#soberlife
Day 12 of my sober journey and apparently day 12 is when a person has a major emotional breakdown and craves alcohol. My brain won’t stop thinking about all the dumb shit I did while drinking and that made me sad and break down crying and then all I wanted to do was go get a bottle of tequila to feel “better”. Human bodies are amazing, but also make no fucking sense.
Don’t worry, I am not giving in, I just wanted to share this because I am trying to share my journey in hopes I can help anyone else who may be struggling. I know there are lots of us. It’s a fucking painful and ridiculously difficult thing to overcome. If you are struggling, I am praying for you! You got this!
Been sober 2 years today. I wish I had someone to celebrate with.
So, before Lady Gaga released “Stupid Love,” I was 42 days sober. I decided every 30 days I make it sober, I’m gonna reward myself with a Chromatica tribe symbol. I’m 45 days sober right now; that means I have 1 symbol so far, and I chose the black symbol for my first one, because it was a dark month full of challenges, but I’ll keep working hard to collect all 6! I need motivation to keep this going, and this fun idea might be the way to do it. Wish me luck!