- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise
not reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore
me, rewatching my favourite media for the hundredth time: it’s about the comfort. it’s about the nostalgia. it’s about lacking the necessary emotional bandwidth to take in and process new things in this year of our lord 2021
*pats on the back* Well sister, you ain’t the only one
Me: *sees one (1) TCF meme* Huh, I wonder where this came from One week later: Me: *obsessively researching* So wait, exactly how many times did Cale faint the novel??
It is extremely painful, to switch from happy to tear inducing sadness in a second, to have the smallest amount of time define your next emotion. I cannot keep up, It’s all bad, everything is tainted, because even in good times I anticipate the sad..every moment is spent begging my body not to betray me.
had to like slap and remind myself that the Obi-Wan Kenobi show is NOT in fact a fix it and Obi-Wan and Vader will NOT have a homoerotic fight scene that ends with Obi-Wan gently placing his hand on Vader’s vocoder, calling him Dear One leading up to homoerotic crying repressed men as the world burns around them
