#toxic traits
You were too busy finding faults in me, while I was too busy overlooking yours…
I try so hard to be worthy of love
But deep down I know
I’m too far gone
To make the healthier choice
My heart craves the toxic love
That comes from abuse
My mind fails to reject
The stability of caos
I want to stay
In the eye of the hurricane
How do I
Become better than yesterday
When I am already worse than the day before
What do I need
To convince myself
That I am worthy of what is being offered
Love, understanding
I distance myself from those
That could truly help me change for the better
Do I really believe
That true love could be
Something truly in the cards for me
The vicious, never ending cycle
Cultivating relationships
Friendships
Love
Time after time
Self sabotage
I’m undeserving
Caos waiting to break through
So I sever ties
Rebuild the walls broken down
Hurt myself by hurting them
And convice them of the same
My problems with friends again!
I am in shock. I began to realize that they slandered me, they told everyone how bad I am. Now my friends are blocking me. What the fuck is that? I know who is behind this slander. But I will not be so stupid as they will not give their names. I will appeal to you, cowards. I considered you friends. Yes, I’m far from perfect. You blamed me for my mistakes in communicating with people who were quite large. I am corrected. But you fellows, you began to slander me so that I did not have friends. I know YOU are reading this. You organized a conversation where you showed screenshots of correspondence with me and discussed me. I didn’t behave well then, but what you did is even worse. What are you all miserable. Thanks to you, I’m losing friends. I hope your popularity and talent will disappear as well as my friends. I’m angry. I AM VERY STRONG ASH. I hope my good followers will understand the cause of my aggression. I hate losing friends. And they prevent me from starting them. This is another story. If you want, I will tell you my guesses. Thanks you.
Nikita.@russianteenwholoveducktales
HP Male Head-Canons
☂︎Toxic traits while in a relationship with Reader.
Draco, Cedric, Ron, Harry, and Tom.
A/N: For the life of me, it was so hard to find toxic traits for Cedric because he is an angel. That’s why there is only four instead of five. Sorry about that.
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Draco Malfoy:
- Scoffs and gives you crude remarks at any given time but you never know what you did wrong because he doesn’t say when you ask about it.
- Nitpicks at everything to the point where you don’t know what self-esteem is. ( Gets even worse if you aren’t in Slytherin.)
- Gets Crabbe or Goyle to tell you the wrong time and place of where he is because he’s not wanting to deal with you.
- Impatient at everything. Does not have a patient bone in his body and is always tapping his foot for you to hurry up.
- Get better owls then him, you better not.
Cedric Diggory:
- Lets girls flirt with him and never tells them to stop because he secretly likes the attention they provide him.
- Tends to believe rumors about you before asking you about them so he gets upset at you for said rumor which he thinks it real.
- Everything you say goes through one ear and out the other.
- He’d rather comfort Cho then you at the moment. “I saw Cho upset, we’ll talk about this later.” then just leaves you there.
Ron Weasley:
- Talks over you, just in general.
- Throws your opinions right out the window.
- Starts rumors about you like playing a game of telephone to see how bad the rumors gets twisted when it reaches your ears.
- When he reaches to grab you, sometimes using more force then needed so you bruise.
- “Did you say Hermione? What about her?” That’s all I need to say.
Harry Potter:
- Forgets about dates and plans even though you planned them weeks in advance. “I dont know, It just slipped my mind”, type of guy.
- Never finds the time for you and leaves you hanging.
- Forgets that he is in a relationship and asks why are you clinging to him.
- Leaves you in the dark about his life so you never connect how you want.
- Friends needs definitely come before your relationship. “Bros before hoes.”
Tom Riddle:
- Does not want to be seen with you at times.
- Likes to turn the tables and blame you when things go down-hill.
- Lets people talk badly about you right in-front of him.
- Gives you backhanded compliments.
- Talks to you like you’re stupid.
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Please do not take my work and post it anywhere!
relationships are like glass. sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together….
why do you always blame me for youractions…?
I’m a big fan of possessive movements like as a warning. For example, your partner coming up behind you while you’re sitting and pulling your shoulders back into them. Or, them putting their hand at the small of your back to keep you close to them and guide you in a busy area. Or, them pushing your chest into the nearest wall and pinning you to it. Nothing too aggressive but just powerful enough to get the message across as a reminder that you belong to them