You’re somebody else- Kylo Ren

(Reunited with long lost lover Ben solo but he’s not the same anymore) song inspired one shot, came to me pretty randomly

TW Sad, depressive, no love just sad feels

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“Well you look like yourself

But you’re somebody else

Only it ain’t on the surface

Well you talk like yourself

No, I hear someone else though

Now you’re making me nervous”

She couldn’t help but stare into the black abyss of his eyes, his eyes that once shone beautiful honey hazel and spread warmth when he glanced at her, even for a second.

Eyes she’d stared into a thousand times, in sunny fields and under cotton sheets.

Gazing up at the man she once knew, more than she knew herself. His face was stone-like and his heart held no love, just empty hatred.

She loathed the way the darkness clings to him, drowning him the way his threatening glare drowned her.

“You were the better part

Of every bit of beating heart that I had

Whatever I had

I finally sat alone

Pitch black flesh and bone

Couldn’t believe that you were gone”

“Ben solo”

The words felt ghostly on her lips and his eyes shone with a a darkened rage she’d never been victim to before, his knuckles white and clenched at his sides, the way his jaw tensed, staring through her soul with more menace than she could ever handle, coming from him.

“Don’t!”

Even his voice was hardly his anymore, he spoke like a rabid animal, eyes wild as he leered at the girl, daring her to do something, anything to ignite the temper lurking under his skin, so he could ignite the crackling red sabre that burned at his side, itching to be reached for.

The tears fell from her freely and the ache residing in her chest was almost consuming, swallowing her soul where she stood.

Mind reeling with a thousand different things, yet her eyes couldn’t leave his, not for a second.

His face was almost the same, but the scar that marked his heavenly alabaster skin was just another reminder of the harrowing man he’d now become.

She felt the way her body fell, but her mind couldn’t, wouldn’t, register the pain of her knees that thudded against the hard floor.

“You were dead… not… not this… this isn’t you… I…-”

Words couldn’t ever comprehend the betrayal, the agony behind her heart as she stared at her once lover… her only lover.

“Ben Solo is dead.”

Venomously he spat at her, glaring her down as she sank even lower to the ground.

Despite the sniffle in her voice, the tears that ran down her face she muttered harshly

“You should have stayed dead.”

“Well you look like yourself

But you’re somebody else

Only it ain’t on the surface

Well you talk like yourself

No, I hear someone else though

Now you’re making me nervous”

Anakin Skywalker: This guy fucks. But before he married Padme he would always call out her name when cumming. It made every hookup awkward. Maybe worth it because he does go down for hours. LOVES it when his hair is pulled. Obvi choking is his 1# kink.

Obi Wan Kenobi: this guy FUCKS. Bisexual whore trope at it’s finest. fatass big dick and knows how to use it. Has pegged and will get pegged. Somehow hasn’t fucked at least 1 person on every single planet though. All for things to happen “naturally” as he explains. Still witty and talkitive during sex.

Cassian Andor: Pretends he fucks but doesn’t. Actually looking for a committed relationship. Very sweet in bed. Lots of praise and kisses. Fingers like an old lesbian woman ho goes to the new york bars every night (aka very fucking well). likes eating ass for breakfast.

Luke Skywanker: Virgin and everyone knows it. probably was in a BDSM relationship at one point, and he was definitely the sub. Bratty asf, needs praise, will do whatever you want tho. Trims because he looks at his own dick. Once sucked himself off. Masterbates like 2 times a day.

Han Solo: Every thought I have on this man would get me canceled. hard skip. He probably has a big drawer of sex toys and bondage.

Mando / Din Djarin: Virgin with a huge god damn dick. lasts forever, makes a lot of noise (mostly whimpers). Did i mention he was a massive dick? Will finger you with his gloves on then wipe your cum on his cape. Will fuck in every corner of his ship. Big fan of cumming on your face.

Poe Dameron: CLEAN SHAVED, BIG, THICK DICK. Curved a bit too. Aka every woman, man, and thems dream. He doesn’t last too long but foreplay with him is a whole day event. Will cum in the ass as a type of birth control.

Finn: Idk this guy liked getting his dick sucked. Everywhere. Nervous asf but still likes the danger of being seen. Totally not secretly wants a threesome with Poe and his next hookup. Doggy Style is a must. he’s too self conscious about himself to face you. mega Dom after a few years under his belt.

Kylo Ren: If you’re reading this you probably already know. big master dom. Got into it from myspace when he was a teen and never got out. Has a whole sex dungeon in every ship he’s on. Loves using toys, especially big vibrators. hair pulling and choking kink just like his grandpa. likes an obedient switch as his play thing. trimmed but not shaved. lowkey big dick but he really doesn’t care.

“Use your tongue.”

Pairing: Kylo Ren x Reader

Rated: MATURE! 18+ ONLY!! (UNPROTECTED SEX, ORAL *FEMALE RECIEVING*, SOFT SEX, ROUGH SEX)\

Fandom: Star Wars

That son of a bitch. I had done everything I could and fought as hard as I could but I still ended up here. I know Leia was worried. I could see the look on her face as he ordered the stormtroopers to drag me onto his ship. I had to get out of this. I had to get back to her. She was the only person I had left that gave a shit about me. She had lost everything and so had I. I couldn’t leave her alone.

I struggled against the bonds keeping my hands restrained behind my back. I growled in frustration as I slumped against the side of the large bed behind me. The stormtroopers dragged me onto this ship kicking and screaming until they got me to this room. They bound my hands then threw me inside this room locking the door behind me.

I don’t know how long I was locked in there struggling to get free when finally the door slid open. Anger flooded me instantly as I took in the cloak and mask of Kylo Ren. I jumped to my feet ready for a fight but to my surprise, he took his mask off sitting it to the side.

“Sit,” he said with a flick of his wrist.

My body went backward landing on the edge of the large bed behind me. I huffed as I righted myself.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” I asked harshly as I glared at him.

He smirked at me as he unclipped his cloak. He took his time to stare at me as he folded it neatly laying it to the side. I couldn’t stop the chill that went down my spine from his gaze. It wasn’t a chill of fear or anything negative. He stalked closer to me slowly eyeing me like I was his prey. He stopped right in front of me then grabbed my chin in his strong gloved grip.

“What do you want?” I asked trying to pull away.

His grip tightened keeping me in place. His thumb lightly traced my bottom lip. I had to force back the urge to bite him knowing it was a lot easier for him to hurt me than for me to hurt him.

“You don’t feel it do you?” He asked softly as he stared at my lips.

“Feel what?” I asked furrowing my brows.

He pulled me to my feet by his grip on my chin. When I was standing he was so close our noses were touching.

“The hum. The power. The energy. The pull.” He said slowly like it was the most important thing he’d ever said.

I looked at him in confusion. I had absolutely no idea what he was talking about. Shock came over his face.

“You really don’t know?” He asked.

“I have no idea what the hell you’re going on about,” I said harshly.

“Let me show you.” He said softly.

Before I could do anything his lips crashed into mine. I was frozen with shock for only a moment before I felt it. The humming of powerful energy pulling me closer to him. I found myself kissing him back as it quickly pumped through my veins bringing every nerve to attention. I felt him reach behind me and undo my bonds. Without even thinking I grabbed his black shirt pulling him closer. His arms wrapped around me tightly then lifted me. Out of some unknown instinct, I wrapped my legs around his waist then my arms around his neck. He stepped forward then gently laid me on the bed breaking the kiss.

“What the hell is that?” I questioned breathlessly.

I could feel the hum instantly start to dissipate. My fingers itched to pull him back to me. It was like I suddenly needed to feel it. Like it was some kind of drug I was instantly addicted to.

“I don’t know.” He said softly as he leaned over me.

“You don’t know?” I asked harshly.

To my surprise, he laughed softly then leaned down and pressed his lips back to mine. The feeling was instant. It quickly flooded my veins making me melt beneath him. He moved his kiss to my jaw then down my neck. I couldn’t stop my body from arching into him. It was like the feeling came straight from his lips. Where ever they touched the humming was the strongest.

“Kylo” I whimpered as I tangled my fingers into his long raven hair.

I felt the energy lessen the moment he pulled away from me. Why did I hate that? Why did I not want him to stop? He pulled me up then quickly removed my shirt tossing it to the floor. His lips were on my neck again as he removed my bra. He pushed me back on the bed. His eyes raked over me as he slowly took off his gloves. He looked at his hands for a moment then gently placed them on my stomach. I moaned arching my back as the humming energy seemed to flow from his fingertips and into my skin. He leaned down capturing my lips with his as his large hands kneaded each of my breasts. I was moaning into his mouth pulling him closer to me as my body filled with that unknown energy. I wanted more. My body needed more.

I gasped for breath when Kylo broke away but I was quickly panting when he started a trail of soft kisses down my neck. I was already squirming under him as he kissed down my chest to my stomach. He stopped at the hem of my pants. He kept one hand against my skin keeping the humming fresh in my veins as the other hand undid the button and zipper. In one quick motion, my pants and panties were gone, falling to the floor with the rest of my clothing. He ripped his shirt off over his head then hovered back over me.

He kissed me just as his fingers brushed against my aching center. I had been so consumed by the humming energy that I hadn’t realized how turned on I had become until his finger slid between my folds feeling the wetness for himself. He groaned into my mouth then started rubbing slow soft circles on my clit. I was grabbing onto him however I could noticing for the first time that the same energy seemed to flow from my fingers into him. I broke the kiss as my head fell back in a groan. I needed more than just his fingers.

“Kylo” I whispered making his eyes snap to mine.

“Use your tongue,” I told him as my fingers traced down his lips.

He smirked then licked his lips the moment my fingers fell away.

“As you wish,” he said quietly.

He placed a quick peck to my lips then moved down my body until he was lying between my legs. His hands wrapped around my thighs as his face moved closer to me. My body trembled as it became completely overwhelmed. The raw power I felt flowing through my body from his touch, the anticipation of what he was about to do, the very small (and fading) thought that I shouldn’t let him do this, and then the moment his mouth harshly latched onto my sensitive nerve. I cried out as my body thrummed. It was almost too much to handle. I moaned tangling my hands in his hair as he tasted me. His tongue teasingly swiping around everything but my clit then suddenly sucking my nub harshly.

“Fuck Kylo” I moaned softly.

He groaned against me making me cry out again. My orgasm quickly approaching as he moved all his attention to my clit. I cried out as my high washed over me. The energy inside me pulsed harder like this is exactly what was supposed to happen. I whimpered as he got off the bed to remove his own pants. He climbed back on the bed then kneeled between my legs. I sat up enough to wrap my hands into his hair then pull him down to the bed. I felt his tip rubbing against me before shoving inside. I gasped, my back arching off the bed as he slowly filled me. My body went limp beneath him from the onslaught of sensations.

“Shit” I gasped tightening my hold on his hair.

Kylo groaned softly into my neck then started to move his hips. My eyes rolled back as my body trembled. It was like I could feel him inside me and I could feel myself wrapped around him. The slow pace didn’t last long. Kylo’s thrusts speeding up more and more as he to seemed to feel the same sensation. A connection like I’ve never felt before. Something I never imagined happening.

“Fuck” he breathed against my skin.

I wasn’t going to last long that was for sure. I could feel myself clenching around him already. The tightening in my gut making my toes curl. He grabbed my hands pulling them from his hair. He tangled his fingers with mine then held them on the bed next to my head. I was a moaning mess needing this new high I was chasing. He rested his forehead against mine then slammed his hips harshly into me. That was all it took.

“Kylo!” I shouted arching off the bed and into his chest.

He groaned loudly slamming into a few quick times before he stilled with a quiet groan of my name. I fell back against the bed panting as he slowly pulled out of me. He fell next to me quickly wrapping his arms around me and pulling me into his chest.

“You really don’t know what this is?” I asked softly.

I could still feel the energy pulsing between us. His hold on me tightened.

“No, I truly have no idea. I imagine I could feel it when you couldn’t because of the force.” He said quietly.

I nodded. That still didn’t explain anything but honestly, I didn’t care. I already knew there was nothing I could do now. This feeling was far too powerful for me to just walk away from.

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