I am in shock. I began to realize that they slandered me, they told everyone how bad I am. Now my friends are blocking me. What the fuck is that? I know who is behind this slander. But I will not be so stupid as they will not give their names. I will appeal to you, cowards. I considered you friends. Yes, I’m far from perfect. You blamed me for my mistakes in communicating with people who were quite large. I am corrected. But you fellows, you began to slander me so that I did not have friends. I know YOU are reading this. You organized a conversation where you showed screenshots of correspondence with me and discussed me. I didn’t behave well then, but what you did is even worse. What are you all miserable. Thanks to you, I’m losing friends. I hope your popularity and talent will disappear as well as my friends. I’m angry. I AM VERY STRONG ASH. I hope my good followers will understand the cause of my aggression. I hate losing friends. And they prevent me from starting them. This is another story. If you want, I will tell you my guesses. Thanks you.
I just want to be happy. Not to have this feeling of emptiness inside or feeling like I’m always wrong. Feeling of depression and I always want to cry. (And I do) I’m not strong anymore I’m broken. I hate all the drama in my life that happens one after another. From big to small. I used to not let the little things bothered me like ( little pity or boys that don’t mean that much to me) but now I have really problems happening in my life and I don’t know if I can handle it.
I know everyone has their struggles, and you should never assume someone has a perfect life, but damn it’s hard not to be jealous when you look at someone else’s beautiful world
