#promia
Well hello cuties, I’m not gonna lie - I completely forgot about this account and today I tried typing in my old email to see if I can log into some type of account and here we are now. I made this account ages ago, I think I was 13? I am now 16 and still struggle with an eating disorder. It’s been very off and on of course (which is why I went off this account) I attempted to recover multiple times and failed because something about an eating disorder is weirdly comforting, it kind of reminds me of when I was 13 and didn’t have so much to worry about but I’m sure self hatred and the control definitely takes a big part in this. School has started and it’s been kind of stressing me out already which is why urges to lean back onto my eating disorder have been very strong lately and in general, my mental health is going to pure sh*t and so it’s just getting very tiring; I’m falling back into my old, unhealthy patterns so here I am. Today is gonna be the last day where I eat anything I want and I’m gonna begin a new, fresh start into my weight lose journey and if you want, you can join me! <3
-Stay Safe
Kim
give me a youtube video to do
im so ashamed how did i let myself get this big
Me: Oh I love food! I love cooking!
Also me: The air is especially tasty today
