floor where he sits now
he lets you cradle him even though he knows you shouldn’t. he’s so, so confused.
it’s a hard debate in his head, whether or not to leave
he loves you way too much to ever even think of letting you go
maybe, he thinks, there’s a solution. everyone deserves a second chance, right…?
w o o y o u n g ♡
wooyoung is someone who falls in love easily. and when he does, the feelings are extremely strong to where it takes a lot to let go
he forgives and forgives because he loves you so much and he’s given you his entire soul to take care of
but never has he expected you’d crush it just like that
a few hours ago, he texted you to let you know he’s coming home early
he didn’t get a reply, so he assumed you were busy or simply taking a nap
god, how he wishes that were the case
he gently closes the door and sets his bags down before padding to the bedroom, trying to be quiet just in case you’re asleep
it’s only now that he hears sounds that definitely don’t sound like snores
sounds that definitely aren’t coming from you
the feeling of his heartbeat pounding against his ribcage is almost terrifying when met with his hands shaking without rhythm
he prays you’re just watching a video and you’re by yourself and he can just walk in and take care of you
but when he opens the door, he’s greeted with the sight of you on your knees with hands that aren’t his in your hair
he’s flooded with so many emotions—anger, fear, heartbreak—that he doesn’t even notice your partner scrambling to pull his pants up or you walking closer with your hands out, struggling to find an explanation
tears completely blur his vision as he tries to back away from you, not yet knowing what to say or do
but his mind takes over and his voice gets loud, slamming his fist against the doorframe, screaming for the two of you to get out and never come back
he screams and punches his fist against the wall, not caring if you can hear from outside and not stopping until blood is visibly dripping from his knuckles down his forearm
he’s angry at himself for not being so naïve, angry at you for taking advantage of him, angry at god for allowing something so terrible to happen to him
and the anger fizzles into sorrow, and the sorrow fizzes into hopelessness
and all he can do from here is curl against the wall and cry until his head pounds at the tempo of his broken heart
j o n g h o ♡
it all began when you started calling someone’s name in your sleep. a name that wasn’t jongho’s.
he didn’t know who he assumed it to be, but he tried not to think too much of it
he should have, though
the last time he hears you call that name, you’re not asleep
you’re lying on the couch, yes, but you’re just as awake as he is
his first reaction is shocked. this was not what he expected to come home to. hell, he didn’t even know you were gonna be here, let alone cheat on him
his second reaction is angry. he’s fucking pissed at the person whose was sitting between your legs moments ago, a place jongho thought was reserved for him and him only. who is he to think he has the same rights?
then he’s pissed at you. who the fuck do you think you are, letting some stranger go down on you on the same couch you sat with your boyfriend just last night, telling him you loved him?
then he’s pissed at himself. he should have known better. he didn’t see any signs, but he should have picked up on them. they had to have been there
the way his brows furrow and his nose scrunches puts a terrifying expression on his face. you’ve never seen him like this, and it was probably for the best
he tells the man simply to get the fuck out. when he doesn’t do it quick enough, jongho grabs him up by the collar and knocks his fist square into his jaw before practically throwing him out the door and slamming it shut hard enough for a nearby picture to fall off of the wall
his third reaction is denial. he’s shaking when he turns back around to you. he begs you to tell him it’s all a dream. tell him it’s just some sick prank and none of this ever really happened and everything can go back to how it was yesterday
it breaks your heart to see the rivers already streaming endlessly down his cheeks
his last sliver of hope disappears, however, when you only respond with apologies. you can’t even think of an excuse to give him. he would find that funny if he weren’t in this current situation
his final reaction his heartbreak. there’s no going back. how long has this been going on? he wonders. but he doesn’t bother to ask
he turns just enough to be able to punch the wall hard enough to leave a hole before plodding past you to the bedroom, not even sparing a glance at you
“i want all your shit out of here by the time i wake up.” it’s not a suggestion, even with the lack of authority in his voice. he sounds so drained, so helpless, so broken inside.
he doesn’t know why he’s lying in bed. he’s not tired. he can’t sleep
all it does is remind him of you. but it’s a good place to cry, he supposes. locked out from the world. just him, himself, and he. nobody else.
[masterlist in bio] 29 october 2019 a/n: for some reason it was rly difficult to think of different bullets for everyone ????? and to find gifs that match ?? so i apologize for the extreme vagueness
r e n j u n ♡
pls do it all the time
kinda sees it as something intimate so he feels rly connected to u
loves kissing ur neck but doesn’t do it nearly as often
bc as just stated it seems intimate n he’d rather do it in more serious scenarios
sometimes hints for u to do it but never says it out loud
j e n o ♡
can never stop smiling
hugging him from behind and kissing the back of his neck ??
waking him up w neck kisses ??
L O V E
chances are a some point he has a couple pictures of it cs it’s too cute
d o n g h y u c k ♡
actually rly rly loves it too
likes it when u leave marks too but normally doesn’t let u
just kinda runs his fingers thru ur hair and lets you do ur thing while he scrolls thru his phone or smth
teases u about ur “obsession w his neck”
but is only joking cs he deffo doesn’t want u to stop
j a e m i n ♡
thinks it’s super cute ^^
like if u’re just lying down cuddling n all of a sudden u wanna kiss his neck
he’s dEFINITELY not complaining
will also surprise attack you with his own kisses
depending on his mood will take it as flirty or playful, good luck trying to figure out before hand tho
c h e n l e ♡
unsurprisingly likes it just as much as u
idk he just rly likes the feel of it ?? thinks it’s so nice
deffo does it to u just as much as the other way around
like the guys’ll walk in on y’all n y’all’ll just be mwah mwah mwah all the goddamn time ykno
probably leaves hickeys so don’t go near 127
i will never forget this day he looks so fINEEEEE
j i s u n g ♡
the first time u left a series of kisses all over his neck he was kinda shy
but he didn’t expect to like it as much as he does
pls don’t do it around ppl tho, it’s embarrassing n he might actually get upset/mad
probably won’t do it to u unless it’s rly casual or a nice makeout sesh
