this took so long to do, but i hope it was worth it
Taeil
“Remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now. Live it, feel it, cling to it. I want to become acutely aware of all I’ve taken for granted.”
Johnny
“If you expect nothing from anybody, you’re never disappointed.”
Taeyong
“I like people too much or not at all. I’ve got to go down deep, to fall into people, to really know them.”
Yuta
“Perhaps some day I’ll crawl back home, beaten, defeated. But not as long as I can make stories out of my heartbreak, beauty out of sorrow.”
Kun
“I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am.”
Doyoung
“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my eyes and all is born again.”
Ten
“And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in my life. And I am horribly limited.”
Jaehyun
“Yes, I was infatuated with you: I am still. No one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. I cut you out because I couldn’t stand being a passing fancy. Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren’t having any of those.”
WinWin
“If the moon smiled, she would resemble you. You leave the same impression of something beautiful, but annihilating.”
Jungwoo
“I felt my lungs inflate with the onrush of scenery—air, mountains, trees, people. I thought, ‘This is what it is to be happy’.”
Lucas
“Kiss me and you will see how important I am.”
Mark
“There must be quite a few things that a hot bath won’t cure, but I don’t know many of them.”
Renjun
“How we need another soul to cling to.”
Jeno
“We should meet in another life, we should meet in air, me and you.”
Haechan
“Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.”
Jaemin
“I didn’t want my picture taken because I was going to cry. I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I’d cry for a week. I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full.”
Chenle
“I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad. Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between.”
Jisung
“Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn.”
been in kind of a funk lately, hope it doesn’t last long
is that a dollhouse or a mini home. Both Mc’s laugh
wait what was that
suddenly a fit of giggles fill the air
ah there it is again
the camera moves into a room with two beds facing each other filled with two little girls staring at each other making small little gestures at each other
“do you think daddy farts in his sleep” One of the girls asks causing the other to begin giggling.
Omo I think we may have interrupted something
“Iris you fart in your sleep” The other replies causing both of them into another fit of giggles
Ah the sound of precious laughter, great way to start the morning
“Primrose, lets go wake up daddy” Iris sighed after catching her breath from the childish laughter.
Both girls fell down to the floor, Iris moving her little bangs out of the way, her sister following behind her.
Omo i think they’re twins
“Primrose look a camera” Iris pointed out, both girls moving towards the moving camera at the door of their bedroom. They started touching the camera and moving their faces towards the camera
wah look at them, they’re so pretty.
“mirror, mirror on the wall who’s prettiest of them all” Primrose asked not exactly getting the phrase right but her smile shining none the less
You Primrose, you!
“You both are Prim”You said tiredly as you entered your daughter’s room
“mummy”Both girls shouted as they tried to climb you.
“good morning girls”You giggled bending down bringing them into your arms.
Ahh is that their mother
look how pretty she is
“did you sleep well”You asked both girls nodding in reply before puckering up their lips
“morning kiss huh?”You asked as they both jumped up quickly
“Yeah mummy” they both said in sync making you laugh at them
You gave each of them a little peck before they attacked your cheeks, little smooch sounds filling the room.
That’s always the best thing to wake up to
right it makes you feel so appreciated
“Should we go make breakfast for daddy hm?”You asked finally moving away from the girl’s kisses
They both nodded eagerly before you smiled and led them to the kitchen
Primrose ran to the kitchen in front of you while Iris walked slowly again moving her bangs out the way before rubbing her eyes. Then noticing the many tents around her living room
“Mummy what are those”Iris asked as she pointed to one of the tents.
“Oh those? why don’t you go ask them hunny”You said as you bent down to help Primrose with her mini apron
“but mummy”Iris said her shiny eyes staring at you in fear, always being the shyer one out of the twins
“It’s ok Iris I bet they’re really nice”You sighed as you walked over to the little girl and patted her soft hair. She looked from you to the tent and grabbed your hand and unintentionally dragged you over, a giggle leaving your mouth.
“Ok look”You smiled and bent down to the tent
“Hello Camera Uncle, this is Iris”You said as you pulled her closer and she shyly waved
ahhh she’s so precious I can’t handle
“Where are all my girls”A deep voice came from the hallway
Oh the new superman, I’m excited
“Daddy”Primrose shouted as she ran over to her father
Iris heard as well and ran over aswell
suddenly the camera moves to the face of the said man
Ah Johnny Seo
Johnny?
Of NCT (Stage montage)
<Interview>
“Hello, I’m Johnny Seo, Father of the 3 year old Seo Twins, Iris and Primrose” He smiled with Iris on his lap
“Hello”They both said bowing their heads
“And I’m Y/N L/N the mother of these adorable twin girls”You said with a smile as twirled Primrose’s pigtails
(How did you meet?)
“Y/n was actually a model with this foreign company that we collabed with and we have this member, Mark he tends to get really awkward around new people but Y/n here broke the ice really quickly and I just clicked with her” Johnny said while looking at you lovingly.
“You’re lucky I actually agreed to that shoot, I was coming down with something that week” You sighed, leaning towards your husband
“Oh my god that was you, Doyoung literally was sneezing for days”He laughed and you just shrugged.
(Why did you keep the marriage a secret?)
“Y/n got pregnant right after we were married and because it was twins her pregnancy was really hard especially since it was her first one, So she mainly stayed with her mother out of the limelight for the sake of the twins” He said, smiling sadly and the two little girls in front of him
“Plus Johnny’s a wuss”You chipped in and offended look flashing Johnny’s face
“Sorry I was a loving husband”He said fake annoyance in his voice
“It’s okay we appreciate you anyway”You said a smile on your face before you peck him on the cheek. The two girls giggling as they watched their parents.
(How do you feel about leaving them alone?)
“I trust the girls will have everything under control”You said a smile on your face.
“Hey-” Johnny started
“Primrose is confident and fun and Iris is lovely and responsible they’ll look after Johnny just fine” You said ignoring the way your husband tried protesting
“I can’t wait for you to leave”Johnny teased
“I love you too baby” You replied
Everyone be excited for the Seo twins
Primrose is the fun twin
(show clip) “Iris come dance with me we can show off all our moves
and Iris the more reserved”
(show clip) “Daddy, you shouldn’t shout so loud you’ll gain too much attention”
all the toys are put in order wow, my children could never
Omo look, look
The camera angles to your large bed, a little ball of bed head peeoping out from the two bodies beside him
ahhh the baby
The small child stares around the room for a few minutes, his tired eyes blinking slowly before letting out a little cough causing the Mc’s to laugh
his little hand moves up to rub at his eyes before falling back down
right you need to remember where you are first
while lying down he kicks his legs up before letting them fall back to the bed with a thump, repeating that motion until your body stirs next to him.
“Kwanie, are you up” You cooed to small body next to you, your hand reaching out to the small pudgy belly of his grabbing his attention
“milk” He tiredly states, a little smile adoring your face at your sons simple demand
“alright then, why don’t you wake up Appa and i’ll get you your milk hm?”You say slowly getting up and stretching your body a little while the young one moves his body to the body of his father.
the little boy’s hand waves in the air for a second before falling to the man’s cheek with a soft but load slap
You turn immediately at the sound, snorting loudly the minute you realised what it was.
Your husband jolts in his position and stills for a second.
“Y/n?” He calls out slightly.
Your son replies back with two more slaps
“ah nevermind Kwanhee”
The little boy giggled and rubbed his fathers face while watching him wake up
ah i’m excited to see our new superman he looks so gentle
“Appa” Kwanhee called
“I know, I know let’s go” his father said sighed while getting up
Kwanhee looked up at his tired father, a slight smile on his face as he went to grab his small feet
“Kwanie come on” His father called out now standing and opening his arms indicating for the little boy to jump into them
Kwanhee went to stand, holding his arms up
The minute he was up he nuzzled his face into his fathers neck, his arm going to loop round the other side of him
“milk” He repeats again, his hand reaching to play with hair at the nape of father’s neck. A habit he gained while breastfeeding and would grab at your own hair
“Let’s get milk” The male replies tiredly walking out the room with the little boy attached to him
Ahh Kwanhee’s clingy how cute
The camera switches to the kitchen with shaking a bottle full of formula, footsteps catching your attention
“oh, you’re up” You smiled as you watched your husband and son walk in clinging onto each other
omo is that?
the camera moves from your husbands legs up to his tired face finally revealling his identity
Ahh singer Moon Taeil (Taeil show monologue) Not only is he a member of the group Nct but he also has many OST’s
<interview>
“Hello I’m Father of 2 year old Moon Kwanhee, Moon Taeil” Taeil smiled bowing his head before bouncing the smiley 2 year old on his knee.
“Hi, I’m Y/N L/N, mother and wife of these two boys here” You chipped in moving your hand to run your fingers through Kwanhee’s hair causing the little boy to giggle out
(how did you meet?)
“Y/n was working at a venue we were performing at and i just happened to bump into her and she complimented me on my singing and i just thought she was so cute and yeah Kwanhee” Taeil laughed as you wrinkled your nose at his words
“don’t talk about us conceiving our son so casually” You said elbowing your husbands arm causing him to laugh
(why did you keep the marriage secret?)
“the marriage itself wasn’t so much of a secret, the fans knew i was with someone just not who but the pregnancy wasn’t really announced” Taeil said while playing with the 2 year olds feet
“It wasn’t really a secret we just kinda forgot”You snorted as you remembered your pregnancy
“no you forgot i always thought about it”Taeil commented
“well you didn’t say anything so we’re going with we forgot”You countered, your husband snorting at your antics
“Mummy!” Kwanhee shouted interrupting you to reach for you which you obviously gave into the little boy’s shiny eyes and rosy cheeks.
( how do you feel about leaving them alone?)
“i’m gonna miss my boys” You pout, stroking Kwanhee’s cheek
“we’ll survive”Taeil said turning towards you
“that’s what i’m worried about, i need my boys to need me”You replied with a pout
right a mother loves to be needed
“we’ll survive but we’ll miss you” Taeil said moving closer to you.
(are you excited to be alone with your father)
“love Appa!” Kwanhee jumped, a clap of his hands a huge smile on his face
Everyone be excited to get to know Mini moon. A sweet loving boy who loves attention and hugs
(show clip) “Appa”Kwanhee whines as his little feet running after Taeil with arms up in hopes to be picked up
synopsis | running a youtube channel with your best friend isn’t easy, not when he’s like a ticking time bomb that’s constantly bubbling up something new. what’s worse is that you’ve had a crush on him for the past three years.
warnings (not all included in teaser) | swearing, suggestive, sexual innuendos/jokes, a few descriptions of food, mentions of covid-19 and quarantine, some personal negativity
notes from vee | hi, welcome to my blog and thanks for taking the time to read this post at that. i’ve finished one of the most important exams i’ve ever taken in my life and i decided, why not celebrate that ending by releasing a teaser to a fic i’ve been dying to share? this is one entire snippet of the fic in entirety and it may or may not be mildly inspired (read: absolutely 100% inspired) by the way brooke (@lebrookestore but tumblr doesn’t do the justice of tagging her) and i dm each other. also!!! just a brief introduction that this entire fic takes place during the corona age! meaning there are mentions of masks and covid and etc., no character gets it but just a psa for mentions! also, i did mention that hyuck and y/n are roommates, but they also live with mark and jaemin in this fic! :) anyway, please enjoy and let me know if you’d like to be added to the taglist!
iii. we bought matching leather jackets!
“Hello and welcome back to doing dumb shit with Y/N and Haechan!” You announce cheerily as you press down on the record button, settling the camera in front of your seat to capture Donghyuck in the driver’s seat as well. He looks half wasted—if that was even possible—with his hair absolutely tousled and his lips just a bit swollen from earlier sleep, but he waves to the device at your voice. At the sight of him, you reach over to fix his hair, patting his head softly as you finish.
He watches you with parted lips as you take charge with the usual introduction, clapping your hands in excitement as you urge everyone to subscribe to the channel. Your eyes seem to shine more than usual—perhaps because today’s video was 100% your idea, not his, Renjun’s, or even Mark’s—with the light reflecting from them making it very easy for him to grow addicted to your look. Your look? You weren’t wearing anything grand, just a hoodie and sweatpants to keep you warm, but it appears like much more against your skin.
“—and well, Mark and I used to come here a lot around like junior year in uni, so I thought I’d visit by again.” You continue on, glancing over at your friend as he hurls back into reality. “Plus I convinced Haechan to come with me so we could pick out something together. You know, like a couple sort of thing? But for best friends.”
Your smile radiates when you face him, and he nearly loses his breath. Best friendship charms were a thing of a past—maybe perhaps expressed through matching ice cream necklaces that spell out ‘BFF’ in mellow yellow and bright pink, or small custom-made keychains that have names written in cursive hearts—something that children in elementary school treasured for years. Donghyuck doesn’t remember ever having matching blue neckties with Mark Lee, or matching knitted socks with Huang Renjun, but he also doesn’t resist when you explain your plan for the day. If anything, he’d love to match with you.
“Most of the clothing here is handmade and really good quality too. I think the jacket I bought for Jun as a gift like two years ago is still in pretty good shape.” You explain, gesturing towards the shop entrance as if the device was pointing that way. “Anyway! I’ll link the store’s website in the description below as well as Renjun’s channel! You guys should definitely check—”
Your heart gives away as Donghyuck reaches an arm over your shoulders, quietly resting his hand on your arm before squeezing it gently in acknowledgment. He shoots you a questioning look as you stumble over your words, raising an eyebrow as if to ask ‘what’s wrong?’ You only shake your head in return, trying to calm down the intense beats, and proceed.
“Uh,” you smile lightly, having forgotten what you were going on about. “Well, yeah! Let’s go now!”
The interior of the store smells strongly of cologne when you immediately enter—and it throws you off for a bit—making you hum at the scent. The scent is almost addictive in a way that makes you want to enter the shop further and explore everything it has in store for you. Donghyuck notices your reaction, chuckling under his breath before snatching the camera from your hands.
“It smells like good cologne in here,” he mentions, keeping his voice low in respect to the non-existent other customers. “And you guys already know Y/N gets addicted to that shit, right? Yeah, she’d marry anything that wears cologne.”
“Stop overreacting,” you say, curling your fingers into his shirt and tugging him towards a specific section of the store. His eyes fall upon racks filled with dark colored leather jackets, varying from black to blue to red. Turning the camera towards you, he follows you as you stroll down the aisle in intrigue.
After a few more steps, you turn around abruptly to face your best friend, holding out your hands. Even though the dark mask covers your excited expression, he can still imagine you glowing in his head.
a/n:this was super self indulgent omg… idk man… seeing hyuck drive in that teaser got me acting some type of way, why must he be so fine,, all seriousness, i’m proud of this ! go listen to the song below bc it’s v cute and matches w/ the fic !
