#melancholic

Melancholic…in the jungle…

Untitled (with model Melancholic) by Jason Haven, 2016

Germaine Émilie Krebs, known as Madame Grès (1903–1993)

Esao Andrews

http://esao.net/

I constructed a strange mask
A strange mask
From the pieces of me

I reached into the black sky
I dug into the brown earth
And found a piece
And found a piece of me

I stretched into the yellow sun
And dived into the roaring sea
And found a piece
And found a piece of me

I
I
I was remade, o lord
I was remade, o lord
I was no longer me
I was the world
The world entire
I was remade, o lord
I was remadе, o lord
I was no longer me

I went down
I wеnt down
To the quarantined city
And found
And found a piece of me

I went down
I went down and made a new
A new and foreign body
And found
When I looked into the river
It was no longer me

I
I
I was remade, o lord
I was remade, o lord
I was no longer me
I was the world
The world entire
I was remade, o lord
I was remade, o lord
I was no longer me
I was the world
The world entire

I went down
I went down
To the quarantined city
And found
And found a piece of me

I went down
I went down and made a new
A new and foreign body
And found when I looked into the river
It was no longer me

I went down
I went down and made a new
A new and foreign body
And found
When I saw the crystal river
I was no longer me

You’re the colour
You’re the movement and the spin

Never
Could it stay with me the whole day long

Fail with consequence
Lose with eloquence and smile

I’m not in this movie
I’m not in this song

Never
Leave me paralyzed, love
Leave me hypnotized, love

This is a song about somebody else
So don’t worry yourself, worry yourself
The devil’s right there, right there in the details
And you don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
By looking too closely
By looking too closely
No, no, no, no

Put your arms around somebody else
And don’t punish yourself, punish yourself
The truth is like blood underneath your fingernails
And you don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
By looking too closely
By looking too closely
No, no, no, no
No, no, no, no

You don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
You don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
No, no, no, no

And I could be wrong about anybody else
So don’t kid yourself, kid yourself
It’s you right there, right there in the mirror
And you don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
By looking too closely
By looking too closely

Yeah
Looking too closely
You don’t wanna hurt yourself
You don’t wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
By looking too closely

Remember me when you’re the one who’s silver screened
Remember me when you’re the one you always dreamed
Remember me whenever noses start to bleed
Remember me
Special needs

Just nineteen, a sucker’s dream
I guess I thought you had the flavour
Just nineteen, a dream obscene
With six months off for bad behaviour

Remember me when you clinch your movie deal
And think of me stuck in my chair that has four wheels
Remember me through flash photography and screams
Remember me
Special dreams

Just nineteen, a sucker’s dream
I guess I thought you had the flavour
Just nineteen, a dream obscene
With six months off for bad behaviour

Just nineteen, a sucker’s dream
I guess I thought you had the flavour
Just nineteen a dream obscene
With six months off for bad behaviour

Remember me
Remember me

Just nineteen, a sucker’s dream
I guess I thought you had the flavour
Just nineteen, a dream obscene
With six months off for bad behaviour
Just nineteen, a sucker’s dream
I guess I thought you had the flavour
Just nineteen, a dream obscene
With six months off for bad behaviour

Remember me
Remember me

You crossed this line
Do you find it hard to sit with me tonight?
I’ve walked these miles but I’ve walked ‘em straight lined
You’ll never know what was like to be fine

I’m wasting my young years
It doesn’t matter if
I’m chasing old ideas
It doesn’t matter if

Maybe
We are
We are
Maybe I’m wasting my young years
Maybe
We are
We are
Maybe I’m wasting my young years

Don’t you know that it’s only fear
I wouldn’t worry, you have all your life
I’ve heard it takes some time to get it right

I’m wasting my young years
It doesn’t matter if
I’m chasing old ideas
It doesn’t matter if

Maybe
We are
We are
Maybe I’m wasting my young years
Maybe
We are
We are
Maybe I’m wasting my young years

I don’t know what you are
Don’t leave me hanging on
Don’t know what you are
Don’t leave me hanging on

When I was a child
I toyed with dirt and I fought
As a child
I killed the slugs, I bored with a bough
In their spiracle

When I was a child
Peers pushed me hard
In my head, in my neck, in my chest, in my waist, in my butt

I still beg
Please help me

When I was a child
I threw with dung as I fought
As a child
I killed all thugs and bored with a bough
In their spiracle

When I was a child
Foes pushed me hard
In my ___, in my neck, in my chest, in my waist, in my butt

I still beg
Please help me

When I was a child
I rend my tongue distraught
As a child
I killed my thoughts and bored with a bough
In my spiracle

When I was a child
Fears pushed me hard
In my head, in my neck, in my chest, in my waist
I never loved

I still beg
Please help me

I was a child
I am a child

World was on fire and no one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I’d knew somebody like you

No, I don’t wanna fall in love
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you

And I don’t wanna fall in love
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you

World was on fire and no one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I’d know somebody like you

No, I don’t wanna fall in love
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don’t wanna fall in love
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I…
(This world is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one

If I talk real slowly
If I try real hard
To make my point dear,
That you have my heart.
Here I go
I’ll tell you,
what you already know.
Here I go.
I’ll tell you,
what you already know.
If you love me, with all of your heart.
If you love me, I’ll make you a star in my universe.
you’ll never have to go to work.
you’ll spend everyday, shining your light my way.
If I talk real slowly
If I hold your hand
If you look real closely my love,
you might understand.
Here I go
I’ll tell you,
what you already know.
Here I go.
I’ll tell you,
what you already know.
If you love me, with all that you are.
If you love me I’ll make you a star in my universe
you’ll never have to go to work.
you’ll spend everyday, shining your light my way.
Here I go
I’ll tell you,
what you already know.
Here I go.
I’ll tell you,
what you already know.
If you love me, with all of your heart.
If you love me, I’ll make you a star in my universe.
you’ll never have to go to work.
you’ll spend everyday, shining your light my way.

Im Raum hier zwischen Welt und All
hör ich Klagen von Sehnsucht
Es rufen die die was verloren haben
komm gib mir zum Atmen
was von deiner Luft

Wo sind die Augen
in die ich sehen will bevor alles schwarz wird?
Wo ist der Flügel
der zu mir gehört?

But all I can see
I see somebody loneley
and me

Die Brücke brannte ziemlich lang
mehr als einmal
Jetzt kommt keiner mehr nah ran
falscher Berg und endlos
dunkel das Tal

Where is the face
I want to see forever?
where is the wing
without my feathers?

But all I can see
I see somebody loneley
and me

We talking away
I don’t know what
I’m to say
I’ll say it anyway
Today is another day to find you
Shying away
I’ll be coming for your love, okay

Take on me
Take me on
I’ll be gone
In a day or two

So needless to say
I’m odds and ends
But that’s me
I’m stumble in away
Slowly learning that life is okay
Say after me
It’s no better to be
safe and sorry and

Take on me
Take me on
I’ll be gone
In a day or two

All the things that you say
is it a life or
Just to play
My worries away
You’re all the things I’ve got to remember, shying away
I’ll be coming for you anyway and

Take on me
Take me on
I’ll be gone
In a day or two

I’ll be gone
In a day or two
In a day or two

Can you walk on the water if I, you and I?
Be'Cause your blood’s running cold outside the familiar true to life
Can you walk on the water if I, you and I?
Or keep your eyes on the road and live in the familiar without you and I
It glows with gates of gold to true life

For our love is a ghost that the others can’t see
It’s a danger
Every shade of us you fade down to keep
them in the dark on who we are
(Oh what you do to me)
This love is gonna be the death of me
It’s a danger
‘Cause our love is a ghost that the others can’t see

We took a walk to the summit at night, you and I
To burn a hole in the old grip of the familiar true to life
And the dark was opening wide, do or die
Under a mask of vermillion ruling eyes

And our love is a ghost that the others can’t see
It’s a danger
Every shade of us you fade down to keep
them in the dark on who we are
(Oh what you do to me)
Gonna be the death of me
It’s a danger
'Cause our love is a ghost that the others can’t see

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