Some bitch just called me a meth head because of my blisters from my skin disease v.v,

I tried explaining to her I don’t do meth I just have a skin disease but she was sure of her self. What an arrogant bitch! I told her she was one too.

It hurts because I knew people might of thought that ever since some guy offered me drugs . Just because my face has blisters that are painful and huge doesn’t mean I’m on drugs . It makes me want to die when people say that because of the way I look. So I guess I’m going to stay hidden until I’m cured.

My boyfriend tried to comfort me but it still hurts. He doesn’t care if he catches my disease because he loves me no matter what I have or how I look .

The blisters are so painful…

I use a benzoyl peroxide wash to help kill the infection. Also use one tea spoon of bleach with one gallon of water , spray it on my body and let it sit for 5 mins before washing off . Dr told me to do it so I’m sure it’s probably decent for my skin.

For my scars that the blisters leave behind I use :

• vitamin E oil

• grape seed oil

• safflower oil

• Aztec Secret Indian Healing clay mask.

Together they all take away my most deep or darkest of scars . It’s like I never even had them !

Personally I think chubby girls are way hotter then any other type of girl. I hate when people make blogs of “hot women” and it’s only anorexic bitches.

I know some people can’t help that they can’t gain weight but they should just be glad they look how everyone(almost) wants to look and or the way society tells them they have to look. So in the eyes of urisentric beauty they are the sexiest thing ever, but not to me. I feel bad for the skinny girls who want to be chubby but can’t and I hate the skinny girls who constantly complain about being chubby when they aren’t . I’m like hello if you think your so chubby look at me , you’d kill your self if you had my body type. I don’t like chubby girls because I’m chubby , I’m chubby because I like chubby girls . I used to be 100LB now im 130LB and everyone compliments me more, however guys don’t approach me as much but I’m ok with that lol. Sorry if I offended someone but this is how I feel , it doesn’t make it true it’s just how I feel.

That’s basically my body type but I’m sure she’s taller then me. Most women are hah ^.^ yay short club party of one☝️

My Marc Jacobs perfume came in!

I’ve been saving a long time for these . My fav is daisy love because it’s more floral but daisy is a more romantic smell. I like to spray it on the areas of my body that tend to be the hottest (ex the back of my knee, inner arm behind the elbow, neck, wrists, inner middle thigh)

I found this painting in an ally . How could someone throw it away it’s gorgeous. #recycleddecor

Sorry I haven’t been posting lately I’ve been dealing with a skin disease that will scar my face and body for the rest of my life because of the pain full blisters all over my body.

I got this illness from my exboyfriends dirty house. We broke up after he cheated on me then I was diagnosed with this illness the day after … I don’t know what I did to deserve this but I’m trying to remain hopeful that my body will heal and I can go back to normal. Until then no face pics . He cheated on me with my exfriend I told him I hated because she’s a slut and what did he do, he slept with her . Now I’m stuck living with him until I can afford to move out in febuary . He’s a constant painful reminder of the betrayal… I wish I could afford face laser surgery and be beautiful again.

I’m doing everything I can to prevent scars . Using vitamin e oil, Aztec secret clay mask calcium benotinite, benzoyl peroxide face wash, some perscribed toner, and many more products. I just hope people will still find me beautiful. My mom told me at least I don’t have to worry about people using me for my looks so I guess I’m never going to be as beautiful as I was before . And I only just realized my beauty…

Vitamins

And why you should be taking them -.-

• Vitamin A : Aids in the formation and over all health of soft tissues, bones, mucous membranes, teeth and skin.

• Vitamin B6 : A.K.A pyridoxine. Lends a hand in forming red blood cells and also maintaining brain function. This vitamin is important in maintaining proteins that are part of many chemical reactions in the body. The more you eat protein, the more pyridoxine your body needs.

Vitamin B12 : Plays a big role in metabolization, while also helping form red blood cells and maintaining the central nervous system.

Vitamin C : A.K.A ascorbic acid, an antioxidant that improves the health of teeth and gums. Aids the body in absorbing iron and maintaining healthy tissue. It is essential for healing wounds.

Vitamin D : Known as the “sun vitamin,” because it is created by the body from being in the sun. For most people - You only need 10 to 15 minutes of sunlight 3x a week to produce the right amount of vitamin D. It is hard to get the right amount of vitamin D from food. Vitamin D makes it easier for the body to absorb calcium. Calcium is essential for normal development and maintenance of healthy bones and teeth. Also it helps in maintaining the right amount of blood levels of calcium and phosphorus in the body.

Vitamin E : An antioxidant known as tocopherol that aids the body in forming red blood cells and boosting the effects of vitamin K.

Vitamin K : Helps with bruising . Some studies found it is important for bone health.

Biotin : Assists in metabolizing proteins and carbohydrates/ the production of hormones and cholesterol.

Niacin : A B vitamin. Helps in the up keep of healthy skin and nerves. At high doses it has cholesterol-lowering effects.

Folate : Works with vitamin B12 to aid in the formation of red blood cells. Needed for the production of DNA that manages tissue growth and cell function. Pregnant women should be sure to get enough folate or it can cause birth defects like spina bifida. A lot of food is now fortified with folic acid.

Pantothenic acid : Essential for the metabolism of food. It also plays a role in making hormones and cholesterol.

Riboflavin : Vitamin B2 , teams up with the other B vitamins. Important for growing and regeneration of skin and the making of red blood cells.

Thiamine : Vitamin B1, helps cells change carbohydrates into energy. Having the right amount of carbohydrates is extremely essential while pregnant and breastfeeding, and for heart function and exquisite nerve cells.

Choline : Aids in the function of the brain and nervous system. Having a choline deficiency will cause swelling in liver.

Carnitine: helps the body to change fatty acids into energy.

My glam bag arrived! I switched to Boxycharm because IPSY didn’t have good customer service and wouldn’t let me buy stuff . I was like please take my money. But I’m glad I canceled it because this month I’m getting BOXYCHARM! It’s so much nicer and way more helpful! And the questionnaire it way more extensive so they get a better idea of what you want in your box. The only down side is they don’t give you a cute bag each time but it’s basically the better version of IPSY . I will miss those bags though…

Also carful with cheap sheet masks. These Jayjung ones where good but I got a 1$ one from target and it literally ripped off a small piece of my face! I hope it doesn’t scar :/ .

Can’t wait to post about my boxycharm! Theses subscriptions are literally the cheapest way I get makeup and skincare. The skincare lasts me 2 months and each item is so luxurious at only 35$ a month! I end up saving money on all natural skincare while also creating new routines each month . I do rebuy items I love like Cake anti frizz cream, Jayjun masks, Herbivore CBD Oil, skinwarrior anti pollution repair cream, and TonyMoly Moisture Boost Gel Cleanser.

So basically if you get one you’ll save a ton on beauty products and get to try new things as well as save a ton on makeup . I literally have 7 eyeliners . My fav is by Skone. It doesn’t dry out as fast as KVD (I hate her eyeliner) and tarte( pretty decent eyeliner dries out in 1 month though)

A New Sunscreen You Can’t Live Without

DARLING Addicted To Sun

SPF 15-20 , 30-50

27$-29$

With only all natural ingredients this product tops the charts as the most aesthetic all natural sunscreen of 2020.

Not only does this non-oily acne fighting product protect your skin from UVA and UVB rays, but also provides moisturization, fights pollutants that age skin/ damages the skin barrier, enhances skins natural glow, is an anti-oxidant, improves wrinkles , increases elasticity, and much more!

Simple Yet Cute Sophistication

This pastel simplistic design gives a clean, fresh, and kawaii look. Projecting beauty, gracefulness , and, strangely, a relaxed feel of organization. Making it so post-able; sharing a great product ,that when looked at gives you a sense of happiness is so pleasing. I’ll definitely be adding to to my collection of all natural skincare products.

For best skincare results use daily. Meant for all skin types especially sensitive. It’s best to patch test before using it all over to ensure there are no allergy effects.

Highlighted Ingredients:

• Sunflower Oil

• Jojoba Esters

• Aloe Vera Leaf Juice

• Apricot Oil

• Vitamin E

• Niacinamide

• Kern Oil

• Glycerin

Other All Natural Sunscreens:

• Coola Mineral Sport SPF 50 Tinted Sunscreen Stick

• Organic Pharmacy Cellular Protection Sunscreen SPF 50

• Ren Clean Screen Mineral SPF 30 Mattifying Face Sunscreen

• Biossance Squalane + Mineral SPF 45

• Drunk Elephant Umbra Tinte Physical Daily Defense SPF 30

Favorite Blush And It Doesn’t Cause Acne!

NARS Blush Shade Angelica

It looks peach in this lighting.

It’s always best to go for powder blush if you get cheek acne, because liquid blush can pool in enlarged pores.

I fell in love with this shade when Sephora gave me a free sample size. It compliments my pale ghost like skin tone so well. Giving me a warm lively look. Another reason is it doesn’t give me acne unlike the Bobbie Brown blush does.

Also pink is like my top fav color so this perfect light pink color really matches all my pink clothes.

White Peach Eyeshadow

Eyeshadow:

• Used the Truly Madly Deeply palette by ColorPop

Eyeliner:

• Tarte Sexy Kitten Liquid Eyeliner Duo

New Skincare routine

I feel as though my old routine just doesnt work anymore. Its been 2 weeks of acne hell so i thought id change things up a bit.

I bought a few new things to help with my acne, dark spots, and uneven texture. Also my skin barrier is terrible . My skin peels off so easily when I GENTLY pop a zit . So I’m trying to get that fixed. I’m also tryin to lessen my cigarette intake. I went from 10 cigs a day to 5 and hopefully I’ll quit all together when my life gets more stable. Also if anyone wants to recommend products to super strengthen my skin barrier that’d be great!

New Skincare Products:

- Burt’s Bees Facial Cleansing Towelettes with Pink Grapefruit Seed Oil

• Fights acne, aids skin in retaining water, softens, heals, lightens, and protects skin from pollutants.

• Gentle enough to use daily. For normal to oily skin.

- Pixi Rose Oil Blend Nourishing Face Oil

• Improves skins elasticity and glow, leaving skin nourished and soft to the touch.

• Contains geranium oil. One of the top most beneficial oils out there. Strongest oil to protect from pollutants. It also balances sebum production, heals scars, evens skin tone, tightens skin, and kills bacteria that lead to acne and eczema.

- Olay Regenerist Micro Sculpting Cream

• Deeply penetrates skin to regenerate surface skin cells, hydrate, and diminish wrinkles and fine lines.

• I think it also exfoliates or something’s because it has a light burning sensation that resembles the feeling of an AHA and BHA exfoliant.

- Olay Wrinkle Correction Serum B3 + Peptides

• Fights wrinkles, protects from pollutants, smooths and lightens skin, and renews skin cells.

- TonyMoly Moisture Boost Gel To Water Morning Cleanser

• Sooths, protects, and strengthens skin.

• Fights wrinkles and fine lines. Made for even the most sensitive of skin.

- Cetaphil Moisturizing Cream For Very Dry Sensitive Skin

• Protects from pollutants, as well as, Softens and hydrates skin.

• Is non-comedogenic (doesn’t cause acne), nourishes skin, and helps skin retain moisture.

- DIY Tea Tree Oil Spray

• Fights acne, calms redness, reduces swelling and inflammation.

- DIY Lavender And Tea Tree Oil Lotion

• Includes: Hyaluronic Acid, Tea Tree Oil, Lavender Oil, Water, Squalane Oil, Ceramides, Apple Extract, Sunflower Seed Oil, Jojoba Oil, and much more.

• Works to hydrate, protect from pollutants, soften skin, fight acne, diminish wrinkles, restore damaged skin, and repair the skin barrier.

Sensitive Skin Warning!

Be careful not to use more than one product containing phenoxyethanol in a 6-12 hour time frame!

Phenoxyethanol is a preservative, an anti-bacterial, and a stabilizer found in many products. Its a great alternative to parabens.

Products containing 1% or less are deemed totally safe by nearly all countries, however when using multiple products, each containing 1%, it adds up leading to over exposure of phenoxyethanol. So be cautious not to layer too many products with this ingredient at one time on skin. Over exposure can cause hives, rash, anaphylaxis, and dermatitis on adults, as well as animals and infants { causes nervous system damage in infants ages 3 and younger}.

Here’s a quote:

◇"Most of the concern stems from recorded incidents of bad skin reactions (on adults) and nervous system interaction in infants.“- Healthline

Phenoxyethanol Free Products:

◇ Caudalie VineActive Vitamin C Anti-Wrinkle Serum

◇Belif True Cream Moisturizing Bomb

◇Olehenriksen Goodnight Glow Retin-ALT Sleeping Creme

◇Herbivore Prism 12% AHA 3% BHA Exfoliating Glow Serum

◇Josie Maran Argan Beta Retinol Pink Algae Serum

My opinion: its totally safe to use ONE product for adults containing phenoxyethanol every 6 hours. That way you wont get over exposure. If you like using more than one product on your face at a time try products that are free of this chemical to avoid harsh side effects. I feel using one or two products with phenoxyethanol wont kill you or even bother your skin ( in my experience) unless you are allergic.

Im totally investing in those products above to avoid over exposure. Lately my skins been very sensitive and red so i want to avoid any and all causes!

Went to Malibu for the first time.

I didn’t get to see the pier though because it’s closed.

First time going somewhere since quarantine.

So many people at the beach weren’t wearing masks. What do they not get . There’s a virus out killing the younge and old and to lessen deaths all you have to do is wear a mask. It’s not hard. Also a couple had like a new born out with no mask or any protection. Not trying to judge but if I had a baby I wouldn’t let my new born out during this pandemic. Especially with out protection. I can’t even see my grandparents because of this and I fear they are going to die soon due to age and I don’t even get to spend time with them v.v but it’s for their safety. This just sucks so hard and some people aren’t even trying to protect themselves and others around them.

Truly Madly Deeply palette by colorpop and shade Roy Gi Biv

Ive been looking for a mostly pink palette that wasnt terrible for the longest and finally found one! Color pop eyeshadows are always so pigmented and never look caked. Im also getting the PUR Cosmetics trolls pop palette, the tiny one. Its all pink. Also its buy one get one free all may ❤ on the PUR website.

My fav colors are the thick glittery ones.There are one of the best thick glitter eyeshadows ive ever applied. They give a clean glittery crease.

You can barely notice the first 2 shades because they blend in with my pale complexion. I need a tan, as well as any suggestions on self tanners for the body and face .-.

I like to put a peel off mask on my cheeks to catch all the glitter and powder that falls when applying.

P.S the purple shades come out as dusty pink and rose shades.

Safe + Affordable Makeup Removing Wipes !

• Neutragena Makeup Rmover Cleansing Towelettes.

- Allure and Dermatologist approved

- Not only removes makeup but cleanses the face as well removing dirt and oil.

- Alergy tested and alcohol free

- Fights Acne

• Daylogic Makeup Remover Cleansing Towelettes Fragrance Free.

- For all types of skin

- Is gentle

- Made with 99% all natural ingredients.

- Minor pollutant protectant

• Olay Cleanse Makeup Fragrance Free Removing Wipes.

- Doesn’t clog pores

- Cleanses oil and dirt from pores

- Leaves skin feeling fresh and clean

- Free of parabens, gluten, and coconut oil ( coconut oil is know to clog pores)

• Burts Bees Facial Cleansing Towelettes

- 99.1% all natural ingredients

- Cleanses and tones skin

- Fights air pollutants due to the white tea extract in its ingredients

- Has a pleasant smelll as well as fights acne

• Cetaphil Gentle Makeup Removing Wipes

- For all types of skin. Very gentle on skin

- Fights acne, softens skin, and improves skins texture

- Highlighted Ingredients: green tea, aloe vera, and chamomile.

- Dermatologist recommended

• Yes To Argam 2 in 1 Cleansing and Moisturizing Facial Wipes

- Cleanses and moisturizes skin

- Contains argan oil

- Top wipes for sensitive skin

- Effectively removes dirt, oil, and makeup

My favorite wipes would have to be the Cetapil Gentle Makeup Removing Wipes, because it contains green tea, chamomile, and aloe vera which have many many benefits for skin. A few include : reducing redness, fighting acne, moisturizing skin, fading wrinkles and fine lines, and protecting against skin cancer . I need these wipes ASAP! There are so much more benefits to these wipes . DM me for more info!

At Home Acylic Nails

Items needed:

You may spend 100$ or more however in the long run your saving 50 to 100$ a month and can replace your own broken nail if you have a nail accident.

• Cuticle remover

• Buffing block

• Nail file

• Nail prep/ dehydrator

• Nail Primer. Alcohol-free

• 2 Dappen dishes or glass cups. Though I wouldn’t want to drink out of it afterwards.

• Acrylic nail brush or just tiny paint brushes. The better the quality the better the nail! Doesn’t have to be expensive just not those nylon or plastic ones

• Lint-free wipes

• Giant/ strong nail clippers and or scissors

• Acylic powder

• Acrylic liquid. It’s recommended to use the medium speed one . Especially if your a beginner. Aka acrylic monomer.

• Nail tips

• Nail glue. Recommend glue- IBD 5 Second Brush On Nail Glue. The tubes tend to get glued shut so I prefer the brush on glues. And I wipe off any glue on the outside to reassure it won’t glue it’s self shut.

• PURE acetone

• Cuticle Oil ( optional )

• Nail top coat and Nail base coat

• Pinching tool ( optional )

• Manicure brush ( optional )

• Cuticle pusher. A 2 sided tool that has a flat end and a knife end. Both sides are very sharp!

• Your definitely going to need a UV LED lamp polish curing Acylic timer light . You can find one for 20$ at Walmart. It’s preferred to buy one with 48w or higher.

Step 1:

Nail Prepping-

1. Apply cuticle remover with a lint-free wipe.

2. Push the cuticle back with the flat side. Be careful.

3. Buff the nail using your buffing block. Remove the dust with the manicure brush or a tissue/ wipe.

Step 2:

Nail Tip Application-

1. Pick out the right size nail tips. Make sure they aren’t too tight or they may pop off.

2. Apply glue to the end of the nail that will meet your nail bed. Don’t use too much or it will get every where. Trust me Ik lol.

Hold down tight for 15 seconds.

3. Cut nails to preferred length

4. File nails to shape them. I prefer squoval and or ballerina tips.

5. File where the nail tip meets your nail bed so it will be smooth. Doesn’t have to be completely smooth. Don’t forget to file underneath the nail tip for a more elegant look. To lessen the under-curve.

Step 3:

Acrylic Time! -

1. Pour the acrylic liquid in one dappen dish and acrylic powder in the other dappen dish.

2. Dip your brush ( paint or nail brush) into the acrylic liquid dish. Wipe the side on the inside top part of the dish to remove excess liquid.

3. After dipping your drush in acrylic liquid your gonna dip it in the acrylic powder. You’ll see it form a cloudy somewhat solid circle of wet powder around the brush. Your gonna wanna wipe it all onto the nail. The amount of powder you use depends on the size of the nail.

4. Quickly but steadily bush the wet powder evenly over the nail and nail tip. Wait a few seconds and it will get hard.

5. File the tops of your nails to even out the hardened acrylic powder for a sleeker look! You may need to file the sides if it gets a bit messy hah. Been there done that.

Step 4:

Nail Painting-

Normal Polish:

1. Apply a top coat over the acrylic nail. Air dry for 2 mins or 10 seconds with the LED light.

2. Apply your favorite color of polish. I prefer pink

And your done!

Gel Polish:

Apply sunscreen!

1. Apply nail dehydrator

2. Brush on nail primer

3. Apply a top coat to the acrylic nail. Let it dry any way you choose

4. Apply a base coat . Dry it with an LED light for 10 seconds

5. Choose your favorite gel polish (great deals on amazon and at Walmart) then brush on your first layer. Dry for 30 seconds

6. Brush on your second layer of gel polish. If you need to do it a third time go ahead. Dry for 30 seconds.

(Optional: place a tiny gem on your nail or flower nail stickers)

7. Apply a top coat. Dry for 60 seconds.

Your all done!!!!! And you look great ;) .

How to clean your acrylic brushes:

1. Soak your brushes in acrylic liquid ( aka acrylic monomer) for 1 hour.

2. Rinse with hot water and rub off the now mushy somewhat soiled acrylic powder.

3. Soak your brushes again for another hour.

4. Rise once more in hot water and rub away the mushy powder stuff.

5. Repeat if needed. Don’t soak brushes too long in acrylic liquid or they will fall apart! Also don’t use too hot of water, please. you don’t want to burn yourself.

How to remove gel polish:

1. Buy gel polish remover nail clips

2. Use a lint free wipes and put some pure acetone on them.

3. Put the now wet wipes on your nail and clip the nail clip onto your finger.

4. Wait 30 to 60 minutes then use your cuticle remover( the flat side) to scrape off the gel polish. It should be easy if you have 100% acetone.

And tour done! Now repaint those nails or whatever you did this for !

Outfit For The Night

I don’t normally do these kind of posts but I want to start posting my best outfits so I can remember them and possibly people can be inspired!

Please excuse the mirror I cleaned it but it left streaks x.x . Anyone know a cleaner that doesn’t do that?

Outfit:

• Jacket from forever 21

• Shirt is a hand-me-down from some crazy bitch. She totally switched personalities on me . Like I’m crazy but at least I’m not a bitch (for the most part to women lol )

• Pants from forever 21

• Purse from 14th Rose. I got the girlfriend discount. It was 170$ but I got it for 20$. Which is crazy cuz I would have paid at least 70$.

• Heels from Q fashion

• Earings from Prettylittlething. Best app ever

• Necklaces from Forever21

• Did my own nails light brown with leopard print

Pre-makeup Routine:

• Peter Thomas Roth Acne Cleanser

• Tatcha Luminous Dewy Skin Mist

• Peter Thomas Roth Acne Spot And Area Treatment

• Homemade facial spray. Includes: orange, lemon, eucalyptus, lavender, and tea tree essential oils.

Makeup Used:

• Bobbie Brown Coral Blush

• Charlotte Tilbury Pilliw Talk-3 Intense lip liner ( I used as lipstick) topped it off with a Natasha Denona Lip Oh-Phoria light brown lip gloss.

• Neutragena Salycilic Acid Powder

• Skindanavia Setting Spray

• Tatcha Silk Canvas Primer

• Wander After Hours Highlighter. I love it so much I bough 4.

• ORYZA beauty Nude Shimmer & Contour Eyeshadow

• Maybelline Plumped Up Colossal Express Mascara

• Tarte Sexy Kitten Eyeliner

• TooFaced Sweet Peach darkest brown eyeshadow for my eyebrows. I ran out of an eyebrow pencil . Need to get one soon x.x

Hope my outfit is good my boyfriend said I look like a skank, but I feel I look sexy and ready to party. Unfortunately due to the virus there’s no partying v.v I just got all dressed up to feel good cuz I hate being stuck inside. Also thanks for the likes. If I get any hah.

BestFloralPerfumes

I hate looking for perfect floral perfumes to find they smell way too musky, like amber, or cheap. Here’s a list of the best floral perfumes I’ve found and now own that are perfect:

• My favorite: Kenzo Flower

• ZF Focus

• Prada Florale Eau De Toilette

• Chatherine Malandeino Dream

• Victoria Secret Love

• Marc Jacobs Daisy yellow

• Marc Jacobs Daisy pink

• Flower Bomb

• La Vie Est Bella Intensément

One of my favorit body mist for 7 years:

• Velvet Sugar by Bath & Body Works

It not very floral I just love it . I only have floral perfumes but this is my one acception! I also own 3 glittery body mists. One is Velvet Sugar smell.

Best Safe And Affordable Moisturizer

Normally I spend 30$ to 50$ on body moisturizers but this time I decided to get a cheaper one because I can’t afford to keep buying more expensive items every 2 weeks. I use this new affordable moisturizer every day once or twice a day to experience its best results. Though the top results are immediate.

Aveeno Baby Soothing Relief Moisturizing Cream:

• For all types of skin

• safe for skin

• no harmful ingredients/ all natural ingredients

• Safe for both body and face

• Moisturizes

• Brightens skin slightly

• Helps with discoloration

• Sooths rough skin

• Heals cracked chapped skin

• Attracts moisture from air into skin

• Locks in moisture

• Forms a barrier to prevent water from evaporating

• Helps treat acne.One of my fav benefit

• Absorbs excess oil

• Is an antioxidant

• Aids in removing dead skin cells

* Has many more benefits. DM me for more info*

HighlightedIngredients:

• Oatmeal

• Emollients

• Glycerin

• Distearyldimonium Chloride ( softens skin)

• Kernal Extract

• Shea Butter

• fatty alcohols

I saw immediate results when using this product. It lighted my skin a bit and help with the discoloration of my knees and elbows, as well as a few spots on my legs! For my face I still choose to use my 45$ moisturizer just cuz I love it and need more cellular repair for the craters in my skin. Occasionally I’ll use a moisturizer by eucerin but I have yet to check the ingredients to confirm it’s safe.

Did My Own Nails!

Brown with leopard print.

It took 2 hours to finish both hands v.v . I could have probably don’t it in a hour but I wanted them to be perfect . Every time I do my nails they get better and better each time.

Please excuse my red hand. I forgot to put sunscreen on before using the UV ray nail dry . It’s so bad to use a lot so sometime when doing acrylics I just use normal polish instead of gel polish.

PastelPurpleAndPinkEyeshadow

Eyeshadow: Sephora Eyeshadow Singles shades Sweet Candy(for my crease) and Magnolia Garden(on my lid).

Foundation: I decided to use a powder today rather than a stick. Neutragena Mineral Powder with salycilic acid to fight acne. Shade Beige Ivory

Lips: Kat Von D matte lipstick shade Requiem. Dries fast, soft, lasts all day, and is so beautiful.

Blush:NARS shade Thrill matte .

Highlighter: Wanderer shade Aftet Hours.

Eyelashes: Maybelline Mascara. The pink volumous one. Forgot the name.

Brows:Ran out of my eyebrow pencil so I used the darkest brown in my Sweet Peach Too Faced.

Clothing: Hat and shirt are from Target and necklace from Hot Topic .

Premakeup:

• Peter Thomas Roth Acne Cleanser. It came in an acne fighting kit that I love!

• Homemade facial spray with vitamin E, tea tree oil, lavender oil, and more!

• The Ordinary Facial Muluti Peptide Serum.

• Skinwarrior Anti-pollution Repair Cream

My lovely bird Cornstarch!

He’s only 2 years old and is the sweetest thing on this earth. He truly makes my heart sing

Some guys have video game addictions and my boyfriend has a coloring addiction. He’d rather color all the time then pay attention to me. I should have never introduced him to adult coloring books…

My Glam Bag Plus Arrived!

This was my first time getting a Glam Bag Plus. The glam bag is nice but comes with minis instead of full size products.

My bag includes:

• BLOOMEFFECTS Dutch Dirt Mask

- Includes botanical enzymes and a tulip complex that works wonders on the skin. Refreshes, rebalances, and clears pores while it exfoliates and detoxifies.

• TARTE Tarteist Double Take Eyeliner In Black

- A dual-ended Eyeliner with a gel side and a liquid side.

• GIRLACTIK BEAUTY Jello Gloss Balm

- Packed with avacado oil, soybean oil, castor oil, tocopherol, titanium dioxide, and vitamin E to nourish, moisturize, and protect from the Sun’s harmful rays. It’s super mega soft and gives an ultra glossy look. I love it! ❤️

• DOSE OF COLORS Liquid Matte Lipstick Shade Old Flame

- A warm, rusty-orange shade of lipstick that gives a matte finish. Ingredients includes beeswax and titanium dioxide to protect from suns harmful rays and air pollutants.

• STARSKIN VIP Cream De La Creme Instantly Recovering Luxury Cream Coating Face & The Diamond Mask VIP

- Contains a rich botanical serum to enhance glow and give a luminous look. Can be worn all night or at least 15 mins.

• Add Ons: ORYZA Beauty Nude Shimmer and Contour Eyeshadow

- Add ons are items added to my Glam Bag that are from 1$ to 18$ . The 1$ add ons are originally around 10$ to 20$ and the 18$ add ons are originally 30$ to 70$ . Because I’m a member I get them for a great deal and they’re actually legit items and brands such as Murad, Tarte, Too faced , and more! I bought 10 add ons this month . 9 of them have yet to be delivered. I can’t wait ! So excited!

I never ever advertise anything but these glam bags have deals too good to be true! You’ll love your Glam Bag, especially the add ons, because your discovering new products for great prices. New members get one free additional item to their Glam Bag

Yoga done today

I’m so proud that I haven’t missed a day of yoga since I started. I think lol. And that I’ve increased the amount of poses to enhance my workout! Some poses are just a light work out but a great stretch. I’m loving the harder ones. I like to push my self(sometimes lol)

Harder poses for me:

• Stomach stretch

• Rejuvenation

• Deep lunge

• Push-ups ( I can only do 15 so far…)

• leg kicks

Night Time Routine

Another day in quarantine. Goodnight world.

The tree trunk spray bottle is my own concoction of essential oils , safflower oil, grape seed oil, and vitamin E. Treats acne, softens skin, improves texture, and fights fine lines/ wrinkles, as well as many more beneficial properties. The essential oils are diluted for skin safety: 6 drops every 3 oz’ s

My routine includes:

•Cleanser: Shisedo Clarifying Cleansing Foam. Gently cleanses and moisturizes skin all while fighting acne and shrinking the appearance of pores.

•Face Mist: DIY with tea tree oil, lavender oil, eucalyptus oil, orange oil, lemon oil, and a few other ingredients listed above.

•Wrinkle Treatment: Olay Retinol. Also know to fight acne, soften skin, and improve texture.

•Moisturizer:Peter Thomas Roth moisturizer with salycilic acid to fight acne.

•Mask: Dutch Dirt Mask. An exfoliating mask that fights acne and wrinkles, improves texture and uneven pigmentation, and softens skin. Has many other benefits that are too long to list .

OMG my boyfriend got me a late birthday present because it was so expensive. He got me a pearl necklace . With one real pearl on it *.* it’s so pretty . I’ve always wanted a pearl . He gets the best gifts!

I need to get us some matching shoes for his birthday. It’s gonna be vans that are colorblock with blue, yellow, green, and red. I know he will love them and so will I. Plus there’s this matching shirt I totally want .

He hates when I take photos of him . Lol also forgive the trash we moved in a while ago but don’t know what to do with all these boxes full of crap I want to throw away. But that’s not our call….

And that’s cornstarch . Our baby bird ! He loves screaming . Just all the time and right in the ear.

Hello skincare friends. So my past post on “10 Things I Used to Believe About Skincare But Now I Know Aren’t True” made me realize that I’ve told you all a few things in the past that I know now were a little off (or alot off, lol). So here’s a list of things I’ve written in past posts or in ask replies that were actually mostly (or totally) wrong. Preliminary note: whoops.

1. “If a skincare product is too thick or heavy, you can mix in a bit of water before applying—it’ll make it lighter and spread easier. This includes sunscreens!”

Oh lord Jesus, we’re starting off strong. Diluting an spf with water?! That has to be one of the 10 sins of skincare written in the holy skincare bible. Okay, okay, but wait—most of this is actually pretty accurate: you CAN dilute products with lighter products, or just plain water, for whatever reason. The INCORRECT thing I’ve said here is that mixing spf with water is okay. I’m here to tell 2017 me it is NOT okay, lol. You’re probably better off not diluting your spfs, especially with water, as it will most likely (1) mess with the formula and (2) decrease the protection factor. *2020 self slaps 2017 self*

2. “Try an aloe vera gel for a moisturizer; this is great for ALL skin types, especially oily, because it’s so light but so moisturizing too.”

Well, this one isn’t totally off point. Aloe vera IS super light, but it’s not really thatmoisturizing. I’d correct myself and say plain aloe vera gel probably won’t provide you the sort of deep, nourishing hydration ALL skin types need, even my oily skin friends. AKA no matter what skin condition you have, you need a sufficient amount of hydration/moisturization, and aloe vera alone probably won’t give you that.  

3. ”Try to find simple, natural products because these will be best for your sensitive skin.”

“Simple”? “Natural”? Let me stop myself right there. Here are two formulas to take down in your notes ladies: natural does not always = gentler and simple does not always = gentler.Got it? So I think less-experienced me assumed that products with simpler ingredient lists and “all-natural” ingredients automatically meant the product would be more gentle and maybe even just generally better for you—not true (but good try). Actually, and this is a plot twist, sometimes more “natural” products are MORE unpredictable in how they’ll react to the skin. Even Darth Vader is quaking okay. 

4. “It’s good to have an external exfoliator to use a few times a week.”

Oh brother, here we go. So scrubs are a pretty ~disputed~ product in the skincare world, especially the ones with particularly large and/or jagged granules. Some people loath them, some swear by them, some are in between. My mindset is that while scrubs have some possible benefits when usedcarefully, they have their definite, proven disadvantages. The primary purpose they have—exfoliation—can be amazing for the skin, however the method scrubs provide exfoliation through—scrubbing/rubbing/scratching—isn’t always so great. You gotta use them right and carefully, and even then there is still the possibility they’re being more harsh with your skin than necessary. Anyone that reads my more recent stuff might know that I now prefer chemical exfoliants like ahas, bhas, and so on. Compared to scrubs, you can find different forms, methods, and strengths of chemical exfoliants, so I’d even say they are more customizable to you and your skin. Granted, everyone is different (if you didn’t know this already, well, welcome to Earth). The final verdict: you do you, but just remember to be gentle to your skin, because you only have one—unless, you know, you’re planning on being in Face/Off 2. 

5. “A good clay mask is a must for oily, acne-prone skin!”

God I think I’m gonna hurl at the sight of that exclamation point. Okay, so yes. It’s true clay masks are generally a good item to have in your skincare collection—they can help alleviate acne, improve skin texture and tone, help detox/clear pores and so on and so forth, but I think my recommendation here specifically for oily skin types is founded on an inaccurate belief: oily skin types should use products to dry out their oils. This is wrong and can ironically just intensify the oil production on your face. An oversimplified explanation: if you purposefully leave your skin dry or don’t provide enough hydration/moisture, your skin is likely to overproduce oils to compensate. What you should be doing instead, my oily skin friends, is hydrating your skin and keeping it balanced. Here’s the oily skin paradox: often giving more moisture to your oily skin can alleviate the overproduction of oils. Shook? Me too girl, me too. 

6. “You’re younger, so I think a simple routine will be best for you.”

This recommendation was to a young anon (preteen-ish I think) looking to start their first routine. I think when I wrote this I was probably just trying to say that a more simple routine would fit this anon’s situation better but the problem between the lines is that it gives off the impression that younger people automatically shouldonly be doing simple routines. But the truth is, once you are able to become aware/conscious of your skin’s health and of the idea of skincare, your age really has little to do with how simple or complex your routine is. Other factors like your daily life, health, skin condition, etc. are what will matter. I mean, yeah, maybe a “simpler” routine is generally a better fit for the characteristics/lives of young people, but it’s definitely not a universal fit. Anyone that goes around saying things like “he’s/she’s too young to have that many products/those kinds of products in his/her skincare routine” is probably basing their comments on misguided perceptions about age and skincare. C’mon son!

7. “Because you have acne you don’t want to use so many products, especially serums, that will make your skin congested.”

This is an oddly specific and clearly overgeneralized suggestion for something that varies wildly based on so many factors, including the person. Let’s break it down, shall we? There are two main claims here and they’re both inaccurate. (1) Using “many products” doesnot universally make your skin more congested/cause more acne. (2) Serums donot universally make skin congested. I’m really not sure where my head was at for this one. 

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Well there you have it! Most of these weren’t that bad… right? Maybe next round I’ll go with “Things I’ve Said About Skincare in the Past That Were Actually, Totally True” because I gotta give myself some credit lol. And, just a little FYI, I’ve obviously taken these past recommendations/comments out of context and most were cut to emphasize/highlight the clearlyincorrect parts. This was for the purpose of discussing why these things aren’t the best advice. Anyhow, until next time, this was your ~most favoritest in the world~ skincare blog, SUNDAYSKIN.