Some bitch just called me a meth head because of my blisters from my skin disease v.v,

I tried explaining to her I don’t do meth I just have a skin disease but she was sure of her self. What an arrogant bitch! I told her she was one too.

It hurts because I knew people might of thought that ever since some guy offered me drugs . Just because my face has blisters that are painful and huge doesn’t mean I’m on drugs . It makes me want to die when people say that because of the way I look. So I guess I’m going to stay hidden until I’m cured.

My boyfriend tried to comfort me but it still hurts. He doesn’t care if he catches my disease because he loves me no matter what I have or how I look .

The blisters are so painful…

I use a benzoyl peroxide wash to help kill the infection. Also use one tea spoon of bleach with one gallon of water , spray it on my body and let it sit for 5 mins before washing off . Dr told me to do it so I’m sure it’s probably decent for my skin.

For my scars that the blisters leave behind I use :

• vitamin E oil

• grape seed oil

• safflower oil

• Aztec Secret Indian Healing clay mask.

Together they all take away my most deep or darkest of scars . It’s like I never even had them !

Sorry I haven’t been posting lately I’ve been dealing with a skin disease that will scar my face and body for the rest of my life because of the pain full blisters all over my body.

I got this illness from my exboyfriends dirty house. We broke up after he cheated on me then I was diagnosed with this illness the day after … I don’t know what I did to deserve this but I’m trying to remain hopeful that my body will heal and I can go back to normal. Until then no face pics . He cheated on me with my exfriend I told him I hated because she’s a slut and what did he do, he slept with her . Now I’m stuck living with him until I can afford to move out in febuary . He’s a constant painful reminder of the betrayal… I wish I could afford face laser surgery and be beautiful again.

I’m doing everything I can to prevent scars . Using vitamin e oil, Aztec secret clay mask calcium benotinite, benzoyl peroxide face wash, some perscribed toner, and many more products. I just hope people will still find me beautiful. My mom told me at least I don’t have to worry about people using me for my looks so I guess I’m never going to be as beautiful as I was before . And I only just realized my beauty…

Sensitive Skin Warning!

Be careful not to use more than one product containing phenoxyethanol in a 6-12 hour time frame!

Phenoxyethanol is a preservative, an anti-bacterial, and a stabilizer found in many products. Its a great alternative to parabens.

Products containing 1% or less are deemed totally safe by nearly all countries, however when using multiple products, each containing 1%, it adds up leading to over exposure of phenoxyethanol. So be cautious not to layer too many products with this ingredient at one time on skin. Over exposure can cause hives, rash, anaphylaxis, and dermatitis on adults, as well as animals and infants { causes nervous system damage in infants ages 3 and younger}.

Here’s a quote:

◇"Most of the concern stems from recorded incidents of bad skin reactions (on adults) and nervous system interaction in infants.“- Healthline

Phenoxyethanol Free Products:

◇ Caudalie VineActive Vitamin C Anti-Wrinkle Serum

◇Belif True Cream Moisturizing Bomb

◇Olehenriksen Goodnight Glow Retin-ALT Sleeping Creme

◇Herbivore Prism 12% AHA 3% BHA Exfoliating Glow Serum

◇Josie Maran Argan Beta Retinol Pink Algae Serum

My opinion: its totally safe to use ONE product for adults containing phenoxyethanol every 6 hours. That way you wont get over exposure. If you like using more than one product on your face at a time try products that are free of this chemical to avoid harsh side effects. I feel using one or two products with phenoxyethanol wont kill you or even bother your skin ( in my experience) unless you are allergic.

Im totally investing in those products above to avoid over exposure. Lately my skins been very sensitive and red so i want to avoid any and all causes!

Safe + Affordable Makeup Removing Wipes !

• Neutragena Makeup Rmover Cleansing Towelettes.

- Allure and Dermatologist approved

- Not only removes makeup but cleanses the face as well removing dirt and oil.

- Alergy tested and alcohol free

- Fights Acne

• Daylogic Makeup Remover Cleansing Towelettes Fragrance Free.

- For all types of skin

- Is gentle

- Made with 99% all natural ingredients.

- Minor pollutant protectant

• Olay Cleanse Makeup Fragrance Free Removing Wipes.

- Doesn’t clog pores

- Cleanses oil and dirt from pores

- Leaves skin feeling fresh and clean

- Free of parabens, gluten, and coconut oil ( coconut oil is know to clog pores)

• Burts Bees Facial Cleansing Towelettes

- 99.1% all natural ingredients

- Cleanses and tones skin

- Fights air pollutants due to the white tea extract in its ingredients

- Has a pleasant smelll as well as fights acne

• Cetaphil Gentle Makeup Removing Wipes

- For all types of skin. Very gentle on skin

- Fights acne, softens skin, and improves skins texture

- Highlighted Ingredients: green tea, aloe vera, and chamomile.

- Dermatologist recommended

• Yes To Argam 2 in 1 Cleansing and Moisturizing Facial Wipes

- Cleanses and moisturizes skin

- Contains argan oil

- Top wipes for sensitive skin

- Effectively removes dirt, oil, and makeup

My favorite wipes would have to be the Cetapil Gentle Makeup Removing Wipes, because it contains green tea, chamomile, and aloe vera which have many many benefits for skin. A few include : reducing redness, fighting acne, moisturizing skin, fading wrinkles and fine lines, and protecting against skin cancer . I need these wipes ASAP! There are so much more benefits to these wipes . DM me for more info!

Night Time Routine

Another day in quarantine. Goodnight world.

The tree trunk spray bottle is my own concoction of essential oils , safflower oil, grape seed oil, and vitamin E. Treats acne, softens skin, improves texture, and fights fine lines/ wrinkles, as well as many more beneficial properties. The essential oils are diluted for skin safety: 6 drops every 3 oz’ s

My routine includes:

•Cleanser: Shisedo Clarifying Cleansing Foam. Gently cleanses and moisturizes skin all while fighting acne and shrinking the appearance of pores.

•Face Mist: DIY with tea tree oil, lavender oil, eucalyptus oil, orange oil, lemon oil, and a few other ingredients listed above.

•Wrinkle Treatment: Olay Retinol. Also know to fight acne, soften skin, and improve texture.

•Moisturizer:Peter Thomas Roth moisturizer with salycilic acid to fight acne.

•Mask: Dutch Dirt Mask. An exfoliating mask that fights acne and wrinkles, improves texture and uneven pigmentation, and softens skin. Has many other benefits that are too long to list .