#pr0 ana diary

can i hurry up and lose this weight so i can get to the maintenance stage i’m so TIRED

i refuse to try recovery until my body looks somewhat acceptable to me

i didn’t binge yesterday but i didn’t restrict either and i ate too much but also not enough to be considered a normal daily intake so where does that leave me? still angry with myself

do people really forget about their problems when they starve themselves?

like ofc it’s a coping mechanism so it helps feel in control despite all the shit in our lives but for me it’s not to the extent where it helps me cope or forget. if anything it causes me more stress. maybe it’s because i’m getting older and the whole honeymoon phase has been over for years or maybe i’m doing it wrong idk anymore

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