#open relationship

I got lucky enough to find not one, but two really great guys. Yes, they know about each other and are okay with it. Poly life fucking rules man

Ugh I’ve been full of the jealz lately. It may be partially because we had sex and then he started talking about wanting to have sex with someone with a tattoo because then he could look at something exquisite. :P (ETA: He did later say that he thought of the tattoo thing because of the visual he was having while we had sex. So, points for that.)

But the jealousy was doing a number on me before that. I think it’s partially because M seems like he isn’t going to want to get together again, judging by his reaction to my HPV news. I guess I’m maybe feeling undesirable. I’m upset because I found someone I do want to fuck and play with, and that seems to be harder for me to find than for Z.

Also, Z just says shit about the people he talks to and wants to fuck all the time, but I don’t because 1. I think it would hurt his feelings and 2. I think he would get jealous. Maybe I should try talking about it as much as he does. Making comments about random people walking down the street, which he has cut down on but still does, kinda, and talk more about people who I message with on okc. It would have to be mostly dudes, though, because I think he doesn’t really get much jealousy about me with other ladies, maybe because he imagines he might have a chance at a threesome.

Dagnabbit, this open relationship stuff is harder than I’d planned.

So, one of the rules I have in my open relationship is that, barring extreme circumstances, we’re supposed to meet someone in person at least once before having piv sex.  Well, Z had made plans to meet with someone and then canceled, so when he finally did meet her, I said it was okay for them to have piv sex, even thought that was a bending of our rules.  So, he did.

Now, I don’t place piv sex as some super special thing, aside from the fact that it’s more dangerous because babies, but Z does.  And that’s fine.  I’m okay with not doing that the first time I meet up with someone.  In fact, I kinda like that rule.

I’d hooked up with M before, but really just hand stuff. The other day, I got the chance to meet up with him again, and Z asked that I not have piv with him because it’d been such a long time since either of us had met up with other people.  I agreed to that, and M and I enjoyed each other’s bodies in other ways. 

Now, Z has some people he knows in the town we live in (since he’s lived there for years) who he’s already hooked up with/had sex with before.  Some of the rules are relaxed, obviously, since he’s already met them in person. 

So, I’m out of town for a  few weeks and Z made it sound like he wasn’t going to be able to hook up with anyone/was willing to not try to hook up.  I’m not the most excited about any of my current prospects here, so that sounded good to me, especially because I’m not completely over my jealousy issues. He’s wayyyyy not over them, so I feel like he ought to understand.

Anyway, earlier tonight, Z asks me if he can hook up with his friend, LZ, and I say yes.  Then I asked him not to have piv sex with her.  And he balked and looked mopey.  I told him he could, but then hemmed and hawed and we’re due to talk about it tomorrow, but I don’t understand why he can’t just not have piv this one time?  ETA: Apparently he can?  And his dejection is just because it sucks for him I feel that way?  And not as a tool to get me to change my mind? Ugh. I’m glad that he wasn’t being manipulative, but I’m tired of apologizing so much. (Some of this bleeds over into my feels about how much of me feeling unable to disagree is me, and how much would be a red flag…)

I don’t know if this is a sign that maybe an open relationship isn’t right for me/us.  I want to feel happy for him getting pleasure while I’m gone or even while I’m there.  Maybe I can fake it til I make it?  I can see a version of me who is excited for him, but I’m not that person yet.

Legit answers only. Where do you think this is wrong? WHY SO MUCH SHADE ON SOMETHING YOU NEVER TRIED?

Triple kiss, triple lust, triple fun.

We are sensual beings. Discovering our own sexuality in our own special way.

Which one are you?

A friend who just finished reading the series said Michael and Charity are that couple that has enough confidence and trust in themselves, each other and their marriage to make an open relationship work.

I know baby that you love to do bad things..

Got this picture from my wife while ago, she is super exicted to meet her new fuck boy who has a big thick cock in his pants.

So she want me to book an uber for her

after finishing date with her sugar daddy in hotel apartment.

Stop leading me on if you don’t want me.

& Stop sexting me when ur horny.

babygirl-cxnt:

I had sex with a girl for the first time last night so yeah that happened

I would like to follow this up with shes part of my relationship now and this will happen more often.

I had sex with a girl for the first time last night so yeah that happened

The Idea of Daddy finding people online to come use me is sounding more appealing recently

I cant wait to take nudes and film content in this new apartment!!!

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Why is Lingerie so expensive. I just wanna look like a cute little slut

All cozy and stuck to Daddys gaming chair

Slowly being more Slutty out in public

(Old draft but I wanted to still Share)