Sometimes people confuse your passion for rudeness. And they misinterpret your strength as having an abrasive personality. The truth is when you are an extremely determined person, who knows exactly what they want, some people find you intimidating. Many times domineering personalities acquire a bad reputation because you are severely misunderstood.
A strong person is not looking to win an argument, they are seeking respect. They want to show others that nobody can walk all over them.
I’m such a Dean. Like how he completely disregards Sam’s emotions and this whole we don’t need to hug. He’s so funny and straightforward but I’m not a smooth fucker like him. Also the most obvious thing his love of old school rock.
Dean humming Sam: are you humming metallica? Dean: it calms me down
” am I the only one who feels that I’m too nice to people? I forgive them so easily just to make them feel better about themselves while I’m here taking all of the pain. I just wish good for people and I don’t want anyone to feel the things that I do ”
You know what? I was sick. I was sick of being treated like shit. I was sick of coming back to you and forgiving you every goddamned time and you took advantage of it every single time. I was sick of you ignoring me and only talking to me when it suited you. I was sick of your lies, your bullshit, your secrets. I was sick of crying. I was sick of waking up with tears rolling down my cheeks because of the terrible nightmare I had about losing you (little did I know that I was losing you more and more everyday) And I was sick of going to sleep barley being able to breathe and having to gasp for air every five minutes, all because I was feeling unwanted as hell and you couldn’t care less. I was sick of being mad. I was sick of being mad at myself and putting all the blame on me. I was fucking sick of myself for putting myself through so much shit all because I loved you and put you before me.
” explain to me ” he said through the phone while hearing her cry
” you explain to me! I don’t understand how you can tell someone you love then go and act like they don’t matter do you? Explain to me how you managed to sleep at night knowing that I was crying because you made me feel worthless? How do you live with yourself after telling someone you love them but not prove a damn thing? ”
” I.. You know I love you ” he interrupted her
” Do I? ” She was gasping for air. ” if you loved me, how could you treat me like that? You didn’t. That’s the explanation, you just didn’t love me. ”
