I‘m not suicidal, I don‘t wanna fucking die. Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright. But every day I feel like dying.

long time no see hehe. i’m fine

25/2-21

01/11-20

i got very very drunk last night and a guy took care of me

1/11-20

getting drunk tonight :)

30/10-20

i really have up and downs with my mental health rn

message me, ask something in my inbox or whatever i’m bored and need distraction

ask meeee idc which one it is

yesterday i was busy the whole day fixing my room at my moms and i slept here for the first time. but today i need to go to school :/

14/10-20

skipping school today too. i wanna burn down that fucking school

13/10-20

i wanna dieee

8/10-20

i’ve been feeling so fucking ugly lately

6/10-20

tired of life.

6/10-20

feeling so sad today and i hate that i don’t know why

5/10-20

this song hits hard everytime

why even be alive when i’m just so sad and depressed all the time

5/10-20

i’m so tired but i had really fun yesterday with my friends until we were about to sleep and the sadness came back.

3/10-20

i’m with 4 ppl right now but i feel so alone :/ i want somebody to hold me

3/10-20

1/10-20

to be honest idk what the meaning of life is. we go to school many years, then we work many many years til we’re old and then we die. wow what a funny life

1/10-20

getting drunk tmrw :)

1/10-20

i kinda don’t wanna be here anymore fuck life dude

30/9-20

i’m sad. i miss being a little kid runnin around, having fun and be truly happy. and i miss having someone holding me in their arms when i’m upset and show me real love :( shit hurts man

29/9-20

there was a fight in my school today and a bunch of policemen came and the ambulance came too. my school is crazy and not so safe lmao

28/9-20

i haven’t been in school for a whole week in all classes since i started school after summer. so ima try to fix that next week

20/9-20

i’m so sad

19/9-20

getting drunk tonight all alone just to drown my pain :/

18/9-20

Oo I was 1 year self harm clean yesterday

15/9-20

getting drunk tonight :)

12/9-20

no one fucking cares until you’re actually dying and that’s a fact.

10/9-20

Suicide Prevention Day. I’ve struggled and still am struggling with suicidal thoughts for some years now. I know how it feels and it is okay to feel like life isn’t worth it. If you feel like that please talk to someone <3

10/9-20

it’s been a chaotic day at school today, the police came and everything was so fucked up. the police in my country doesn’t know how to do their fucking work right.

10/9-20