when you woke up, you woke up with a startle. you looked around and clutched your chest, scared something had happened.
“y/n, are you okay?” jules whispered, waking up from your sudden jolting movements.
you took a deep breathe and nodded, “i think so.” you took in your surroundings and everything started to settle. you were in elliot’s room, in elliot’s bed, in between him and jules and rue was next to jules. you were okay.
you laid back down and your phone buzzed, you picked it up. nate was calling you. the two of you had broken up less than 3 months ago. he had shattered your heart in the process of doing so.
you stared at the phone then at jules, “did something happen last night?” you asked softly.
jules shrugged, “you were being weird with your phone and wanted to leave but we wouldn’t let you.”
the phone stopped ringing, but only to start again. “fuck, i must’ve pissed him off.”
“just block him.” jules said, “he had you blocked for at least a month.”
you stuck your lip out, that was the last thing you wanted to do. in fact, you still wanted nate, badly.
you climbed out of bed, much to jules’ dismay and ran down the stairs to go outside.
you had missed his call again by the time you got outside, so you called him back, “what’s going on? where are you?” his tone was angry and he didn’t even say hi.
“whoa, give me a minute nate. i just woke up and i honestly don’t know what’s happening.” you said, while crouching to sit on elliot’s outside stoop.
“you don’t remember anything you said last night?” there was pain in his voice.
“i haven’t had time to look. i was blacked. i just woke up, baby…” the name slipped from your mouth. it had been the first time you two had talked on the phone since the breakup, “sorry, just gimme a few and we can talk, okay?”
you swore you heard nate’s breath hitch when you called him baby.
“i was just worried. you said you’d come over and then you just stopped responding. i tried to come get you but you wouldn’t tell me where you were. sorry for my tone.” he stated quietly.
you were shocked. “oh, um, it’s okay. i probably didn’t tell you because im at elliot’s and i know you hated me being here when we were together so i didn’t want you to be super pissed and come here when i was drunk and it cause a scene. rue and jules are here too tho. we all slept over.”
you could tell nate was biting his tongue from saying anything, “can i come get you and take you to breakfast? i can give you some time to get ready and read the messages but …”
you cut him off, “yes i’d love that.” your heart yearned to see him again. “pick me up in 20, okay?”
author’s note: i write a romanticized version of nate. in my fics, he has still a dick but waaaay different than the show. isn’t abusive / all the other things that make him really yucky, very non-cannon.
if you don’t like that, find a different fic to read!
authors note: i ALWAYS romanticize nate. he in NON CANNON. don’t like how he is portrayed, don’t read!
warnings: a little bit of dom!nate x sub!reader
“nate, please!” you gasped as he removed his palm from over your underwear. you had been grinding into his palm for the past 5 minutes, desperate for relief and he was loving every second of it.
“tell me how bad you want me baby, that you’ll use any part of me to get off.” he said in a hushed voice, right next to your ear, then biting your ear.
you whined, “please. please. please. need you so fucking bad. feel like i’m gonna explode if i don’t. such a dumb slut only for you, natey.” you were on brink of crying. you were grinding into nothing, desperately searching for something as you laid next to him.
“yeah baby, that’s it. such a good dumb baby.” he hooked his leg in between your thighs, “keep begging and i’ll let you ride my thigh, sweetheart.”
you gasped at the contact to your clit, electricity running through your body, but he held your hips still so you began to beg, “holy fuck. need you to make me cum so bad. can’t think about anything else except it. wanna make you cum too.”
nate loosened his bruising grip, “good girl. you can move now.” you loved him being in control of your every move when you were like this. you got to work desperately grinding into him, gasping.
nate grabbed your hair with one hand to expose your neck to the side. he slowly leaned down and began to kiss you softly until he was gently biting on your pulse point, “rougher nate, please.” you grunted. you loved nate rough and you knew he loved it too. you trusted him not to hurt you and he knew your limits.
his other hand went to your jaw and brought it up so you were kissing him. he bit your lip and pulled making you hiss. the hand in your hair dropping to your ass and squeezing.
you kissed him with equal fervor and bit his lip right back which he wasn’t expecting. this made him laugh a little, “baby thinks she’s tough huh? wants to be in charge? guess i better stop then.”
he began to unclench his leg so the tension to your grinding so any built up pressure to your release was slipping, “no no no, please ‘m sorry. didn’t mean to, just like bitin you.”
his hand that was holding your jaw loosened and his thumb traced your mouth. it fell open for him and he slid his finger in. you closed your mouth and sucked lightly.
“atta girl, just desperate to suck anything she can get her hands on huh?” he said softly, nate adored how you looked with anything in your mouth. he adored how you looked period when you were being good and listening, but he couldn’t deny what you being a brat did to him.
you nodded, words escaping you, tension building up inside you again, “natey, ‘m close.” you whined softly.
you pressed your lips to his neck and ground your core down onto his thigh, trying to hold off on your release.
“okay baby, cum for me,” he bit your earlobe as his words echoed around you.
you cried out, gasping his name, clenching around his thighs and nate holding you steady.
once you came down from your high, nate kissed you and ran a hand along your cheek, “you okay?”
you nodded, “wanna make you cum, baby.” you smiled and stood up so you could push him back onto his bed.
“that’s my girl.” nate smirked, starting to shrug his shorts off. and that was one of the reasons nate jacobs was in love with you.
Charismatic Kat is someone you want on your side- blunt, open minded, and outspoken, she’ll fight for you. Charming, she can swindle her way out of almost anything. Her portrayal of self is different than how she truly feels about herself, which is shown in her Leo moon. Her Libra rising makes her amicable and friendly, as well as diplomatic….if she decides to be.
MCKAY
Scorpio Sun, Virgo Moon, Gemini Rising
Soft McKay wants to be what others want him to be. Although he has the best intentions, it’s hard for him to express them in the correct way. Hear me out- his Scorpio sun creates inner turmoil, with his Virgo moon adding an inability to process his emotions right; he has to work through them (literally). His Gemini rising makes him a popular guy with circles of friends everywhere; his likability is in his aura. Devoted, he wants things to be at his portrayal of perfection…which can be impossible to fulfill at times.
NATE JACOBS
Sagittarius Sun, Scorpio Moon, Scorpio Rising
Nate Jacobs is discrete, calculating, and manipulative. His Sagittarius sun makes his character intelligent when it comes to gathering data, and calculating when it comes to serving it. His Scorpio moon curates a toxic culture of destroying others to get what he wants, instead of delving into the positives and giving instead of taking. His Scorpio rising makes Nate unapproachable, his aura hostile instead of powerful. All in all, Nate is somebody who has a to-do list and doesn’t care about who he has to whack in order to cross something off.
