Lunch: salad (cucumbers, tomatoes, red onions, avocado feta, mint, and cilantro)
Small piece of chicharon, the way my mom fries it she renders almost all of the fat out until it’s practically porn rinds lol
A small bowl of beans and collard greens
450~650 calories
Dinner:
3 tortillas, two eggs, some refried black beans, feta, sour cream and my homemade hot salsa
580 calories
Total 1030-1230 calories
My intake was a little higher yday I was under 1000 for ten days. I definitely feel hungrier when I eat more lmao which is so weird. But my body has gotten used to eating less pretty quickly. Hope fully it lasts and I’m not having crazy cravings in a few days :| but I think treating myself every few days is rly helpful in maintaining focus. One day of a few bits of comfort food every few days isn’t going to stop my progress overall. I do feel kinda guilty tho :| I wish I didn’t but I do.
Okay but actually being on tumblr is very triggering and I do this intentionally to trigger myself lmao.
My limit was 800 calories and at the end of scrolling here I planned the rest of the day till it only became 470 calories lol and you tell me this site ain’t promoting anything.
We are just here triggering ourselves intentionally whether we like it or not..
I honestly just feel like binging today. I feel stressed from uni, I didn’t sleep and I’m so tired and exhausted and thinking about food and calories is just making it harder to me at this point.
I had 300 calories for breakfast and I still want to eat more. I never even have breakfast. I’m drinking tea to avoid these urges.. I planned the rest of the day and it came around 1000 calories so I’ll see what I can do about it. I want to eat 1200 but I’m sure I will gain from it.
I have already seen a similar post saying “please keep ana on tumblr” cutos to who ever wrote the post because you inspired me to write this. If I find the post I will reboot with the link because it deserves more recognition. I had to delete tiktok because how toxic the eating disorder community is becoming. They are Romantizing eating disorder so much more than anything I have seen on tumblr. This is the true proana movement culture. Doing what I eat in a day videos while only eat 700 calories is doing more harm than good. I get it’s a coping mechanism but it can show up on anyone’s for you page, while with tumblr and google you have to search the tags to find them. Having a sound that goes “Hey yo eating disorder check” is disgusting. The viewers on tiktok are majority 12 year olds to mid young adults which are the most impressional. Tiktok has become the biggest proana movement for this generation. And yes I know eating disorder memes are funny and I have an eating disorder blog but let me be clear, I make a point to post my rants to show how terrible this eating disorder is, and I would never intend to romanticize this mental illness. So please keep ana on tumblr, Twitter and everything else that you have to look up spefically. Thank you for listening
When your so far into restricting that you no longer feel hungry but you know that inevitably you will need food to sustain life so youre constantly on edge waiting for that binge to come that will ruin all your progress
When your sister starts trying to lose weight and starts making a million comments about food and calories and not being allowed to eat certain things so now your ED is going insane because you have to be better than her
When you’re going to your friends house soon and the time you’re going over there is after they eat dinner but before your family eats so you can effectively pull the “ill at at my friends house/i ate at home” bullshit
