#quarantined

I think with this diet I could be a model soon. No? OK. Maybe a diet coke next time

Quarantine day 7:

I was originally told I’d have to wait 5 to 7 days for my covid 19 results. I called them this morning and they told me that my results were still pending and now they are telling people 5 to 10 days for results. My cough has gotten better at least. I’m going to call them again tomorrow even though they said they’d call me. Cases in my state are nearing 400 and going up by about 100 a day. I’m a frontline worker now and I just really want to get back to work so I can help sick people.

My kid has been an absolute angel most of the time. Shes so sweet but thinks she has to be attached to me at all times. If I have it, shes already been exposed so I give her snuggles as much as I can.

Today my dad braved the grocery stores to bring us food. There’s barely anything there but he made it work. It’s the small things. Hopefully I have a response tomorrow so I can get out and do what I need to do… or at least go for a walk.

Quarantine day 6:

I called the hospital to see if they had my covid 19 results and they told me the people in charge of giving us the results had all gone home for the day. Mind you I called at 4:45. So these people just up and leave early while the rest of us just hang in limbo if we are sick or not??? They said they’ll call me tomorrow.

Quarantine day 5:

I still havent gotten my test result back. I still have a sore throat and am getting a bit of a cough now. Temperature is still below 100 but at night it gets to about 99.4. I hope I come back negative. I just want to get back and help people!

Quarantine day 4:

I’ve had anxiety pains all day. Like I should be doing something but I have nothing to do. I’m worried about the state of things. I’m going stir crazy at home. As crazy as it is even if we dont have the respirator masks at work I still wish I was there helping my team and the patients suffering. I also feel like I’m running out of things to do. My poor kid is basically glued to me. When I get out we are going for a walk at the botanical gardens… if they’re still open.

Quarantine day 3:

Work has informed me that when I come back, I need to continue wearing a mask until the 30th. Already one nurse quit and 3 other nurses are in isolation. Basically we dont have the proper equipment so this is going to be our life.

Meanwhile at home, my child is mad at me because she cant play video games all day. Her adhd and isolation makes her constantly bored. Why did I bother buying her toys if shes just going to be bored all the time? We are getting tired of each other but we still love each other very much.

Yesterdays log for quarantine day 2 since I couldn’t find my new post button:

My house is destroyed because my child is a Taurus and needs to do things at all time. I should have bought a second portable switch because she wants to play it a lot and I want to play it. Have sunken so quarantine low that I’m playing minecraft with my ex husband.

Some bitch just called me a meth head because of my blisters from my skin disease v.v,

I tried explaining to her I don’t do meth I just have a skin disease but she was sure of her self. What an arrogant bitch! I told her she was one too.

It hurts because I knew people might of thought that ever since some guy offered me drugs . Just because my face has blisters that are painful and huge doesn’t mean I’m on drugs . It makes me want to die when people say that because of the way I look. So I guess I’m going to stay hidden until I’m cured.

My boyfriend tried to comfort me but it still hurts. He doesn’t care if he catches my disease because he loves me no matter what I have or how I look .

The blisters are so painful…

I use a benzoyl peroxide wash to help kill the infection. Also use one tea spoon of bleach with one gallon of water , spray it on my body and let it sit for 5 mins before washing off . Dr told me to do it so I’m sure it’s probably decent for my skin.

For my scars that the blisters leave behind I use :

• vitamin E oil

• grape seed oil

• safflower oil

• Aztec Secret Indian Healing clay mask.

Together they all take away my most deep or darkest of scars . It’s like I never even had them !